Oral history interview with Irving Rubinoff
Transcript
- --the 1st, 1986.
- May I please have your full name?
- Irving Rubinoff.
- This is the American name.
- And what was the other name?
- The other one was Isaac Rubacha in other words, R-U-B-A-C-H-A.
- And your address?
- This address?
- 5347 East 49th Street.
- Brooklyn, New York.
- Your zip code?
- 11234.
- Your telephone number, 251-2323.
- And when were you born?
- I was born in 1924, December 5, 1924.
- And where were you born?
- I was born then in Pinsk, Poland.
- And your father's name?
- Mandel.
- That is a Jewish, Yiddish name.
- And your mother's name?
- Rachel.
- And what was her maiden name?
- Her maiden name?
- Tokenich
- Tokenich?
- And what did your father do?
- My father done, in other words, he used to bring to the ship,
- and from the ship.
- In other words, a ship like they call here--
- what do you call it?
- A ship worker.
- And that was in the city of Pinsk?
- That's in the city of Pinsk, yeah.
- OK.
- And did you have any brothers or sisters?
- Yes one sister and two brothers.
- And their names?
- Their names, which one you want?
- All of them, the sister--
- All right, the one brother, I had an older brother.
- He was Hanoch.
- And when was he born?
- He was born in 1921.
- OK and an older sister also, she was born in 1919.
- What was her name?
- Her name is Chaya.
- And I had a younger brother, Yidel.
- That's what they called him, a younger brother.
- What year was he born?
- He was born in 1930 or '32, something like that,
- if I remember.
- OK.
- Could you tell me was your family a religious family?
- Well, it was a good family for me.
- Yes.
- I don't know about someone else.
- Did they observe Shabbos?
- Oh, yeah.
- That was religious.
- In that time it was always religious,
- every Saturday it was closed.
- It's just like here, what do you call up here in Borough Park.
- It's closed.
- Saturday it's closed.
- And did you go to--
- He was a religious man.
- Let's put it this way.
- Did you go to cheder?
- Yeah.
- Was it a Hasidic cheder?
- Talmud Torah.
- Talmud Torah.
- Talmud Torah was up there just like a high school,
- just like a yeshiva here where they call the yeshiva.
- Did you have any public school studies?
- Oh, yes.
- I had.
- That's the only school I did go to.
- What, the secular school, where you
- learned in the Polish school?
- Right.
- That was another what--
- they taught Polish, and they taught Hebrew.
- After school or in the same school
- In the same time.
- Oh, so it was like a Jewish Polish school?
- It's a Jewish school.
- It's Talmud Torah.
- That's what they called it.
- But they had two hours of Polish.
- And then when the Russians took over, of course,
- it was a different story.
- Well before, when you were still a young child,
- did you have any non-Jews as friends,
- or were most of your friends Jewish?
- Jewish, as far as I know.
- It was a Jewish city.
- And did you belong to any youth groups, any clubs?
- Well, I didn't belong at that time.
- I was too young to belong.
- OK, so when the war broke out, what were you doing in '39?
- In '39, the Russians took over our part.
- So how did your life change?
- And the change was better than it was.
- Why?
- Why?
- Because I had the opportunity to go to some other schools.
- We weren't big enough to pay for schools, for some other schools
- that we couldn't afford.
- But I tell you, we did go to schools that we could afford,
- without money.
- My father was working for the government in that time.
- And of course, when they started the ghetto,
- if you have any question, I'll answer you.
- OK, so let's just go back to when the communists came in.
- Well before that, before the communists came, did you
- experience antisemitism in Pinsk?
- Oh, yeah.
- Of course.
- They wouldn't let-- if they go by you on the street,
- the dogs-- they saw a Jew, you used to go by in the street,
- they used to let out the dogs.
- And when the communists came that changed?
- That a little bit changed, of course.
- Did you have to join a communist youth group?
- No.
- I didn't have to do it.
- And I didn't do it.
- You just benefited from the schooling.
- That's all, right.
- And what kind--
- Not only myself, but the rest of it done the same way.
- In other words, up there you had to go to school, if you wanted
- or you don't want.
- Or you-- they give you a job, or you're
- going to school, one or the other.
- You can't sit around.
- And did they--
- In other words, it's dictatorship.
- You have to do or you don't have to.
- Did they try and take your father for the war,
- for the army?
- Oh, no.
- This is not what--
- you're talking about at school, right?
- Yes, but I'm just wondering whether they tried to-- did
- you know if the communists were taking any Jews away
- from the town?
- No.
- In that time the Communist started--
- because they saw that it was poor, poor families up there,
- Jewish families all poor.
- OK.
- So when did the war really start for you?
- Well, it started for me when the ghetto started.
- When was that?
- That was in 1941.
