- Tell us your name, your birthplace, when you were born.
- My name is Carl Ofisher.
- I was born in January 5, 1926.
- My father's name was Gershon Leib Ofisher.
- My mother's name was Chaya Roza Ofisher.
- I had two sisters and a brother.
- My sister, the youngest sister, was Sura Gitel.
- Esther was the second sister.
- And Usze was my oldest brother.
- It was--
- So what city were you--
- I was born in Lódz, Poland.
- It's a large Polish city, and a Jewish population
- from 200 and some thousand Jewish people.
- It was a big city.
- Was mostly tailors, produced material.
- Clothing.
- It was very large.
- And in 1939, it's now--
- it will be September of 1989, it will be 50 years
- since the Holocaust started.
- It was in September 1939.
- I was 13 years old, happy youngster.
- There is a nice family, middle class.
- My father was a tailor.
- We had our own tailor shop.
- People are working for us.
- We lived a comfortable living.
- What kind of schooling did you have?
- I went there just grammar school with the war.
- I was 13 when the war started.
- So I couldn't finish.
- Anyway, by '39, we were playing.
- The children are just playing, all boys and girls together,
- when there was a rumor that the war started.
- We were kind of happy because we didn't
- understood what the war is.
- We were playing games, like a war games,
- pretending we were fighting.
- But our parents, in the parents' eyes, in the parents' face,
- you could see the sorrow they felt. And they
- were talking about German will [INAUDIBLE],, invade Poland.
- Anyway, in September, the war started.
- Yeah, before the war started, the Polish government
- start to organize people to dig ditches all around the city.
- That's supposed to be the Polish air shelter against the bombs.
- The ditches were digged 6 feet deep,
- and they were going like this.
- They're topping boards on it.
- It's supposed to be the hiding.
- People go into hiding.
- And they were all over, working, men, women, children digging,
- digging, digging, day out.
- The Polish army was prepared for the war.
- Then the war started.
- The German [? waide ?] invaded Poland.
- I remember listening to the radio.
- We had a-- we were fortunate to have a radio.
- Not everybody could afford in Poland to have a radio.
- We listened to the radio, that Polish leader, Marshal
- [PERSONAL NAME],, he had a speech.
- He said Poles, German army invaded Poland.
- He said in Polish, [SPEAKING POLISH]..
- That mean, we won't give up a button from our uniform.
- The Jewish people were laughing.
- And they made a comment on it, like [SPEAKING POLISH]..
- That mean we won't give up the button on the uniform,
- but all the whole uniform with all the buttons.
- Anyway, it took two weeks.
- The Germany marched into Poland.
- Before they marched in, we were-- heard
- the bombs falling over Lódz.
- We were scared.
- We had entered the ditches to hiding.
- So after two weeks they came into Poland.
- And I was standing on the middle street, the main street,
- watching the Polish army going towards Warsaw.
- The Polish army was defeated, so they went towards Warsaw.
- We were watching the army marching,
- the horse, buggies, OK, pulling the horses are pulling the--
- the canons.
- The soldiers, they exhausted because they were marching--
- Germans?
- Polish soldiers.
- Polish.
- They were marching by foot, mostly with their [INAUDIBLE]..
- Foot soldiers.
- And motorized, they didn't have a motorized army.
- They had horse and buggy army.
- When these soldiers left Lódz, the German moved in.
- We were surprised.
- As young as we were, we were surprised.
- How did Poland wanted to win a war against a motorized army?
- The German came in tanks, big trucks
- with soldiers, the ammunition.
- Everything was motorized.
- And we were looking, and said, well, it's
- like a fly fighting a elephant.
- It looks to me.
- And I was young, and I was thinking about it.
- The thought before about war disappeared from my mind
- already.
- I realized what really war is.
- So as soon the German came in, the first thing, when
- they occupied Lódz, they made all the Jewish people wear
- Jew star with the name "Jude."
- Jude mean Jewish--
- Jew.
- Some of them wear the star.
