Oral history interview with Aaron Elster
Transcript
- OK.
- You can start.
- My name is Aaron Elster.
- I was born February 4, 1933, in a town called Sokolow-Podlaski
- in Poland.
- The town had a population of approximately 12
- to 14,000 people.
- It was heavily populated with Jewish people.
- There were approximately 6 to 7,000 Jews living in the town.
- There were two synagogues in the town.
- There was quite a few business people in the town.
- My parents owned a butcher shop and both
- worked in the butcher shop.
- Most of our business was done with the Gentiles in the area,
- in the surrounding areas of the town.
- I remember we used to deal with, or sell meats
- to farmers who we used to come into town on Thursdays.
- At that time, I guess we called it treyf, because that's
- the type of meat it was.
- It was not kosher.
- It was not for the Jewish people in the town.
- So we used to deal mostly with the Gentiles.
- Probably that's one of the reasons
- we had contact, or a greater amount of contact,
- with the Polish people around the area.
- That probably was the reason for my sister and my survival.
- My earliest recollection of the city, of the town
- probably was right around 1939 when the war started.
- I remember sitting in cheder.
- The bombs came.
- We all went out of cheder and went to the farms in the woods
- to escape the bombs.
- So you were about six years old then?
- Probably six to seven years old.
- I did not attend public school at the time.
- Because I think at that time, we started public school
- at age six.
- I attended cheder.
- On the second floor of our building was a cheder.
- My uncle, with a red beard, was what they called
- the Melamed, or the rabbi.
- I remember distinctly if you didn't behave,
- he had no problem grabbing you by the ear
- and throwing you out of the room and down the stairs.
- Those are my some of my recollections of the town.
- I don't know whether we're affluent or poor.
- I had no way of measuring.
- I always had what we needed, what we wanted.
- In fact, as a kid, they used to call me the [POLISH]
- because I was so skinny.
- I refused to eat.
- I didn't like to eat.
- I remember my mother used to bribe me
- in order for me to eat.
- Conflicts arose, even at that time.
- Because in Hebrew school, I used to learn about heaven and hell
- and damnation.
- At 6, 7 years old, I used to have nightmares
- about going to hell if I didn't behave
- or I didn't do the right thing.
- I remember my mother used to take me in the backyard
- and give me some Polish sausage to eat, which was not kosher.
- These were conflicts at that time, which is amazing.
- I still remember those things.
- My father was sort of a quiet person.
- I didn't know too many of his relatives,
- because I was named after my grandfather, Nachman Aron.
- My sister was named after our grandmother, Ita Jasper.
- Naturally, her name in English is Irene.
- So they died at a fairly young age, I would imagine.
- I had an uncle that was a fairly religious person.
- My father came from that area.
- But my mother came from sort of a more of a rowdy group.
- In fact, my grandparents, this is my grandfather,
- my grandfather, my grandmother, and one of my mother's sisters.
- There were 12 children in that household.
- I suppose that at that time, if you wanted to eat
- and you sat around the table, whoever grabbed
- first would get the most.
- I think this is the type of atmosphere
- my mother grew up in.
- In my eyes, my mother was a very beautiful woman.
- From the stories that I can remember,
- she really didn't want to marry my father because he
- was sort of a, I don't know, religious type, sort of quiet.
- She was considered a beautiful woman,
- from what I could recall.
- So she was the businesswoman in the household.
- She actually made all the deals and did all the shopping
- and buying and selling.
- Those are my recollections of my parents,
- my father, very gentle, quiet man,
- and my mother, the more outgoing and frivolous type of person.
- I had two sisters.
- My younger sister's name was Sarah.
- In fact, I named my granddaughter after her.
- She went to Treblinka, where that
- at the time of liquidation, she probably was about five,
- six years old.
- I remember the circumstances under which she went there.
- Perhaps we'll touch on it.
- I also have an older sister who's alive,
- lives here in the United States.
- Her name is Irene Budkowski.
- She has four grandchildren.
- She's a very happy grandmother.
- We have a very close relationship,
- because she lives near me in Skokie.
- There is not much that I really recall before the war,
- because I was too young.
- I was born in '33.
- The war started in 1939.
- But I do recall between '39 and '41,
- before it really got bad, before they created the ghetto,
- and we couldn't mingle with people,
- I remember going to cheder.
- I remember going to the marketplaces.
- I remember doing all kinds of things that a child my age
- would do.
- Even when the Germans first came in,
- I didn't necessarily feel the brunt of what was happening.
- Perhaps I didn't have a full understanding of what
- was happening at the time.
- But I had what to eat.
- My freedom was within my block area.
- I had no need to go on the outside.
- So the ghetto did not represent any problems for me.
- I had a few uncles that were maybe 6, 8, 10 years older
- than I was.
- I remember them making toys for us in exchange for food.
- I would be very happy to give them my food,
- because I didn't like to eat.
- They would make me toys.
- Our household was fairly normal.
- Even during the first couple of years between 1939 to '41,
- my parents were busy in the shop.
- In fact, we were taken care of by a woman in the house.
- My sister, we used to get involved with the shop.
- Then when they created the ghetto,
- it was very difficult to get out.
- But our business depended on the Gentiles.
- I remember the Polish police coming
- to our house for their meats, even the Volksdeutsche.
- Volksdeutsche--
- The German police.
- German police.
- There were Polish living on the German border.
- They claimed to be Germans.
- So they were called Volksdeutsche.
- There was one very mean person by the name of Lolek.
- He was very tall.
- I remember his blue steel helmet coming to the house.
- These were all payoffs in order to stay in business.
- But that's the way business was done.
- We as kids used to sneak out of the ghetto
- and deliver meats to customers.
- My sister more so than me.
- As a boy, I'm always afraid that it's much easier to tell a boy
- that you're Jewish than a girl.
- Were you wearing the gold star just yet?
- I don't believe that I wore it.
- But I think my sister had to wear it.
- Because up to a certain age, I believe it was either 12 or 14,
- you had to start wearing a star or an armband.
- Right.
- So I don't believe I ever wore it.
- So you used to sneak out of the ghetto?
- We used to sneak out at fairly regular intervals
- and come back.
- At the gates where the ghetto was,
- there was a Jewish policeman.
- There was a Polish policeman there.
- Traffic was fairly easily--
- you can pretty well, especially if you knew the people.
- The ghetto wall was here.