- And they took away my father and my mother
- and my brothers, only me, my sister, and my younger brothers
- were there.
- Who took them away?
- The Germans.
- OK, this was--
- And I don't know, I still don't know where they are.
- They are in camp.
- But they got out there, and they told
- me to hide in a chimney, which I did, until they went out.
- And I went until they weren't over there.
- And then at night, I ran out from the chimney, myself.
- They couldn't recognize me.
- And that's how I got into the army, the Red Army.
- Let's back up a little bit.
- What was it like in your town when the Germans attacked
- the Russians?
- Do you remember what was happening?
- What happened to the Russians--
- As soon as the Germans came in, it was a Jewish city.
- Let's put it this way.
- Pinsk was a Jewish city, just like Borough Park here.
- As soon as they came in, they started to make the ghettos.
- Where was the ghetto in your town?
- It was on Brisk, on Brisk Street.
- Which I would say Brisk Street was one.
- There was two.
- Two big ones.
- And then they start to send out, in other words
- send away, which I didn't know where I was.
- All I know is the ghetto where I was.
- They took away my father and my mother and the children
- with them.
- The only one that was with me is my sister and my younger
- brother.
- How did they find your parents?
- Oh they found them because they took all of the Jews away.
- They took all of the Jews away.
- When was that action?
- What do you remember when that action was?
- It was in 1941, but do you remember what time of year
- it was?
- Oh, that was the last of the--
- let's see it was in autumn, as in September, October,
- something like that.
- Was there any kind of organized Jewish life in the ghetto
- before they took the Jews away?
- I don't know.
- I was in ghetto.
- And I was in ghetto two days only.
- And my father and mother told me to hide somewhere, with pigs.
- I was between the two pigs.
- And through the pigs, I went up in the chimney.
- And from the chimney I ran out.
- And I don't know where they are, in what camps they are killed,
- in what camps they are.
- I know they took them away from the camp to kill them.
- There is no doubt about that.
- Whether it's in Treblinka, or that when I came to Germany,
- I was looking for the cards.
- They wouldn't let me look at it.
- How long were the Germans in your town
- before they made the ghetto?
- They were about two months.
- And did they have any kinds of regulations against the Jews
- during those two months?
- Yeah, because the Polish, they were Polacks up there,
- they were anti-Semitic, what do would you call it?
- Anti-Jewish movement.
- And they know where the--
- they must have been trying to hide or to run away.
- But then, they told the Germans where they
- were hiding and everything.
- That's how they got into the--
- So what kinds of rules did they make against the Jews?
- Did you have to wear a yellow star?
- Oh, yeah.
- This is when I was in ghetto.
- For those two days?
- Yeah.
- You had to put on a yellow star?
- Right.
- Was your father able to work?
- No, they took him away, men separate
- and women separate in that time.
- I was only two days up there.
- But before they made the ghetto, during those two months.
- Yeah?
- Was your father allowed to go to work?
- Oh, I'd say, yes.
- Were you allowed to go to school?
- No.
- Did the Germans ever come and kill Jews before the ghetto?
- Yeah.
- Before the ghetto?
- Well, they killed them, whomever they caught on the streets.
- Did you see them killing Jews on the street?
- Yeah.
- That's what came to my mind many times.
- And you were a young boy.
- You were a young man.
- I was only 14.
- What did you think?
- Well, I thought it was a miserable thing.
- And that's why I asked my parents what to do.
- And they advised me now to go to hide between the pigs,
- and then through the chimney overnight.
- Why didn't they try to hide?
- Well, they tried but they wouldn't let them.
- They tried to go out.
- They wouldn't let them.
- They all were people already in that time.
- And your brother?
- Well, my brother was with them too.
- And he couldn't get out.
- Yidel, the little--
- And I did.
- The little boy, oh.
- The little boy, and then they got caught after I was.
- I was the only one that's left from the whole family.
- How did they catch the little boy?
- Oh, he-- they catch because some from the villages,
- they knew them.
- They knew them and the sister.
- My sister they knew them too.
- And they caught them.
- And they told the Germans where they are.
- And they caught them, and they shipped them out.
- So when they took your parents and your brother away,
- you hid with the--
- with your--
- Yeah, I hid with them.
- You took them out and put them in places?
- No, I hid in a chimney.
- I don't know.
- They couldn't go in the chimney with me.
- How did they find their places to hide?
- Well they tried to hide.
- And what about the other Jews in Pinsk?
- They were together during the--
- my little brother and sister, as I was saying,
- they were hiding between the pigs.
- I was already in the chimney.
- So what did you do when you came down from the chimney?
- Well, I had an overnight, and then I
- slipped all the way down there to the villages, two
- or three villages.
- And I went over to the Russians.
- Did your father tell you to do that?