- Some of them was hiding.
- We're afraid to wear the star because we
- know if they see a "Jude" they will grab us to work.
- What they did, at the beginning, they
- grab all the-- mostly they grabbed the Jewish people
- with the long beards.
- And it was-- 90% in Lódz was strictly
- Orthodox Jewish people, very Orthodox.
- And they grabbed those rabbis, the Jewish men with beards.
- The Germans start to pull their beards, with the skin,
- off, bleeding.
- They had those men who we dig those ditches before the war
- cover those ditches.
- They did, young people, old people.
- Anybody they can get, as long they're Jewish.
- Those shelters?
- Yeah, they call it shelters.
- But to me it was like a burying ground, because the German used
- it for burying grounds.
- Because people covered those holes, those shelters.
- When they were half-covered, they start to shoot anyone.
- They fell into the graves.
- Then they grab other Jewish men to cover
- the rest of the people, the people in the grave.
- And it was a horrible sight to see.
- My father, they caught my father.
- He has to cover the holes.
- But he was lucky.
- He came home.
- He was beaten up.
- Swollen the face, blue eyes--
- black eyes from beating him up.
- He was afraid to go out from the house [INAUDIBLE]..
- Then the German sort of started to grab those Jewish girls.
- They took them away.
- And they raped them, and they send them back.
- Some of the girls, they were strictly Orthodox.
- They couldn't bear it.
- They commit suicide.
- They went up on the highest wall they could,
- jumped down this through the windows to commit suicide.
- They couldn't bear to be raped by German soldiers.
- After a while, we couldn't walk on the main street.
- On the sidewalk was not allowed to walk, the Jewish people.
- Only gentiles or German.
- The German had any right they wanted
- to do whatever they wanted, grab you, hit you.
- Well, we were hiding most of the time.
- The food was scarce already.
- We had to stay in lines for bread.
- We used to get up in the night, 4:00.
- It's almost in the morning, 4:00 in the morning,
- to stay in your line to get a loaf of bread.
- Why we stay in the line?
- The Germany soldiers came in and picked people.
- They looked at the faces, picked them up, took them away,
- and never to return.
- We were afraid to go next day for the bread.
- We try to hide, not to go to the bakery.
- But it came to the point you were hungry.
- You had to do--
- go to the bakery.
- You stay in your line.
- You watch.
- As soon as you saw the German Jeeps coming with the soldiers,
- we ran away, hide in corners, hide
- in the streets in the houses.
- Then, when they went away, we went back to the line
- to get the bread.
- That's going on for a while.
- And my father start to work again as his trade.
- Make coats which for women.
- That was his trade, a tailor.
- And he tried to start to make a-- a little living so he
- can have enough food.
- After about mid-- that was September.
- In May, in 1940, the German established the ghetto.
- What they did is took all the whole Jewish population
- from Lódz, and they bring them to one place, around--
- put wires around.
- That's supposed to be the ghetto.
- When they established the ghetto,
- there was about 180,000 Jewish living, crumpled in apartments.
- Used to be one family apartment.
- Three or four families in each apartment.
- They had to let them in.
- You want it or you don't want it.
- They established factories, tailor factories, shoe
- factories, saddler factories.
- My father took these, his machines, sewing machine,
- went to the factory to work on German uniforms.
- The reason you went there, just to get a little bit more food.
- If you work, you get a extra bowl of soup.
- If you don't work you get nothing.
- They called-- the ghetto really was a starvation.
- They wanted to starve us to death.
- They accomplished what they wanted.
- Every day you could find bodies laying in the streets
- from hunger, starving.
- So my mother was very sick person.
- She couldn't go to work.
- But in the ghetto, if you don't work,
- they don't need you there.
- They liquidate you.
- So everybody signed up to work, even my mother.
- She signed up for the factory.
- And I was young then, 14.
- I signed up to work in a saddler resort.
- They call it resort.
- I was making those rucksacks, ruckpack, for the German army.
- No, before I went to this, I worked for the straw shoes.