- Our shop was about, maybe, 30 yards from the ghetto wall.
- There was a gate there that would go up and down when
- traffic would come and go.
- I remember the candy store.
- I remember the drugstore, which was part of the ghetto.
- Things didn't get bad for a few years.
- Then you started noticing it.
- I remember they used to have selections.
- They used to have to deliver so many people
- to help build the camp.
- In fact, the townspeople from our camp
- were put into forced labor to build Treblinka, or help
- build Treblinka.
- Treblinka was probably no more than 20 miles away
- from our town.
- The people that were taken to Treblinka
- to work in the camps, nobody ever came back.
- How did you feel at that time as a child?
- One of the things I've never been
- able to justify in my own mind, why
- I was so mature at that age.
- It's always astounded me.
- In '41, I couldn't have been, what, '33, '41, nine years
- old or something like that, even in '42 at nine years old,
- I felt I had the maturity of a 20, 25-year-old.
- I remember Jewish people used to gather in our home
- and talk about the bad times that were coming up.
- In fact, I come from a town that everybody had a nickname,
- you know.
- Nobody went by their last name.
- Everybody had some kind of name.
- It was an indication of who he was.
- When the German Jews were chased out of Germany,
- there was some Jews that came to our town.
- The only thing I remember about him,
- they used to call him [NON-ENGLISH]..
- That was his name, [NON-ENGLISH] the German.
- Which means, the big guy?
- No, the [NON-ENGLISH] German.
- The [NON-ENGLISH] means German.
- [NON-ENGLISH] that was his Jewish name.
- I see.
- He lived in back of our house.
- He used to come into the house, and there
- would be six, seven people sitting around,
- talking about what was going on, how
- the Germans were killing Jews.
- I used to listen in to these conversations.
- I was always afraid of what's going to happen to us
- and always prayed or tried to pray, pray to God
- that He would somehow spare me.
- But then in my own mind, I would say to myself,
- why would God want to spare me out
- of all the thousands of children that probably
- were more pious than I was.
- I remember these emotions were very strong emotions.
- I was always afraid, not so much of dying,
- but the pain of death because of the description
- of what they used to do to the Jewish people.
- I had such full understanding of what was going on
- and what had to be done and such fears
- of what was going to happen to all of us.
- Yet none of the people had any answers.
- Nobody knew what to do.
- Everybody was relying on God to help them.
- I think that was one of our downfalls.
- I believe one of the traditional things
- that Jewish people were brought up with,
- if somebody hits you on one side of the cheek,
- give him the other side of the cheek.
- I saw people go to the trains when the liquidation started
- in our place, hollering [NON-ENGLISH SPEECH],,
- and God will help us, and so on.
- But I've had that conflict ever since I was a child
- and asked the question, if there is such a thing as God,
- how can He allow that?
- Then you find yourself, when you're in need,
- you're still praying to God.
- So it's a dichotomy.
- I don't know how to resolve that.
- I've never been able to resolve that.
- I find myself, when I'm in need, I still pray to God.
- Then most of the time, I question.
- I question His existence, His motives, His designs,
- His plans.
- If people sinned or they committed sins
- and they deserve to die, what about the children?
- How can a child be sinful?
- How can a child be involved in something
- that should be done, you know, such terrible things should
- be done to them?
- I've really never been able to resolve it.
- But anyway, life continued on that basis.
- During the ghetto times, I saw what was going on,
- but I don't think I felt it.
- Because I didn't have it bad.
- I remember my relatives had it worse than we did.
- For some odd reason, because of my parents' affiliation
- with the people, the type of business they were in,
- I remember they used to smuggle in beef cows
- into the barn, the back of the house.
- They used to slaughter them.
- The black market was going on.
- The ghetto was comprised of brick walls.
- Also, in the fields, there was barbed wire.
- They used to cut the barbed wire, or lift the barbed wire,
- or have special interests as they bring cows in.
- We used to slaughter them in the barns and sell the meat.
- So there was a commerce going on, continuously
- some kind of commerce going on.
- There were also, believe it or not,
- almost like a mafia in the town.
- Where you would have to pay protection money in order
- to do business.
- If you remember, I mentioned that name Lolek,
- which was the Volksdeutsche.
- I remember him coming to the house one day.
- It must have been 2:00, 3:00 in the morning,
- dragged my father out of bed.
- In Poland, we used to have apartment buildings
- with the hallway.
- The doors would close.
- There was, like, a 2 by 4 that were used to guard the door.
- He took that 2 by 4 and proceeded
- to beat my dad with it.
- Broke his arm.
- Because I remember after that that he was walking around
- with a sling for a long time.
- Because apparently, he didn't pay off at the right time
- or whatever the situation was.
- But people existed.
- I don't know if you know what the word [NON-ENGLISH SPEECH]
- means.
- In Polish, it's like a [NON-ENGLISH],,
- a person who owns a large farm that has a lot of people
- working for them.
- I don't know.
- What would you relate that to?
- A landlord?
- A landlord, a landowner, he used to have-- yes, that's the word.
- Because of our connection with these people,
- they were allowed to take 30, 40 Jews and bring to their farms
- and have them work the farms.
- Naturally, the Jews would pay off,
- pay them to let them go there.
- This must have been around 1942 when things were getting bad.
- We were taken to that farm, my sister, myself,
- my mother and dad.
- Both sisters?
- No.
- I lost my thought.
- My second, my little sister, both sisters at that time,
- yes, yes, because that was before the first liquidation.
- We'd stay there for months to be out of the ghetto.
- These people would have the right to take Jewish labor.
- But before the holidays, everybody
- wanted to go home to celebrate Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur.
- This was in 1942.
- So the whole family except my sister--
- my big sister stayed on the farm.
- My mom and dad wanted to come back.
- My little sister apparently was homesick,
- she wanted to come back, and they brought me back
- to the ghetto.
- I remember this was Motzei Yom Kippur, which
- would be the day right after Atonement, the night.
- My parents woke me up in the middle of the night.
- They said that they're taking all the Jewish people out
- of the ghetto and they're sending them to Treblinka.
- We have to hide.
- In that building, we had a double wall on the attic.
- So the whole building with their children and all
- went into that double wall.
- I was there, my little sister, my mom and my dad,
- and many other people.
- All we heard was shooting and screaming.
- We stayed there the night and the next day.
- By that time, shooting was going on all day and all night.