- He didn't tell me to do it, but he didn't have no other choice.
- He didn't have no other choice.
- He knew what was going to be with him or with them.
- I didn't know myself either.
- I was young.
- How did I know?
- I escaped whenever I could.
- Was that chimney inside the ghetto?
- That was inside the ghetto.
- Did you hear them getting the Jews together?
- Yeah.
- It was two days I was up there in the--
- And for those two days you heard them taking out--
- Oh, yeah.
- There was a ghetto already in they
- start to ship out by the trains where the train was.
- And what camp was it?
- I don't know.
- But I know he was killed.
- They were killed.
- So you made your way to the Russians.
- And then what happened?
- And then, in the beginning they gave me an education
- for some kind of a--
- they gave me education.
- Where was that?
- Was in Novosibirsk.
- They shipped me over to Novosibirsk.
- I was young.
- I was 14, 15 years old.
- They shipped me to Novosibirsk.
- This is near Siberia.
- Now, Novosibirsk if you take a look up there, it's up there.
- Were you with other Jews?
- Well, I was with six other ones.
- I think with three other ones.
- And I have them with me in my pocket.
- I'll never forget that.
- Yeah, two others.
- You're in the middle?
- No.
- Oh, I know.
- You're on the right.
- That's where you are.
- Here.
- I don't know--
- OK.
- This is after the war now.
- The picture is after the war.
- So they were young men, young Jewish men who also escaped.
- Also escaped, and we came together
- to look for our parents and for our families.
- So you met them in Siberia.
- And they educated you?
- They educated me, and sent me to the army.
- Where did you live?
- I lived in Barnaul, Novosibirsk and Barnaul.
- I didn't get the second on.
- Novosibirsk and Barnaul.
- But did you live in a dormitory?
- Did you live in a house with people?
- No, in a house, not what was about 10 or 12 people.
- And these people fed you?
- Well, I was only three months up there.
- And then they sent me over to the front.
- When you're 15 years old, they sent you out.
- 16, I was almost 16 at that time.
- And in this--
- Almost 16.
- Did they train you in firearms at this school?
- Oh, yeah.
- Yeah, what I got.
- After they trained me, here what I got.
- One, two.
- That was in training or that was in the war?
- That was in the war, right after that, and here on this side
- it was.
- OK, so which front were you fighting on?
- I know the Russian front, but where?
- I was fighting on the Russian front against the Germans.
- Where were you stationed?
- Oh, where was I was stationed?
- I was stationed in Bialystok in at that time.
- This is when the--
- And which part of the army were you with, your unit?
- Do you remember the name of it?
- Yes, if I tell you this is a Russian name.
- Just say it slowly and clearly.
- It's a Russian name.
- This is [SPEAKING RUSSIAN] Can you hear me?
- Oh, [RUSSIAN] and [RUSSIAN] this is the second, in other words,
- [RUSSIAN].
- And what was your commander's name?
- My commander's name was also a Jewish, let's put it this way,
- he was Jewish too.
- And what was his name?
- That's why they sent everybody in front,
- so they can get killed.
- They didn't care.
- They didn't send their own Russians either.
- There are Russians up there also,
- Russians and of course different ones.
- And they were-- you asked me the names of the--
- The name of the commander?
- Oh, the name of the commander.
- Oh that was Misha.
- Misha.
- Misha?
- Yeah.
- That's all we know about it.
- Did you do his last name?
- Yeah.
- What was his last name?
- Raitoff.
- Misha Raitoff.
- OK.
- So excuse me.
- You were engaged in active combat.
- You were fighting?
- That's right with the Germans.
- and then they started in other words
- to push us back to the Russian, to the Russian frontiers,
- as much as they can.
- Which I came and I was wounded.
- They said that I'm about 50 miles from the--
- 50 or 60 miles from the--
- what do you call it?
- The border, another words from the fighting border.
- In a hospital.
- That the Russian doctor removed the bullets from me.
- And after this because they shipped me back to the army,
- I was about 2, 2 and 1/2 years in the army.
- When I came back after the war, first,
- I asked them if I can, as you can see,
- if I can see my hometown, if anybody was left over.
- But nobody was there.
- We just came together with them, all three of us.
- What are their names in the picture?
- One is Israel.
- That's Israel.
- And the other is Misha, which also is a Jewish--
- Are they alive, these two men?
- No, I don't know.
- That I don't know.
- I couldn't tell you.
- How old were you when you were wounded?
- I was 18, 17 or 18, something like that, 17.
- Did you ever fight with the partisans in the forests?
- The partisans, no.
- Partisans, I didn't have anything to do with that.
- The partisans shipped me over to the Russians.
- They shipped me to the Russians.
- The partisans shipped you to the Russians?
- Right.
- How did they find you?