- We used to make straw shoes for the German.
- They put it on on top on the boots
- when they were going closer to the Russian war
- so they weren't freeze.
- So we used to make those straw shoes.
- After about two weeks of this work,
- they took me to another job, to the saddler resort.
- And we used to make those packs.
- We used to have-- had a minimum to give out
- so many-- so many packs a day.
- And everything was hand work.
- I was very good at it.
- The place we worked was about 500,
- 600 people working in the whole place.
- We learned a trade, working together.
- Used to get up every 12 o'clock, go get the extra bowl of soup.
- That was a potatoes and water.
- But for us, it was a lot of food.
- Because when they established the ghetto,
- they give you food marks.
- You get a 1 kilogram of bread for a week per person.
- A couple pounds of potatoes, we would get.
- Some kohls-- kohlrabi.
- And it came to the point, that wasn't enough.
- So people start to steal.
- Hungry people go around.
- Mothers used to hide the food from their children.
- The children used to hide it from the mothers.
- Mothers used to watch their children dying from hunger.
- They couldn't help it.
- They give-- some mothers give away their portion of bread.
- She died from starvation.
- It was a very horrible things to see.
- In the ghetto, those--
- we used to get up in the morning before you go to work,
- to stay in your lane to get a portion bread.
- So if it's a large family, one stayed for the bread in a line,
- one stayed for the potatoes, one stayed for the kohlrabi.
- Everybody had a job to do, because by 8 o'clock
- you had to go to work.
- And we stayed there, since 5 o'clock, we stay in the line.
- One day, I was saying in the line,
- and a German soldier came over and took me out.
- Well, he asked me why I'm staying here.
- I said, I have to go to work in the morning,
- so I'm staying here to get my portion of bread.
- And he took me away.
- They had a Jewish jail over there.
- He put me in the jail there.
- And there was a line for hundreds of people.
- But he took me out.
- Put me in the jail to about 12 o'clock in the morning.
- We didn't go to war.
- And then he took me out.
- He said, now you go get your food.
- By the time we got there, the line was gone.
- There was no food left.
- I went to work.
- I missed that soup over there too,
- because I came late to work.
- I was punished for not being on time, nothing.
- So I didn't got the soup.
- The life was very hard for me.
- But we tried to survive.
- We were together, a family.
- How many were you in the room that you lived in?
- We had a apartment.
- It was a three-room apartment.
- There were about four families, divided with linen.
- And everybody slept on the floor or on a bed.
- We had our own bed.
- But the people who moved in our apartment,
- they had to sleep on the floor.
- There was no room for furniture.
- So you rented an apartment, and it was inside the ghetto?
- We were living, before the war, on the place
- where they made the ghetto.
- So that was our apartment.
- The Jewish people who came from the other part of the city,
- they had to move into our apartment, whoever's
- apartment it was.
- So it was very crowded.
- But during the day, nobody was home.
- Everybody had to go to work.
- Oh, at the beginning, we thought we will survive.
- Hunger or not, we will survive.
- Then they start to come in for selections, the German.
- I remember the day when they came in with trucks.
- Big trucks.
- And the apartment where it was, very giant [INAUDIBLE]..
- And on that apartment building, all around a circle,
- they came in with dogs and went room to room, apartment
- to apartment, to look for small children.
- I was standing in that room.
- My brother, my mother and sisters, my father.
- And my brother had a little girl.
- She was about six month old.
- The German soldier came in.
- He ripped the girl out from mine sister-in-law's arm.
- He used to live on the second floor.
- He threw her down through the window, right to the dump.
- And he went out.
- We all ran to the window looking.
- When we looked down, we saw hundreds
- of children laying there, They lay on the ground
- below the wall there.
- They ripped out arms, feet.
- The women are crying, screaming.
- Couldn't take it.
- Every time I see the picture, I feel to cry.
- [SOB]
- Then we had the largest synagogue
- in Lódz, one of the largest.
- It was only a block away from our house.