- What they were doing is they were
- gathering the Jewish people.
- Some they would put right in the back.
- There was one mass grave.
- They shot them and dumped them into the grave.
- The others were marched up to the marketplace.
- From there, they were trucked to the train station to Treblinka.
- There must have been 40, 50 people in that room.
- There were little children.
- Then children started to cry.
- I remember the adults saying to keep those children quiet.
- I believe one of the children was smothered by their parents
- so the other people would not be found out.
- That was my first experience of parents doing or not
- doing for their children.
- A parent says, gee, I would die for my own child.
- If it was a question of choice between my child and myself,
- I will die for my child.
- But I wonder if these people were ever faced
- with that choice in reality, whether they would really
- make that decision.
- Even those parents might have made it
- if it were only themselves.
- Maybe.
- But there was a whole group of people.
- Maybe.
- Anyway.
- The noise apparently attracted the police.
- I was by the wall.
- They started shooting into that room.
- A piece of wood hit me right here,
- the splinter from bullets coming in hit me right here.
- Then they lifted the door, the secret door,
- and they started shooting down and says, come on out,
- you know.
- So we were all dragged out of that hiding place
- and lined up on the sidewalk on the street against the walls.
- That was my first experience to see the Ukrainians doing
- the dirty work for the Germans.
- They were meaner at times than the Germans.
- My mother got separated from us.
- My little sister and myself and my father
- were standing together.
- I believe my mother was pulled away to do work.
- They separated people.
- They separated the men, the women.
- There was an old woman, one of our neighbors
- who must have been 75 years old.
- She couldn't keep up with it.
- They put her down on the floor and they kicked her to death,
- just like a piece of garbage.
- I remember the fear at that time.
- I don't know if I can recreate that type of fear.
- But the fear of being shot, the pain, those kind of pain,
- the pain kept on bothering me, the fear
- of being shot and dying and maybe suffering.
- At that time, I was praying to God
- why don't you just end the whole thing?
- Why don't you just swallow up everybody, us and them?
- And questioning why, why, why is this happening to me or to us?
- They marched us up to the marketplace.
- There was a German or SS man sitting
- in the middle of the marketplace with a machine gun.
- They set us around in a square.
- I was crying and praying and wondering.
- I didn't want to die.
- I just didn't want to die.
- I remember my little sister sitting here.
- When we went into the hiding place,
- I guess they grabbed some food.
- So she had a handkerchief full of dried farfel,
- what would that be?
- Grain, it's a grain, farfel.
- Sitting and holding onto that, and my dad
- is sitting next to me.
- I don't know exactly what I was saying to him.
- I don't remember exactly what I was saying to him.
- But he says, why don't you run?
- I was thinking to myself, because I knew.
- I knew the pain.
- I knew what was going on.
- There was no question in my mind.
- I've heard about the crematoriums.
- I've heard about all the suffering and the punishment
- and everything that was going on.
- You'd heard about it?
- At that time--
- At that time.
- --you had heard about it.
- I felt that if I'm going to die, maybe if they shoot me
- it won't be so bad.
- So I mean, I'll run.
- Not that I was counting on them shooting me.
- I was counting on hopefully escaping.
- The marketplace, it's a square.
- At the end of the marketplace, there's
- a gutter where the water used to run down.
- There were open gutters there.
- When the rain would come down, the water
- would run down an open gutter.
- So I crawled on my hands and knees to the gutter.
- I made my way in the gutter to the end of the marketplace
- where I was not visible anymore from the marketplace.
- I stood up and started running.
- Now whether they saw me or figured
- where is he going to go because the ghetto was all surrounded,
- or whether they didn't see me, I have no idea.
- I ran for about two blocks.
- I knew my uncle had a house there.
- There was nobody left to speak of,
- because we were the last people to be liquidated.
- I ran into his house.
- His house was at the end of the ghetto.
- There was barbed wire on the other side where the yard was.
- I ran into his basement.
- My aunt and her daughter were sitting in the basement.
- We stayed there overnight.
- I figured out that they're going to come back.
- They're going to search the place.
- This is no place to stay.
- I said to them, let's run.
- Let's get out of here.
- They wouldn't go.
- So I decided I would go.
- Because I knew where I was going to go.
- Remember, I told you about this landlord on the farm.
- Right.
- It was called [NON-ENGLISH SPEECH]..
- We figured any survivors would go over there.
- [NON-ENGLISH SPEECH] must have been, I don't know, 10,
- 12 miles away from our town.
- So I ran in the backyard.
- There was a Polish woman on the other side of the barbed wire.
- In Polish, she says, come on, Jew.
- There's nobody watching.
- In other words, there was no guard at the barbed wire.
- So I went under the barbed wire, got into the free zone.
- I just kept running.
- For some odd reason, I knew where to go.
- I went back to [NON-ENGLISH SPEECH]..
- My father escaped.
- He was there.
- There must have been about a dozen Jewish people
- that made it out of the town.
- That was the first liquidation.
- There's Kleenex, if you need.
- No, it's OK.
- I didn't tell you about my sister during all this time.
- My mother made a deal with a Polish woman
- by the name of Gurski to hide my sister.
- And she gave her, I don't know exactly what she gave her.
- She gave her whatever she could or she had.
- Also, if you remember, I told you
- my mother was separated from us.
- She was put to work gathering all the Jewish belongings
- and packing them in crates and shipping them to Germany.
- So apparently, she must have found some jewelry or whatever
- valuables there was.
- She gave it to that woman to hide my sister.
- My sister never came back.
- She was still on that farm.
- Yes.
- So my mother survived the first liquidation.
- My father met up with me in the farm.
- Then we figured it was done.
- They always said they're always going
- to leave some Jews to work.
- They're not going to kill everybody.
- So my father and I went back into the town with my sister.
- My mother turned my sister over to Mrs.
- Gurski on [NON-ENGLISH SPEECH].
- I don't know why or how, but my mother and dad were not
- living together at that time.
- He was staying someplace else.
- She was staying someplace else.
- I was staying with my mother for that time.
- At this point, when you say your sister,
- do you mean the older of your two?
- The older.
- My little sister went to Treblinka.
- My mother took me for a walk to show me
- where my sister was hiding because the ghetto was gone.
- So we had some kind of mobility.
- We were able to move around.
- So she took me and pointed out the house
- where my sister was hiding.