- Well when I-- from the chimney, when I ran out.
- I ran out, and they told me to the villages.
- Those were the partisans?
- Right.
- The partisans were Russian partisans.
- When you were fighting, did you hear--
- did you ever meet any Jews who told you what the Germans were
- doing to the Jews?
- Yeah.
- They told me, but what can-- what could I do?
- Where did you meet them, under what circumstances would you
- find them?
- Well, I found them in the army.
- That's all I could find.
- Oh, you mean other Russian soldiers who were Jewish?
- Yeah.
- And when the war was over did you--
- Like those from the same--
- from the same picture that we came together.
- Did you ever liberate any camps where there
- were Jews, labor camps, or--
- As I say, I tried to be in that time, I was in the hospital.
- And they sent me to the army.
- From the army, they sent me back to the hospital
- again, because I couldn't walk in that time.
- The other foot is the same thing.
- And for this the bullet also riddled through.
- And when I was told that the Germans are pushing back,
- the Russians back all the way to as far as in that time was--
- what was the border?
- I forgot now the border.
- Where they pushed back the Russians, now General Zhukov,
- I was in his army, with General Zhukov.
- They started to push back, the Germans back.
- That's how we came together.
- And I asked for leave to see if any one of the family is left.
- All I saw is--
- but I'll not say nothing.
- No, what did you see?
- No.
- Was it in Pinsk that you saw it?
- That's from the ghettos.
- Did you see bodies?
- Not bodies, but I saw already the bodies I saw in the camp.
- Which camp?
- Camp, when they liberated, after this,
- when they gave me the leave, I thought
- I'm going to find somehow the parents, or the kids,
- or someone, or my sisters in the camp.
- But I saw only bodies.
- Where were the bodies?
- The bodies were in Treblinka.
- You saw Treblinka after the war?
- After the war, yeah.
- After the war.
- OK.
- I got very sick.
- OK.
- They probably, in other words, they
- were in Treblinka or some other camp.
- How did you know go to Treblinka?
- Who told you to go there?
- How did you know what was there?
- Well, they told me that a lot of Jews, in other words,
- they told me.
- So I happened to go with them, all three of us
- went to see if there's any left.
- There are some of them left.
- Yeah, but bad shape.
- OK.
- Some of them--
- You drove to the camp?
- No.
- You walked to the camp.
- To the camp, I walked.
- What was it like?
- What was the physical surrounding
- like when you were walking?
- Please don't ask me that.
- I couldn't tell you.
- Even if I know, I couldn't tell you.
- If I tell you, you wouldn't sleep all night.
- So you were walking towards the camp.
- Was the camp near any towns?
- The camp was outside the town.
- Was it near factories?
- Was it built up?
- Was it in the forest?
- It was like a factory, a human death factory.
- That's all.
- That's all it was.
- So you walked inside, and did you see--
- was there barbed wire?
- Oh, please.
- Please.
- Was the camp surrounded with barbed wire?
- Yeah.
- That was all the way around the death camp.
- How big was it?
- Was it very large?
- Oh, that was very large.
- That was one of the five camps.
- And did you see the building where the people lived.
- I can't understand that where they put the bodies.
- Or even if even if they--
- I couldn't understand since, because we
- were talking about where do they put so many bodies, so many
- 6 million Jews up there in all five camps.
- Where did they put the bodies?
- What did they do with them?
- All right.
- They burned some of them.
- But not all of them.
- I don't believe all of them they burned all of them.
- Did you see the ovens in Treblinka?
- In Treblinka, there were two.
- You saw them?
- Yeah.
- That was after the war now.
- I did see, yeah.
- Because I went after to see if anybody was left.
- Were there any people who were left alive in Treblinka?
- Some of them, yeah.
- Did you speak to--
- Russians, Russian Jews.
- Did you speak to them?
- Yeah, but they couldn't even speak.
- They were in hunger.
- When they found out that you were Jewish--
- It doesn't make any difference.
- They couldn't speak, because they were so hungry,
- as much as we wouldn't bring something to eat them,
- they were hungry.
- They couldn't even speak, until about two
- or three months later, maybe they
- start to speak a little bit.
- Were there any Nazis left in the camp?
- Plenty of Nazis.
- In the camp.
- In the camp.
- In the camp, and outside the camp.
- They found themselves, in other words, as army,
- they were in the army.
- But they were regular Nazis, SS.
- In the camp.
- But the Russians, they got them.
- And the US got them.
- Were there a lot of dead bodies in Treblinka?
- I don't know.
- I didn't see how many.
- Did you see dead people in Treblinka?
- All I see is the death factories, no not after that.
- You didn't see any people who were dead?
- No.
- You just saw where they put the dead people?
- Right.
- And what did the people who were living look like?
- They looked awful.