- The German went in, then drums of gasoline,
- and burned it to the ground, and made everybody come out,
- watching our synagogue burn.
- And the people were crying.
- Where is God?
- If there is God, why does he do that to us?
- So were in the ghetto until 1944.
- But my father, he died from starvation 1942.
- He died in my arms.
- In the ghetto?
- In the ghetto.
- He was a strong man before the war, in the ghetto.
- He never was sick.
- He never went to a doctor.
- He never had a toothache in his life.
- Was a very strong man.
- But he couldn't pull it out because just the way the food--
- not enough food.
- So he died in '42.
- Me and my brother went to bury him.
- There used to be those hearses.
- Before the war, a hearse used to carry one person.
- In the ghetto, that hearse was so busy.
- The hearses are like a horse in a dark--
- the horses, they used to pull these hearses.
- When they picked up the bodies, they used to put them about 10,
- 20 bodies in one hearse to take them to the cemetery.
- We used to come there.
- By the time we get to the cemetery,
- we have to dig our own grave.
- There was no casket or anything.
- You put down.
- And my mother put my father down in the grave with a couple
- boards to cover him, make-believe casket.
- And we buried him.
- [SOB] Went home from the funeral.
- There was his portion of bread left.
- It was like a holiday for us.
- We had another piece of bread to eat.
- So we had to go back to work everyday.
- One day, my father-- and my father was dead.
- My brother and his sisters.
- Then there came another selection,
- and they took my mother away.
- They took away overnight.
- They had a big camp.
- And I used to go there in the night with my sister,
- struck to the window to her.
- We didn't know where they're going to take her.
- But we had a--
- one cousin.
- He was a lawyer.
- And he wrote a petition to the German
- that my mother is very sick, and family.
- It helped.
- They let her go.
- We were surprised.
- She came back home.
- We were a family together--
- until 1944.
- In 1944-- and I think it was in September--
- the German came to the, again, and appealed to the people.
- They said, we have to eliminate the ghetto.
- We could send you to Germany, where you could be together,
- and have a lot of food.
- All you have to do, pack everything, take it down,
- and we will pick you up.
- We'll take you to the train station.
- You will go live in a different camp.
- The Russian are coming.
- You'll be worse off.
- But we didn't believe the German.
- We know who the Germans are.
- We couldn't believe it, German people,
- the most educated in Europe, intelligent people,
- can do horrible things to a human being.
- We couldn't believe it.
- Well, we didn't believe it, what they said.
- We were hiding.
- In that apartment where we used to have three families,
- they all died out in starvation.
- Only we are left.
- We had one room, divided out the room,
- we had a big fireplace, a stove, go
- like this, pushed into the wall, so
- keep warm both side of the [INAUDIBLE] of the rooms,
- and with this room and another one.
- And that storehouse on little legs, we stayed.
- What we did, we covered the door to go into the other part,
- the other room, to clothing.
- We cover it that we don't see a door.
- We crawl underneath to the other room.
- So every day, the German used to come to yell to everybody,
- go down.
- Take you to the different camp.
- We were hiding there.
- It was good for several weeks, till one day we
- were hiding there, and they came up, the German.
- Usually when they came up, they saw one room, it's empty,
- they just left.
- This time they were looking around in this room.
- And it so happened my sister was sneezing.
- When then heard a sneeze.
- When they start to look, they find her.
- They ripped down the clothes.
- They find out the door.
- They found the door.
- They opened the door.
- But we were prepared.
- We had our-- everything packed to go.
- We know sooner or later they will get us.
- We took our clothes, bedding, whatever we could,
- and everybody was carrying down.
- On that street there was staying a lot of-- hundreds of people
- were there waiting.
- The German trucks were waiting.
- The SS pointed their machine guns at us.
- Push us in the throat.
- Throw us in the train station.
- At the train station, there were waiting boxcars,
- like cattle boxcars.
- They put them on, 50 to 100 people in a car.
- There was hardly any room to lay down.