- We must have stayed together in Sokolow probably
- for a couple of months doing whatever
- work they want him to do.
- You and your mother?
- My mother.
- Then there was another man that stayed with us, too.
- I don't know what happened to my dad after that.
- I would say about December, probably
- around December or January, they came
- to liquidate the remaining Jews from the ghetto
- that they used for labor.
- For some odd reason, my mother got wind of that.
- And myself, my mom, and that man, we started running.
- We ran into the farms.
- I remember the first night.
- We were out in the forest.
- My mother went into one of the farmhouses.
- We knew the people.
- She knew the people.
- She went in there.
- She was in the house for quite a long time.
- I was standing outside with this other man.
- I think I somewhat resented him because I really
- didn't know exactly what was transpiring, why my dad wasn't
- here, why this man was there.
- Mhm.
- But she came out from the house, or barn, or whatever it was.
- Sometimes they used to have a barn that
- served as a house and a barn at the same time.
- She handed me some earrings and some other small jewelry.
- She said to me that I should go and see
- if Mrs. Gurski will take me in.
- I don't know exactly what transpired at that time.
- I don't remember exactly the words that were spoken.
- But I wasn't sure whether she was telling me to go there,
- or whether she was telling me to try to make it on my own
- because we couldn't make it together.
- Some odd reason, I felt abandoned,
- or that I was being abandoned at that time.
- In my own mind, I felt that perhaps she
- felt that either I would have a better chance on my own,
- or she would have a better chance without a kid hanging
- around.
- There's something else that transpired right at that time
- I'm having trouble articulating at this point.
- It was cold.
- It was winter outside.
- I was afraid to go back to the town.
- I knew or I felt that how am I going to make it there,
- and why is she going to take me in, and so on.
- So I tried to make it on my own.
- I remember going into one farmhouse
- and begging them to let me stay.
- I handed over whatever I had to them.
- They put me down in the basement.
- They gave me something to eat.
- Two, three hours later, they came.
- They asked me to come up.
- They says they're afraid to hide me.
- Because if the Germans found out that they hid a Jew,
- they would kill them.
- They would burn their house.
- And they would absolutely kill them.
- The problem was if the Germans would have caught me
- and beat me and asked me who was helping me,
- there's a likely possibility, and I was afraid of that,
- that I would say who was hiding me.
- The question was whether the Polacks
- were going to kill me to prevent that or let me go.
- That's the reality, because those things were happening.
- I was getting sick at the time.
- Because I remember I was wearing my sister's coat.
- It's a long beige coat that I was wearing,
- and I had short pants on.
- This is already probably February,
- because that's how I chose my birthday.
- They were encouraging me to give myself up
- because I had no future.
- You say they.
- Who were they?
- The Polish.
- OK.
- And I didn't want to do that.
- So for the next couple of days, I
- was just hanging around hiding out in the farms.
- Did they give you back your jewelry?
- They gave me back my jewelry.
- Yes.
- Probably was worth two cents at that time,
- but they gave it back to me.
- Because I think they were afraid to have anything to do with it.
- I remember hiding out in barns at night
- and stealing some food during the morning hours.
- I was getting sick.
- I thought that I would go back to the town
- and try to see whether the Gurski would take me in.
- I remember walking back in town, walking back into the ghetto
- because there wasn't a soul there.
- Went into one of the houses, just lay down on the floor
- and went to sleep.
- By the time I turned around, it was morning.
- I was supposed to get up earlier before.
- But it was already light outside.
- If you were to ask me to explain how I made it over
- to the Gurskis without too many people seeing me,
- recognizing me, or turning me in, I can't.
- I can't explain that.
- But I remember getting over to the Gurski's house.
- Mr. Gurski was just coming down the stairs to go to church.
- He was a very, very religious man.
- At 6:00 in the morning, he would go to church every morning.
- He was a retired railroad person.
- And I remember standing in that hallway
- and talking, asking, pleading, begging Mrs. Gurski to take me
- in.
- Did you speak good Polish?
- I thought I did.
- I thought I did.
- So you remember asking her to take you in?
- Yes, crying, pleading, and telling her
- that my mother said that my sister was here.
- She says your sister is not here.
- Go away.
- I wouldn't move.
- Because the next place would have been the police station,
- which was about a block away.
- Apparently my tears, my begging, my condition probably got
- to her.
- She says, OK.
- You can come up.
- You can stay here for a couple of days.
- And then you got to go.
- So she let me up into her attic.
- I stayed in the attic for a few days.
- She wouldn't admit that my sister was there.
- I don't know what I had.
- Maybe the flu, maybe some kind of--
- she was afraid to come near me.
- But she would throw some food in for me here and there.
- Probably on the third or fourth day,
- my sister came into the attic to wash me up.
- I was the unwelcome guest.
- I was a thorn in their side.
- I was a consumer of food that they didn't have.
- I was a threat to their safety.
- I was even a threat to my sister's safety.
- Because a woman can be hidden much easier
- than a man or a boy.
- That was one of the problems.
- All they had to do is pull your pants down and boom, they knew.
- That's right.
- You mean, circumcision was a dead giveaway.
- Absolutely, absolutely.
- For Jewish men.
- All Jews were circumcised.
- Of course.
- And Gentiles in that time, most of them were not circumcised.
- That's right.
- I had my reunion with my sister in the attic.
- I remember she brought in a pail full of water.
- I was so full of lice, you wouldn't believe it.
- I probably had been in the same clothes for six months.
- She brought me something to eat.
- They all wanted me to leave and kept on insisting--
- She also wanted you to leave?
- No, not her.
- But they were making her.
- They were giving her a hard time because of me.
- Because of me, they felt that I would ruin everything
- for my sister.
- You were a greater risk, as you put it.
- I was a much greater risk.
- I was an unwelcome party.
- I was not part of the deal.
- OK?
- I came in and upset the whole apple cart.
- I don't think I concerned myself with that.
- I concerned myself more with trying to survive.
- I wanted to stay and I begged them to let me stay.
- Well, she agreed to let me stay.
- I don't know whether she agreed to let me stay,
- but she didn't physically throw me out.
- They wouldn't talk to me.
- The husband never talked to me.
- I think future viewers should know
- that the reprisals against Poles who helped Jews,
- even in the smallest way, was savage.
- Absolutely.
- If the Germans would have found us there,
- there's no question they would have absolutely killed them,
- burned their house, or maybe killed their relatives if they
- had any.