- They looked worse than dead ones to me.
- And were the Russian--
- That's why I say they couldn't speak.
- They couldn't breathe some of them.
- Did the Russian army treat them?
- Did they take care of them?
- No.
- Yeah, come on in.
- Come on in.
- Did the Russian army take care of them?
- Did the Russian army bring in doctors?
- Well, they were looking for the SS.
- That's all they were looking for, the Nazis.
- And for the rest of them, they took care whatever they could.
- There are lots of reports about Russian soldiers raping women.
- I don't know.
- I don't know.
- I don't know.
- I couldn't tell you.
- You didn't see any of that?
- I don't know.
- Any of your comrades?
- Maybe it was.
- Maybe it wasn't.
- I wouldn't say that.
- It's possible.
- OK.
- I would say, but I didn't see.
- Things I didn't see, I don't say.
- OK.
- So after you were in Treblinka, what did you do?
- Well, I just came back to--
- and I got married.
- And I tell the wife, don't say anything.
- I want to run away from here, from the Russian army.
- Wait a second.
- Where did you get married?
- When after in the Pinsk.
- Oh, you returned to Pinsk?
- Right.
- I returned to see if there is anyone left.
- And there you found your wife?
- Found my wife.
- Did you know her from before the war?
- No I was young.
- She was from Lenin.
- This is about 40 miles from Pinsk.
- Don't forget, Pinsk was a big city,
- but it's only 30,000 people.
- That's all.
- 38,000, 38,000.
- Did you settle in Pinsk?
- No we settled only for about a few months.
- And then I tried to run away from the army, which I did.
- How did you do that?
- Very simple they said some of the--
- me and the wife and I were hiding in one of the--
- what do you call it?
- In a freight train.
- That's why it's hard for me to say, in a freight train.
- We walked over there, walked over the--
- they did not know in Germany.
- And how did you declare yourself in Germany?
- You just showed up?
- In Germany, I showed up and I got some different clothes.
- And they had the refugee camps.
- They made refugee camps.
- And that was whoever got left over from the camps
- from all kinds of the different camps, from the death camps,
- and whoever got left over from some other camps they
- made refugee camps.
- So we were up there in the refugee camps for almost three
- years.
- Which camp were you in?
- Lampertheim.
- Lampertheim.
- - "Lumpenteim?"
- Lampertheim.
- Lampertheim.
- Yeah.
- This is near Frankfurt, Germany, on the US side.
- So when you registered and they asked you where were you,
- what did you say?
- Where was I?
- Who asked me?
- Oh, you mean you just lived there
- and you didn't register for anything?
- No.
- Nobody else did.
- How did you receive food and clothes?
- They gave.
- And nobody ever asked you what camp you were in?
- No.
- Of course, they asked.
- And what did you say?
- Well, I had to lie to them.
- Of course, but I know that.
- That I know.
- I had to lie to them.
- So what did you say?
- Otherwise they would have shipped me back.
- I know.
- So what did you tell them?
- Well, I told them that I was in Germany and that's all.
- They accepted me, me and my wife.
- Otherwise, they wouldn't take me, they would ship me back.
- Right.
- So all you had to do was just tell them you were in Germany?
- That's right.
- Did they ask you were where you were born?
- Oh, yeah.
- They asked me where I was born.
- Yes, I told them.
- And the way I told you, which I wasn't lying at that time.
- That was the truth, and what year.
- And in '49, because when they start to register for the US,
- then we registered.
- What was it like during those three years in the camp?
- Well, it wasn't too good.
- Let's put it this way.
- They gave work.
- Whoever didn't work, didn't eat.
- That's the way it was.
- In the camp at that time, we went over.
- Then the US shipped in quite a few of packages with food.
- That's the time we start to live on it good.
- And you stayed in the camp the whole time?
- Yeah, after three years.
- Was the camp run by the United States,
- but did the inmates inside the camp, the Jews in the camp--
- Yeah, they were wild.
- Let's put it this way.
- They were wild.
- They're just like wild animals.
- Explain yourself.
- Well, one was pushing the other for a piece of bread.
- Because they were hungry.
- We were hungry, all of us.
- And one didn't know the other.
- And one, if we get a== let's say a--
- to go to a place or somewhere, we couldn't go.
- Because they were wild.
- It's just like not normal people, not normal most of it.
- Were there any schools set up?
- Were there any children there?
- Oh, there were children probably after the war, yeah.
- They used to came over.
- Yeah.
- And quite a few came over from the Russian border
- too, quite a few.
- How did they manage that?
- Oh, the same as I did.
- Do you think--
- They run away from the communism.
- Do you think that the United States, the people there,
- were aware that the Russians were coming?
- Oh, of course.
- That's why they kept the camp.
- This was a UN, a United States camp already.