- Just one sit next to the other.
- Like sardines we were sitting there, men, women, children.
- What I mean children is not young children.
- They illuminate all the young children.
- Were children about 18, 17, 14 years, 19 years, together.
- In the middle of the boxcar there was a big drum.
- That was so called a toilet, to wash, nothing
- to cover it around or anything.
- You had to go to the washroom, you just stay and do your duty,
- and everybody looking.
- Men, women, the same thing, but what could you do?
- You couldn't 't do it.
- They slammed the doors.
- They seal it.
- There was a small window.
- We looked out.
- And we were traveling two or three nights, two days.
- We didn't know where.
- We'd stop mostly in the night.
- The train could stop in the [INAUDIBLE]..
- A few hours waiting.
- We didn't know why.
- We had only-- they get only you were-- we took it, the bread
- or whatever we have, to eat.
- A little bit water.
- After the third day we ran out of water
- and we didn't have any.
- Then, on the third day, the train stopped.
- It was a beautiful day.
- The sun shine outside.
- The doors open.
- All we saw is wires with barracks.
- They keep yelling, everybody, heraus.
- We went down the train.
- We carry everything with.
- We carry the belonging.
- The Germans told us to drop everything, to stay in line.
- I stay in line with my mother, two sisters.
- My brother was-- they didn't took my brother.
- He was away that day in another place.
- So I don't know.
- He came to the-- just my mother and two sisters.
- We stayed in line.
- And there was Dr. Mengele.
- Was sending with the stick.
- He pointed that the people-- there were thousands of them,
- because the trains, were so many trains,
- he didn't realize how many people
- they took until we got out.
- And I turn around, and I look back in front of me.
- And in back of me I saw thousands of Jewish people.
- Well, we were hugging all together, to meet here.
- We don't believe in what they say,
- because we know who the German are.
- And then Dr. Mengele pointed the stick.
- He started on the first left and right, left and left.
- He came to me, and he pointed me to go to the right side.
- And he point my sister to the left--
- to the right side, the other sister to the right side.
- Then he point my mother to the left
- After the people on the right, they separated right away,
- women separated and the men separated.
- I was watching my mother.
- She was crying, screaming.
- Take care on yourself, he said.
- My sisters were crying.
- I saw them far away, because they were
- marching them, the women away.
- They marched the men away.
- They marched the people on the left side away.
- They took us in Birkenau, Auschwitz.
- Then we know then.
- We realize that's the camp Auschwitz.
- But we didn't know what Auschwitz is.
- We didn't know about it.
- They took us in a big barrack, all the men.
- They make us strip, everything.
- After they stripped us, they shaved the hair.
- For every place you have hair, they shaved.
- You walk around naked.
- Even when you walk around naked, when
- you selected to go on the right side,
- it's still there were German soldiers inside looking over
- you again.
- They still took from there out.
- Some of them didn't look too good.
- They took them back out, naked.
- Where they took them, I didn't know.
- But later I realized, later I find out where they took them.
- Anyway, I was walking around, naked there.
- That the soldiers walk around, women soldiers, SS.
- We were embarrassed, what after a couple of minutes, five
- minute, it didn't bother us.
- All we ever think about, what happened to the family.
- They give us some clothes with stripes, and some shoes,
- like sandals, whatever shoes it is.
- Some people may have two left shoes.
- Some may have a size 6.
- Some may have one shoe 6 or one shoe size 11.
- They give you.
- You wear.
- They marched us-- yeah, and they took us in for a shower.
- Gives a shower, a shave.
- They march us out to a barrack.
- When we came to the barrack, it said 101 barrack.
- They tell you find a place to sit down or lay down.
- That's your place.
- You will be here.
- The kapos took over there.
- Who are the kapos?
- Criminals-- Polish criminal, German criminal.
- They were calling the kapos supervisor, foremen, whatever
- you want, you can call them.
- They were screaming, yelling, hitting you
- over the head, whatever they want.
- I was in that barrack for a while.