- They did not have any children.
- It was just the two of them.
- She used to live upstairs.
- She used to rent out the two first floor apartments.
- One was a schoolteacher living downstairs.
- The other one was a German living downstairs,
- working for the German government in there.
- And if you know the configuration of an attic,
- it's like a tepee, slanted down.
- Her apartment was square.
- Then on the sides, that's where I crawled in.
- They put some straw in there for me, got me some,
- I don't know what, some blanket or something.
- That's where I stayed.
- Never saw the inside of the house,
- never been inside the apartment, didn't even
- know what it looked like.
- My sister would bring in some food for me once a day.
- I would sit there and play with the lice and kill them.
- Nothing to read, nothing to do, nothing.
- Nothing to read except the fear of dying,
- except the fear of the loss of my parents,
- the fear of being alone, the fear of being found out.
- The fear that they're going to throw us out,
- and the hunger, the hunger.
- I was so preoccupied thinking about food.
- I used to sneak out in that hallway, so to speak.
- She used to feed the pigs.
- She used to have a trough which she
- used to throw in the rotten potatoes and everything
- and mash them all up.
- You wouldn't know what else they put in there.
- They used to pee in there also.
- Mash it all up.
- It was good for the pigs.
- I used to sneak out and take a handful of that stuff
- and gorge myself with it.
- Always wondering, what would it be like to be full?
- What kind of feeling is that to be full,
- to really be able to walk away from a table saying
- I had enough to eat.
- I didn't know that those things existed.
- Couldn't picture that.
- I couldn't believe that that could happen.
- Thinking of your old nickname.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- I remember as a kid they used to call me [POLISH] because I
- used to refuse to eat.
- I was so skinny.
- But the time didn't go very fast.
- I was cold.
- I came in there during the wintertime.
- It was an open attic, it was just a plain old attic
- with dirt on the floor.
- I used to have nothing to do, nobody to talk to, and just
- sit there, sit there.
- They were constantly mad at me.
- Mrs. Gurski was always mad at me because I was a pain.
- I used to feel guilty about that.
- Yet, I wanted to live.
- I mean, he would go down every morning.
- He would go down to church.
- He would go to church, go down the stairs.
- I would be able to look out through the cracks
- in the walls.
- I'd be able to see certain things.
- In fact, the only time I'd be able to make some noise
- is when it was raining outside.
- The roof on the attic was made out of tin sheets.
- The pounding of the rain would allow me to scream and allow me
- to just scream and holler and do all kinds of commotions.
- How interesting, to hear your own voice.
- Yes.
- Because the noise, it was deafening, the rain
- hitting against the panels.
- I stayed on that attic for close to two years.
- Amazing.
- Now that I think about it, I never had a bath, never
- brushed my teeth.
- It was solitary confinement, solitary confinement.
- Never had any human contact.
- The only contact I had is I pried open,
- where the roof would meet the tin plates,
- I pried open a little spot so I'd
- be able to look down in the backyard.
- I remember seeing a little girl, the tenants down there.
- I remember seeing her eating strawberries and sour cream.
- I'll never forget that.
- I'll never forget that.
- She must have been about 4, 5, 6 years old.
- That was my total exposure to the outside world.
- She would come in sometimes and give us bad news
- that the Russians are losing and the Russians,
- they're in Moscow, or near Moscow.
- This thing is never going to end.
- You people are a curse to me, and blah, blah,
- all that type of stuff.
- You know, if I throw you out, you're
- only going to go to the Germans and tell them who hid you.
- Him?
- Never even spoke to him once.
- Her I used to have some contact with,
- because I used to have a pail to go to the washroom.
- So she used to have to take the pail out at night.
- That went on till the Russians came
- and they attacked the town.
- It was one of my glory days.
- Before the Russians came closer to the town of Sokolow,
- the Germans, they had more Germans
- come in to the front lines.
- So they occupied the apartments downstairs.
- They threw the tenants out and they took over the apartments
- downstairs.
- And I was in the attic, OK?
- One night one of those guys got drunk, walked up the stairs.
- A German?
- The German, yeah, and started knocking on the door
- to the attic.
- I'm in there, all alone.
- Mrs. Gurski came out.
- Wanted to know what, he lost his way or whatever.
- When the Russians started bombing,
- the bombing was so intense that the Germans all left.
- A bomb hit, about, I don't know, 20 feet away
- from where that house was and it tore the roof off.
- So here I'm sitting on the attic,
- looking up at the stars, bombs all over.
- The skies are red, you know.
- I'm having a ball.
- My sister and I ran downstairs.
- The Germans left all kinds of bread.
- Would you know what the German hard bread was?
- Yeah,
- OK?
- And marmalade?
- Sure.
- I'm laying against a wall, eating bread and marmalade.
- And the bombs are coming down.
- I figured, well, this is it.
- Right?
- We're free.
- So now the bombing stops.
- The Germans are still there.
- The Russians are advancing.
- I haven't got an attic to go to.
- So she had a, little what they call a pralnia, which
- is a place where she used to wash the clothes for
- and the tenants.
- She used to take in clothes to wash.
- Next to it was, like, a chicken coop
- with a little door in there.
- I went into the chicken coop.
- I stayed in the chicken coop, laid down
- on top of, like, a little rafter.
- Because we were still afraid to be discovered.
- OK?
- The Russians were entering.
- The Germans were leaving.
- She was afraid to let anybody know that we were there
- because the Polacks would have killed us.
- We were there for about eight days
- after the Russians came into town because she
- didn't know what to do with us.
- Finally, some survivors started showing up.
- There must have been about 20, 22 people that
- survived from hiding in the woods, hiding--
- Like you.
- --Polish people, and various means.
- So when she found-- there was two families.
- One was called Rafalowich and one was Greenberg.
- They went to Israel.
- Mrs. Rafalowich came with Mrs. Gurski to look at us.
- I must have weighed about, I don't know, 50, 60 pounds.
- I couldn't walk.
- I was so weak, I couldn't walk.
- So they took me with them to the Jewish quarter.
- We were all living in one building where the ghetto was.
- At that time, I met up with a Russian major
- who took me under his wing.
- So this was liberation for you?
- This was the liberation for us.
- That's right.
- She was afraid to let us go because she didn't
- know what was going to happen.
- Which way the wind would blow.