- It was Mannheim.
- This is near Frankfurt, Germany.
- So how did you get into the United States?
- Did you have relatives here who sponsored you?
- Yeah, no.
- The relatives, I wrote to them and they wouldn't answer me.
- I had relatives up here, not only up here in the United
- States, but up here in New York.
- Let's put this way, in Brooklyn also.
- When I-- when we registered, I registered for US.
- There's no doubt about that.
- But it took about three months until the US registered.
- And three months later, on General Howze
- I remember the ship.
- I'll never forget that General Howze.
- What was it?
- Howze took us over.
- Yeah.
- That was--
- The name of the ship.
- OK.
- How long did it take?
- How long was the ride on the ship?
- Oh, that was eight days.
- Yeah, it was quite a ride.
- Did you have any children?
- At that time, one.
- What was the name of the child?
- Ella.
- Ella.
- Ella?
- And when was she born.
- She was born in the camp.
- In '46.
- There she is right there.
- And when did you come to this-- this country?
- No.
- No let's see-- which one?
- This one?
- This one.
- That's Ella I think at the--
- Oh, did I?
- No.
- It's OK.
- You're attached.
- Yeah.
- So you just came in on your own?
- You didn't need a relative to sign for you?
- The relative didn't want me over here.
- Not only me, but even the family.
- They were afraid they're going to have to, in other words,
- hold on--
- I don't want to say much.
- You probably understand what I'm talking about.
- So when we came over here, they gave us a--
- they shipped so many families to each for the cities.
- Where did you go?
- We went to Troy, New York.
- They shipped us to Troy, New York, six families.
- What did the Jewish community in Troy, New York do with you?
- Oh, they gave us to eat.
- They gave us a place to sleep.
- And they tried to give a job.
- So what kind of a job did they give you?
- Well, in the beginning, I took a job wherever they give me.
- I was satisfied.
- But it didn't work out because he made fun out of me.
- Let's put it this way.
- No, I'll be honest with you.
- A Jew, he made fun out of me in front of the Christians.
- He made fun out of me.
- I came home every night.
- I used to cry, believe me.
- So they, said we'll find you another job.
- They found another job.
- And I worked almost up till '67, almost 15 or 16 years.
- Doing what?
- I done mechanical work.
- And the Jewish community was constantly--
- No, they didn't support me in that time.
- When I was working they didn't support me.
- But when you had to switch your job,
- they helped you find another?
- Oh, yeah.
- So it was really, you were for a while,
- you were the responsibility of the Jewish community?
- Oh, yeah.
- Of course.
- They took care of you.
- Oh, yes.
- It's the same right now.
- Right here, Jewish community.
- You felt as if you were being taken care of well by them?
- Yeah.
- I can't complain.
- OK.
- And did you have other children?
- Yes.
- Their names?
- Their name is Rachel.
- And what year was she born?
- She was born in Rach--
- you have your--
- '55.
- Any other children?
- Yeah.
- Right there sitting on the floor.
- What's his name?
- Solomon.
- And what year was he born in?
- '58.
- OK, and what's your wife's name?
- Sol's picture is up there, I think on his--
- Your wife's name?
- Freida.
- And what year were you married?
- In '56, in '55, almost--
- '46.
- '46, yeah.
- Excuse me for saying.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- Your kids might wonder.
- That's right.
- All right.
- Were you married by a rabbi?
- No.
- I tell you, just walk in and say it's
- just like here in our church.
- And not by a rabbi, no.
- There's no rabbis at that time.
- OK.
- When did you move to New York?
- Oh, that was in '67.
- Why?
- Why?
- We found a place.
- And I find work here.
- And my older daughter, Ella, was working here
- already at that time.
- So she found the place.
- And we bought the house here.
- And did you speak to your children--
- Of course, a mortgage, there is no doubt about that.
- You can't make much money as a mechanic in Troy, New York.
- Oh, yeah.
- But I wasn't working that hard that long enough.
- Did you speak to your children about the war?
- Well, they probably heard a few times.
- That's all, a couple of times, maybe two times.
- You didn't speak?
- No, no, no.
- Why?
- I don't want them to hear that.
- I don't want them to know that.
- It's better they don't know, believe me.
- And did you--
- They have better times.
- I hope they have better times.
- Did you try to give them some kind of a Jewish education?
- Oh, yeah, of course.
- In Troy, New York.
- They went to Talmud Torah right after the--
- right after what school did you go to in Troy, New York?
- Public school?
- [INAUDIBLE]
- And then they went to Talmud Torah after that.
- So public school and then Talmud Torah?
- Talmud Torah, yeah, both.
- And then the third one went up here to school--
- all of them Jewish educated.
- And I was Jewish educated up there from the year--
- when I was six or seven, I went to Talmud Torah,
- as I told you in the beginning.