- Then I walked out outside.
- It's already dark.
- it was 7 o'clock or 8 o'clock in the evening.
- And I smell an odor.
- I ask some people who were in the camp
- before me, I say, what's that odor?
- Oh, they say, you don't know?
- Look across.
- You see the wire.
- See the smoke over there.
- That is the people who went on the left side.
- They went to the gas chamber.
- I didn't understood what they mean, the gas chamber.
- They said, well, you got experience.
- Some of them I talk, they were working at the crematorium
- by the gas chamber.
- They say, all the people there, they
- made them take off their clothes,
- they gave them a towel and soap.
- They say, you're going to take a shower.
- You're going to take the shower.
- And instead of water, there come out gas.
- People fighting each other, and tried to run to the door.
- They killed them.
- Some of them were gassed right away.
- Some of them were still breathing
- when they opened the doors.
- When they open the doors, they had some prisoners
- from Auschwitz who had to take out the bodies,
- put them in giant carts, and wheel them to the crematorium.
- And the door opens.
- Put them in.
- You're alive or dead, they put you in.
- Because the-- they have to do it,
- the Germans, the SS stays and watch.
- You don't do your job, you're going to be in it.
- After I heard this, I start to cry.
- I was wondering, was my mother dead?
- Was she alive when she went in the door?
- And no matter, for two days, how hungry
- I was, when I suffer from hunger, starvation,
- I couldn't eat for two days.
- They give you a bowl of soup, I didn't
- go to this line to get it.
- I just lay down on the ground outside, cold.
- They want to go to barrack.
- All I do is cry.
- I was crying.
- I had a family yesterday.
- They're gone today.
- Then I had a--
- When where you tattooed, Carl?
- I will come to it.
- Then I had a friend mine age.
- We were together in the ghetto.
- We were together, the same age with me, together
- in the Birkenau, when we came.
- While I was laying on the ground, he came over to me
- and woke me up.
- He said, Carl, they're selecting people now,
- young guys, to work.
- I said, I don't want it.
- I don't want it.
- He said, Carl, you have a chance.
- Now's your chance.
- You've got two sisters and a brother.
- They may still be alive.
- You have a chance to see them again.
- So I got up, and I was the last to stay in the line
- to be selected to work.
- The man who selected work, he was a German,
- but he was in civilian clothes.
- He looked at me, and he said, lauf.
- That mean run.
- And I was very young.
- I was very fast.
- I ran fast.
- So he took me.
- He selected me and my friend.
- So we were selected, about 600, 700 young guys to go to work.
- But before we went to work, before anything,
- we had to go down in the same barrack
- where we took the shower three days before,
- took the shower, shaved us again, make sure we clean.
- We stay in the line, five with the line, were several hundred.
- They [INAUDIBLE].
- The German soldier who attacked me took me out.
- He said, out.
- And [INAUDIBLE].
- He didn't want me.
- I was walking towards the door.
- Follow me to the door.
- Then I turn in the back, and I went in the middle and stay
- in the line again, in the back.
- Meanwhile, they started to count.
- The one line only--
- every line is supposed to be five.
- There's six.
- So they took the one in front, they took away.
- And they were lucky they selected me.
- I didn't know I was like a [? nag ?] at that time.
- I didn't know what going to happen.
- They give us different clothes, with stripes, clean clothes,
- and they marched us to Auschwitz-Birkenau.
- It was a camp, like a transition camp.
- They marched, I think it's about 2 or 3 miles away, because I
- can't remember exactly.
- I didn't count how many it is.
- I know we were walking, marching.
- We came there.
- There were buildings, red buildings, bricks
- three stories high.
- They-- we went in by several hundred in this building.
- They call it the Maurerschule.
- That mean a school for bricklayers.
- All young boys.
- Over there we had bunks.
- Everybody got their bunk, to stay on it.
- We started to get food in the morning, three times a day.
- In the morning, you got a slice of bread,
- a bowl of soup in the evening, during lunch,
- and another bowl of soup in the evening.