- The Polish people were not too kindly to the survivors.
- We do know.
- In fact, we heard that.
- Out of the survivors that went back to some of the farms
- to reclaim their properties, they killed them.
- Murdered.
- They murdered them right after the war.
- Here I am.
- I'm free with no place to go, no relatives.
- There's maybe a total of 20 people
- there, maybe six, seven families,
- some disjointed families, some single people, some this.
- They're sending me around from home to home.
- Each day I would go eat in a different place.
- But the Russian major took me under his wing
- initially and took me to his barracks.
- They fed me.
- I haven't eaten.
- In years.
- Sorry to say this, but I think had the runs for two weeks
- till my system normalized.
- Of course.
- Now he was going to send me to Moscow, to Russia,
- to go to school and all that.
- Sounded all great to me because I wanted to go someplace.
- I couldn't stay there.
- Did you know, at this point, anything
- about the fate of your parents?
- Oh, I assumed I knew.
- Oh, my parents.
- Do you know that my mother survived till three months
- before the liberation?
- I didn't.
- Oh, my.
- Yeah, yeah.
- I'm glad you brought that up.
- My mother, I don't know what happened to that guy,
- but my mother survived in hiding on the farms
- with different people till three months before the liberation.
- One of the Polacks turned her in.
- Mrs. Gurski came in to tell us they just shot
- your mother on the marketplace.
- Supposedly, she was pregnant.
- You know what he received as a reward for that?
- A couple of bushels of coal the Germans gave.
- We took him to court after the war.
- They were threatening us, my sister
- and I and all the people.
- The Russian court, Polish courthouse,
- when the Russians came in.
- He got five years.
- It was a big joke to him.
- Because I remember what he said to his wife,
- by the time you plant your wheat five times, I'll be out.
- So she survived all the way, all three months before liberation.
- My dad wound up in Treblinka, from what I could surmise.
- My little sister went with the first transport to Treblinka.
- Right after the war, when the war ended,
- I had an uncle that came back who escaped in 1939.
- A lot of the people escaped to Russia
- when the Germans came in.
- He was a young man in his early 20s.
- He wound up in the Polish army.
- They organized a Polish army to fight with the Russians
- against the Germans.
- So he came in to look for relatives and he found us.
- We stayed in the town for about a couple of months.
- Then from there, he took us.
- We went to Lódz.
- Maybe we'll take up that story after we change the reel.
- Is it time to change?
- Five minutes.
- Well, we still have--
- Still have five minutes.
- Mhm.
- As I said, my uncle came back.
- He was in the Polish army.
- He came back to the town to look for relatives.
- The only ones he found was my sister and I.
- Naturally, it was a great celebration
- to find somebody that's kin to you, that cared for you.
- This was not the uncle who was the Melamed?
- No.
- The teacher?
- No, no.
- This is a different uncle.
- Yeah, that uncle was gone.
- We had a lot of uncles.
- Because if you remember, my mother came from 12 children.
- Right, right.
- Just curious.
- Yes, it must have been a wonderful feeling.
- It was a great feeling.
- I felt protected.
- I felt a kinship.
- But he couldn't take care of me.
- I was a kid.
- I was in Lódz.
- I remember living in an apartment.
- In fact, quite frankly, it's the first time
- I saw a flush toilet.
- Because where we lived, we had outdoor.
- Sure.
- Is that where that picture is from?
- Yes.
- That picture was taken after the war.
- That's me in Lódz.
- That must have been 1945.
- I guess I needed some repair work,
- so they put me in an orphanage.
- They sent me to the Carpathian Mountains.
- I must have stayed there for about three months.
- It was really a wonderful experience.
- I remember going up the hills with kids
- and rolling down the hills and playing like a child.
- Kids who were also survivors?
- They were all orphans.
- They must have been, yes, yeah, yeah.
- Come to think of it, I assumed that whoever was there
- was a survivor.
- Yeah.
- That's right.
- We had no future in Poland.
- We had nobody.
- We wanted to go either to Israel or to America.
- We wanted to go someplace.
- My uncle decided we should leave Poland.
- So we snuck across the border with the help
- of a Russian truck driver to Czechoslovakia,
- to the famed city of Prague.
- I remember first coming into Prague with a DP
- camp, a displaced persons camp.
- And very impressed with the lights,
- even at that time, what a big town.
- It was the first time I ever saw a big city.
- We smuggled across to Czechoslovakia.
- We stayed there probably a day or so.
- From there, we smuggled across to Germany.
- We got caught by the Americans.
- They send us back.
- That didn't discourage us.
- The next night, we tried the same thing with a guide.
- We made it across the border.
- It was a place called Hof, Germany, Hof, or Höfen.
- From there, we wound up in a displaced persons
- camp in Fürth, which was right outside of Nuremberg.
- In fact, the trials were going on at that time.
- I used to go to the gates to see what I can see,
- what was going on with the Nuremberg trials at that time.
- I've lost track of how old you are now.
- You're about--
- I'm 59.
- No, no.
- Not now.
- Oh, at that time?
- 15 about?
- No, not, no, no.
- '33 to '45.
- '33 to '45 is 12, 13 years old.
- I was an old man at 10.
- This is still '45.
- Yeah, I was an old man at 10. '45.
- Yeah.
- OK.
- We got to Germany in 1945.
- We stayed in Germany for two years.
- From that camp, we went to another camp outside of Munich
- called Neu Freimann and probably stayed there for about a year.
- At that time, I started school.
- Nobody knew what to do with me.
- My uncle wanted to start his own life.
- My sister was somewhat older so she could work some.
- I wasn't old enough to really be productive.
- I needed some schooling.
- so I was knocking around from one family to another family,
- staying with all kinds of different people.
- The UNRRA, the U-N-R-A, used to provide food for the camps.
- I remember my favorite meal.
- That's all I used to eat is peanut butter and jelly
- sandwiches.
- They were all well-prepared, and they were
- in the kitchen in the camp.
- The other food, I couldn't stand.
- So my supper for probably a year was peanut butter and jelly.
- I still love peanut butter and jelly.
- Fit right in, right?
- Yeah.
- I don't know the sequence of things.
- But we discovered that we had some relations here
- in the United States, or they discovered
- through publications, and so on.
- We were brought over to the United States,
- I came here in 1947, June.
- I left Germany, Bremerhaven, June 7, 1947.
- I came over here.