- How did your experiences during the war
- affect your life here in America?
- Very much.
- First, wherever I was, in other words, which I showed already,
- all the marks from the--
- that affects me.
- And then when I was here, I was first I had a stroke.
- Then I had a--
- they took off my breasts, I'm not ashamed to say.
- From the tumors.
- Then they took out another one a couple of years later.
- They took out another one right there on the neck.
- Now I have a problem with my seizures.
- I also have seizures.
- How did I get the seizures?
- You ask me how did--
- when I came to New York, I started to get a job.
- I was working about 10 years.
- And I fell backwards and just like that on my spine.
- And my head backwards.
- I slipped on the oil, as I maintained up there a factory.
- That was in Bedford Avenue.
- Albany Corrugated I worked for.
- And I slipped down.
- And I since then, I haven't been able to work.
- I couldn't.
- I couldn't.
- Even if I want.
- I went to the doctors.
- He gave me needles every once in a while.
- I think he gave me cancer too.
- He's the one who gave me cancer.
- How--
- From the needles itself.
- When you were in Troy, did you talk to people,
- did the Jewish community want to know about what happened
- during the war, about--
- Yeah, yeah.
- And you spoke about it with them?
- Yeah, many times.
- But not your children?
- We used to live between Jews up there.
- They used to sit on the steps.
- Every time I used to go by from work, well, you stop.
- You tell us what's going on, in Yiddish everything.
- I told them.
- Well, they were eager to know what was going on.
- So I told them.
- Do you ever have dreams about that?
- Many times, many times.
- OK.
- Especially, looking at the family right now.
- How did you get these pictures?
- How did I get the pictures?
- When I came to New York, I came to my father's sister.
- When I was in that time 12 years old,
- my father didn't know how to write
- and read, my mother either.
- So I used to write letters.
- I used to write for them letters here,
- or my brother or my sister.
- We all used to help out.
- Up here, they had a sister.
- One, two, three sisters and a brother, and two brothers.
- One was in Philadelphia, one brother, as a matter of fact.
- And one was here.
- So the pictures I got from his sister when I came to--
- now, they call it New Lots.
- They call it--
- East New York.
- East New York, that's right.
- Of course, I suppose they moved or they died.
- I suppose so.
- And then when I was there, they just
- asked me when I have the train back to go home.
- They didn't ask me if I want something to eat
- or something like that, some today.
- They asked me when I went, when the train is going back
- so I can go back home.
- And that's how I happened to notice the pictures.
- It was in small frames, a small one somewhere.
- So I happened to grab it.
- And I said, this is my--
- it's my blood.
- You can't have them.
- Those are mine.
- And they gave it to me.
- And I took it myself.
- Let's put it this way.
- They didn't give me.
- I took it myself.
- And I made bigger frames and that's how I got them.
- And they didn't want to know about me.
- There's one uncle here, he used to go
- by once in a while to the senior citizen club here.
- There's a senior citizens club in the synagogue.
- So when he saw me, he used to cross the street every time
- he saw me.
- He was ashamed with me.
- Can you imagine that?
- He was ashamed with me.
- So were the people up here, my father's sisters.
- And my father's brother had a factory in Philadelphia.
- He didn't want to see me, because I was all alone.
- And at first, when I came from my father's sister,
- she asked me, it was the question.
- Then she asked me, do you know who they are,
- and they showed me the picture.
- I said exactly.
- I said, this is my father, and this is my sister,
- and this is my mother.
- I want the picture right there right now.
- Whether they liked it or not, I did take it.
- They didn't want to give me to it, that's
- when I have the train back.
- Did you make any--
- The one who used to live in Coney Island, one
- in New Lots on Saratoga Avenue.
- Did you make any attempt to find any--
- not your parents or your sister or brothers,
- but any of your cousins?
- Did you have any other--
- If they didn't want me, how could I find?
- No, no, no, in Europe, in Pinsk?
- Yes.
- We tried to find them, so they can send us a dollar, or $2
- maybe a month, a dollar a month for--
- let's say, for the holiday, they used
- to send $2, which was a lot of money
- at that time for the holidays, $2 for the holidays.
- And then when I came out, they didn't want to know me.
- They didn't want to know about anybody.
- Just, I just have one more question
- that I remembered that I wanted to ask you
- about the Russian army.
- And that was said that they sent all the Jews to the front.
- But did you experience any other kind of antisemitism
- in the Russian army?
- Oh, yeah, there was plenty.
- Wherever you would go, there's antisemitism.
- But in the Russian army?
- Yeah.
- But--
- Your commander was a Jew.
- Yeah, it still doesn't make any difference.
- They still didn't like him.
- They hated him because he's a Jew.
- Because he's a Jew, that's all.