- We landed in New York.
- I wound up in an orphanage in New York.
- Me and my orphanages, yeah.
- Again.
- I remember when I first came to the United
- States, traditional greenhorn, you know, so totally impressed
- with the lights and the big city and the streetcars
- and everything.
- Of course.
- They gave me $2.
- OK?
- There was a candy store downstairs.
- So help me, I'm not kidding.
- I went down and bought candy bars and ice cream bars for $2.
- The candy bars and ice cream bars
- were only about a nickel at that time.
- I totally gorged myself with all that.
- And all my money was gone.
- We had some cousins, far-related cousins in New York
- that we met up with.
- But there was an aunt.
- It was my grandfather's brother, so I
- guess that would be my second uncle in Chicago.
- My sister and I were supposed to stay with them.
- We came to Chicago.
- We were brought here, actually, by the Jewish Children's
- Bureau, JCB.
- I was assigned a social worker at that time,
- Mrs. Sutker, a lovely lady.
- In fact, her son and my son went to high school together.
- They became friends.
- But I stayed with my aunt and uncle
- for about three months or so.
- It didn't work out too well.
- Actually, a great aunt and a great uncle.
- Right.
- Yeah.
- They were older.
- They expected, I guess, my sister to be their maid.
- She wanted to go to school because we
- didn't have any schooling.
- She wanted some freedom.
- Sure.
- So she moved out, moved in with some friends that we had.
- She went to work.
- Then she would go to night school.
- From there, when she left, I didn't
- want to stay there, either.
- So the JCB put me in a foster home.
- I stayed in that foster home with a couple
- by the name of Brooks, Mr. and Mrs. Brooks.
- I stayed there with them from '48
- till 1952 when I went into the army.
- They were Jewish people?
- Jewish people.
- They had their own children, and they
- used to take care of foster children.
- It was a warm house, a lot of screaming going on.
- In order to avoid the screaming, I
- used to volunteer to do the dishes, you know.
- Couldn't stand the screaming.
- But this woman had a heart of gold.
- She used to bake those big apple strudels, you know,
- those big cakes.
- I had no more problems with food.
- I had plenty of food.
- But I'd come home at night, and I
- would sneak in the refrigerator and steal food out of there.
- She caught me and gave me all kinds of hell.
- I couldn't understand her.
- I couldn't explain why I was doing that.
- She didn't understand?
- She says, look.
- You got all the food you want to eat.
- All you have to do is just you don't have to steal it.
- But that's what I used to do.
- Of course.
- Any remnants like that that you recognize in your adult life
- now?
- Oh, yeah, sure, sure.
- I have a tremendous fear of failure.
- I've lived with this all my life.
- I've worked exceedingly hard.
- I've worked very hard not to fail.
- You think that's related to failing to survive.
- It's related to my childhood.
- It's related to being alone.
- It's related to nobody caring.
- It's related to not knowing whether I
- will be able to exist.
- My big fear as a youngster, as a teenager,
- was how will I ever be able to support a family.
- That was my big fear.
- But things like stealing food or hiding food--
- No, that disappeared.
- You don't.
- That did?
- In fact, it took many years.
- I used to have nightmares.
- I was a teenager already and I used
- to have tremendous nightmares.
- I used to wet my bed.
- That's not unusual.
- I was probably 15, 16 years old.
- I would sometimes wet my bed.
- I couldn't control it.
- I used to try to blame it on something.
- But nobody would come and wake me up in the morning.
- They would be scared.
- If they'd wake me up, they would wake me up
- with a broom to stay about three feet away from me.
- You would startle?
- I would jump.
- And attack.
- I would jump.
- I would not startle.
- I would jump out of bed.
- Always the same type of nightmares about being
- killed, about being caught.
- Tortured and killed.
- Being tortured, being killed.
- What I went through and the hunger and the pain,
- it's been many years.
- It's hard to put it in the right perspective
- at this particular time.
- But there was a tremendous obsession at that time
- to make it through a day.
- When you think about it, and I think about it a lot,
- how did I do it?
- You know, where did I get the will?
- Where did I get the smarts at my age?
- You know, you go through the same thing.
- Well, why me?
- It's a guilt feeling.
- Why me?
- Then, again, why not me?
- Sure.
- There's no answers to any of these things.
- Anyway.
- So once you went into the army?
- I went to school in the United States.
- Believe it or not, I started grammar school
- when I was 14 years old.
- Oh, I meant to ask you if you had managed to learn to read.
- And if so, in what language?
- Well, believe it or not, I spoke German, I spoke Jewish,
- I spoke Polish.
- And you had a lot of intelligence, obviously.
- From hanging around with people, I picked up these languages.
- I hang around with the Russians, I picked up Russian.
- I used to speak Russian.
- Took three months to learn the language.
- But formal education, I did not have.
- Of course not.
- Math, I knew.
- Of course.
- That's why I'm asking about reading, reading, especially.
- Whether you had managed--
- Yes.
- I read in Jewish.
- I read in Polish.
- I learned how to read in Hebrew in Germany
- when I was in the DP camp.
- English was the toughest thing for me.
- The only thing I learned initially
- was how to swear in English.
- That was the easiest thing.
- So you went to school in Chicago, then?
- I went to grammar school.
- When I was 14 years old, they put me
- in fourth grade grammar school.
- Can you imagine what it's like to sit, as a 14-year-old--
- It's so hard on you.
- --with some eight-year-old children?
- The teacher is only 22 years of age, and I'm already 14.
- OK?
- They kept me there for about, I don't know, two months.
- Then they put me into the sixth grade for about two months,
- and then to the eighth grade, and I finally finished it off
- in a year.
- So I didn't start high school till I was 16 years old.
- I didn't want to admit this to my peers in high school.
- I had a rough time fitting in.
- I'm sure.
- It's understandable.
- I couldn't relate to the nonsense,
- the trivial things that were going on in their lives.
- I was more concerned with the more serious things.
- So I had a rough time.
- I had a very rough time fitting into the school,
- although I did OK.
- I mean, you know, I graduated high school.
- I started belonging to some clubs.
- I started hanging around, trying to become
- Americanized, so with the tight peg pants and all.
- I went through the whole trauma, the whole trauma
- to become Americanized.
- I think I went a little too far sometimes, you know.
- But then I wanted to go to college.
- I started Wright Junior College, or Wright College at that time.