- OK.
- But he took command because they had to.
- And that's not because he wanted to, but he had to.
- OK.
- We ask that the people--
- That's why I ran away from Russians,
- from the communism because of the antisemitism, of course.
- Otherwise, I could have joined the--
- what do you call it?
- The communists and that.
- OK.
- Mr. Rubinoff, this is a release document that just says that,
- well you can read it.
- But we ask everybody who we interview to sign it
- so that we'd be able to use the videotape when we're finished.
- Now, yeah, that's all right.
- OK.
- Could you sign it?
- Now, I want to make sure that you have on the tape
- about my aunts and my uncles, they
- didn't want to know me when I came here to the US.
- Oh, it's on.
- Please.
- This is the most important tape.
- I'll never forget that.
- Anything else you want to say, say.
- You can say it now.
- By the time.
- Up here?
- That's just for me to sign.
- Is there anything else that you want to say?
- Well, all I want to say is, as far
- as this goes, now, as I'm sick--
- well there's one question I'd like to ask you.
- And that's if I can take this picture
- to be copied for the center.
- I'll return the original.
- In other words, I just want to have a negative taken of this,
- so that we can have this picture.
- And I'll return it.
- Yeah, all three are Jewish.
- They are the ones that with me, we
- came to look for the parents.
- That's what I'm going to keep it.
- Yeah.
- OK, right.
- I'll return this to you.
- But we just--
- Come on over.
- Just hold it there.
- That's fine.
- I wasn't here, but did he discuss the numbers on his arm?
- No.
- Yeah.
- Like here we go back again.
- Right there.
- What number number is on your arm?
- Right there.
- There was a number on it too.
- Who put the numbers on your arm?
- After I was in the two days in the ghetto,
- they put the numbers on it.
- And they should try to ship it out.
- When I--
- OK, let's go back to that again.
- Because you were taken.
- You were living in the city of Pinsk.
- And they took you from your house into the ghetto.
- Right?
- Yeah.
- Who took you?
- Did the Germans take you or did--
- The Germans.
- The Germans took you?
- That's right.
- There was no ghetto even for the Polish.
- Who put the number on your arm?
- The Germans, the SS.
- In the ghetto?
- That's right.
- Did they have whole lines of people putting numbers on arms?
- Yeah, they have all of them.
- What number is on your arm?
- Well my number now is all choked up.
- You put a tattoo on it.
- Right.
- Do you want to just pick up your tattoo?
- Do you remember what number was there?
- I'm not going to tell you.
- I can't tell you.
- Why?
- Because I don't want anybody to know about it.
- Here, there was a number on it right there.
- Could you just tell me how many numbers were on it?
- Five.
- Five numbers?
- And did everybody in front of you and in back of you
- get the next number?
- Right.
- And everybody in the town of Pinsk
- had numbers put on their arms?
- In the ghetto, they all had numbers.
- And then they shipped them to the camps.
- Did they get the people out of their homes
- by calling out the numbers?
- Oh, no.
- When they caught him, they got him.
- That's all, when they caught him.
- What do you mean they did get him?
- In the two days, they numbered all the Jews of Pinsk?
- Well, I didn't see all of them.
- In the two days, I couldn't see all of them.
- How could I see?
- What time--
- Then I ran away myself.
- So what time of day did you have your number put on?
- Well, this is the second day.
- And how did they get you to come down to do it?
- Well they caught me at the end in the--
- in the ghetto.
- They caught you and they brought you down.
- Right?
- Were you with your mother and father then?
- Yeah.
- After the second day, they told me to run away.
- And I went to the chimney.
- After you got the number?
- Yeah.
- Had you heard anything about what they were doing to Jews?
- Oh, yeah.
- We heard that up there in the army.
- No, no, no.
- When you were a little boy in the ghetto,
- did you know what they were doing?
- Well that's why I ran out.
- Of course, I heard.
- I don't understand the reason why you
- don't want to say the numbers.
- No, I can't tell you the number.
- I didn't tell the children either.
- There's no record of it anywhere.
- No, a record, there is a record of that.
- They probably have a record, I suppose.
- Who?
- The Germans?
- Yeah.
- Germans have a record.
- All of those documents were confiscated by the United
- States or by the Russians.
- Yeah.
- The Germans, the one that has the record
- is the Germans from all the Jews.
- So you're still afraid that they might find you?
- They might find.
- I'm afraid.
- I don't know.
- There are societies in the United States
- with people from different cities in Europe.
- And there are people from Pinsk.
- Yeah.
- Do you ever make contact with them?
- No, not as I know.
- Not this I know.
- I probably met a few of them, but quite a while ago.
- OK.
- That's all I know.
- Thank you very much.
- You're welcome.
- Thank you.
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- Irving Rubinoff
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