- Uncle Sam was on my back.
- They wanted me to go into the army.
- I just came from Europe, and they were going
- to ship me back to Europe.
- But since I knew German, they offered
- me to go to Presidio of Monterey to a language school for a year
- to learn Russian so I can go back to Germany.
- But I would have to volunteer for four years,
- and I didn't want the army for four years.
- So they shipped me to Korea.
- I was there for two years in the early '50s, right as the war,
- the Korean War was winding down.
- In the meantime, I got married when I got out of high school.
- I got married.
- I married my wife, Jackie, and we have two sons.
- I'm a grandfather.
- I have two granddaughters whom I love with my whole life, Sarah
- and Alison.
- Sarah was named after my little sister.
- My sons were named after my dad and my grandfather.
- What about your sister?
- My sister married a guy by the name of Jack Budkowski,
- B-U-D-K-O-W-S-K-I. He's in the construction business.
- He's ready to retire now.
- She has two daughters.
- Did both of you marry American born?
- No.
- He's Polish.
- He's a Polish Jew, a refugee, a greenhorn, a DP, whatever.
- Survivor.
- Survivor.
- We are living the normal, happy American life.
- I have a good life now.
- For most survivors, there was a gap.
- There was a period in their lives, a long period
- during which many could not or did not
- speak of their experiences or try not to think about them.
- Did you have--
- Yes, yes, yes, very much so.
- For some odd reason, I felt it was some kind of stigma was
- attached to being what I was.
- There was almost like a guilt feeling.
- Shame, guilt.
- Yeah, it was a guilt feeling.
- I was ashamed.
- There was a shame why my people went to the slaughter the way
- they did.
- In fact, I try to overcompensate,
- which I shouldn't admit publicly.
- I have guns in my house if that day ever came.
- I would never submit myself or my family
- to that I would die there if it had to be.
- But I think I have tried to shield
- my children from that experience, maybe to a fault,
- maybe too much.
- Because I didn't want to burden them with what I went through.
- I want them to have a normal life.
- I want them to grow up with no hang ups.
- Now as I'm getting older, I find that perhaps there
- were some mistakes made.
- I think they should know.
- They should know who they are.
- They should know where they came from.
- They should know the history.
- They should know the price that we paid.
- Absolutely.
- I'm not looking for any particular respect
- for that happening.
- I just feel that they should know.
- Maybe they can appreciate their lives more so.
- So yes, there was a void.
- I was never really a child.
- I don't know what it's like, or never knew
- what it's like to play as a child,
- so to speak, and to participate in childish things
- that children, you Know I was too preoccupied most of my life
- with trying to survive or trying to support myself or make
- a living and provide for my family.
- That was one of my greatest fears when I got married.
- How am I going to be able to support a family?
- You've done--
- I've done well.
- --rather well.
- Thank you very much.
- I've done exceedingly well.
- But it's still there.
- It doesn't leave.
- I cannot accept success.
- I think tomorrow it's all going to be taken away from me.
- It's all going to disappear.
- When something good happens to me, I'm wondering why.
- I question it.
- It screws up your whole system.
- This is what happens.
- I am not as intense as I used to be because of time.
- I wanted vengeance.
- That was one of my preoccupations.
- My preoccupation was to join the American air force
- and find myself an airplane and bomb Germany out of existence.
- That was for many years.
- Understandable.
- And Poland, to boot.
- Why?
- I mean, I always used to ask the question why.
- Because we're Jewish, only because we're Jewish.
- I remember as a kid, you know, walking down the street.
- Some Polish kid, I remember it as it was yesterday,
- coming up to me and calling me a Christ killer.
- I didn't even know who Christ was.
- I couldn't understand that, where are all this hatred
- came from.
- I used to say to people, I remember, you know,
- no different.
- There was a saying, if you cut me,
- I bleed the same way as you do.
- I don't know.
- You walk around with this.
- Because you're put down upon so much,
- you start questioning, well, why.
- You know, you're always taking the blame like you're at fault,
- the victim is at fault. It's, like, almost a rapist,
- the person that was raped feels that they were at fault.
- That's right.
- I don't know the reason for that.
- I probably will never get over some of the things.
- But I've learned to accept certain things.
- I've calmed down in my feelings.
- It's been going on 40, 50 years.
- My interests now are my family.
- I take a lot of pride, a lot of love that goes on.
- It makes up.
- It makes up for some of it.
- But what went on before?
- I always wanted to know what would it
- be like to have parents?
- What would it look like on a holiday to be with people?
- I love to be with people.
- I just, even now, I just love to be with people.
- Always wondered, always was an outsider, you know.
- Especially on holiday times, when there was no relatives.
- But now I have children.
- I have grandchildren.
- My sister has children.
- We get together.
- And there's a family starting.
- There's a family starting.
- The family is starting.
- Roots are growing.
- Again, foundations.
- Yes, yes.
- That's why it was very important for me to carry on the names.
- Of course.
- Anyway.
- Well.
- Is there something that you'd like to say
- in our last remaining time?
- Well, I really haven't thought about that.
- But I don't want to get too philosophical about this.
- But in the larger context, I believe religion,
- in the name of religion, the greatest atrocities
- have been committed in the name of religion.
- This is true.
- I've always felt that.
- I remember right after the war, when I was still in Sokolow,
- I went to public school.
- The first thing the priest did, wanted me to convert.
- That's the first thing he did, wanted me to convert.
- You know what he told me?
- He says 10, 15, 20 years from now,
- the Jews will go through the same thing.
- So why do you want to be a Jew?
- Why do you?
- I question it sometimes.
- Why do I?
- I was born one.
- I've paid a big price for being one.
- Yes, you have.
- It's important to me that my children continue that.
- Why?
- I'm not sure I know exactly why.
- It's tradition.
- It's certain things that it stands for.
- I think you've summed up your feelings very well.
- I hope so.
- Thank you for telling your story.
Overview
- Interviewee
- Mr. Aaron Elster
- Date
-
interview:
1992 May 31
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- Language
- English
- Extent
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1 videocassette (VHS) : sound, color ; 1/2 in..
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- Holocaust, Jewish (1939-1945)--Personal narratives.
- Personal Name
- Elster, Aaron.
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- Aaron Elster donated the oral testimony to the United States Holocaust Memorial Museum in November 1994.
- Special Collection
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The Jeff and Toby Herr Oral History Archive
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