- Yeah, before I went to the camp, they put a tattoo.
- My name-- my number was B8047.
- The reason the B8047 is when they
- started to give the tattoo, they started from 1 to 100,000.
- Then they started A to 100,000.
- And in '44, when I came to Auschwitz,
- they started B from 1 to 100,000.
- Maybe later on C. I don't know.
- So we was called only by the numbers.
- They took us out in a block, in the row, in that place,
- and they show us where we're going to stay.
- We went up on the third floor to show us.
- There was an empty room, a lot of bricks,
- cement, and some instructors to teach us how to build.
- It was a bricklaying.
- So it was good.
- We were fine.
- Then, in the morning we have to get out for Appell
- every morning.
- That mean they have to count every morning.
- We stayed five people.
- They stay in a whole line, several hundred.
- Get up in sun up, you stay there.
- Sometimes you stay for an hour, sometimes 15 minutes.
- Sometime you may stay all day.
- Why?
- They count.
- Let's see if our block's supposed
- to be 500 people in it.
- There's one missing.
- They're looking for you.
- And you stay until they find him, dead or alive.
- If they find him dead, you go back in the barrack.
- You get you portion of food, and you go to the school.
- But if they find him hiding, what
- they did in our barrack, one boy, he denied.
- He was sick.
- He couldn't get up.
- He was, like, unconscious already.
- They found him.
- After about several hours, we were standing here
- to stay in attention.
- They took all our boys in to the block inside a big room.
- We had to drop our pants.
- And they took, a big hose, a black hose,
- inside a steel spring.
- And we-- I have 50 lashes on our behind, every one of them.
- That is a punishment for everyone.
- If this is going to ever happen again, we won't give you 50.
- You'll be dead, they said.
- So don't hide.
- If you're sick, you can come down.
- Make sure you tell somebody that you came down.
- So we know you don't have to stay and wait for you
- dirty Jews all day long.
- That [? I was told. ?]
- After the beating, I couldn't sit down for 10 days.
- Not only me-- the rest of us.
- But we have to work.
- And the whole work, they at least
- they'll teach us to build, bricklayer.
- We find out, that school they have all the time in Auschwitz.
- They always select young people to build.
- Those young people, they're building the crematoriums.
- By the time we did it, they had all the crematoriums built.
- We didn't have anything to do.
- But after two weeks teaching us how to be a bricklayer,
- they start to take us out to work every day.
- What kind of work?
- Marching out to camp.
- They opened the door.
- The orchestra was playing in music, like happy.
- We're marching about I think about 5 or 6 miles
- every morning, in a place.
- They were weighing tons of tons of cement,
- bags of cement, 80-pounds bags.
- We have to pick up a bag of cement,
- carry it on there to 200 feet away,
- piling up there, in another place.
- We were piling it all day long.
- During the night, we go back.
- The next day, we go back to the pile of cement,
- pick it up, carried it from where you took it,
- just to torture us.
- They didn't do anything else to do for us.
- But every day, you'd see 500 go out,
- some young guys couldn't take it.
- Maybe only, by everyday, about 50 or 60 died.
- We have to carry them back for the Appell, to stay.
- Like you say in the morning, the Appell, when you come back,
- they come again.
- I remember one night, one evening, we came back.
- We stayed in line.
- One man was about a couple inches out in the line.
- He wasn't even staying even with the line.
- The SS took him out and he made him lay down on his back.
- And he took a big 2 by 4 board over his throat.
- He made a few of our people stay till he died.
- So that's the lesson, what you go there.
- When you there, you obey, if you like it or you don't like it.
- One day they told us to show the hands so we have clean hands.
- I picked up my hands.
- He looked.
- For no reason, the German soldier took my finger.
- He just broke it.
- It was a circle.
- I couldn't scream.
- I was afraid.
- He walked away.
- I put my hand down and straighten the finger out.
- But I still got a bump on it.
- And he said, leave it.
- It's a reminder.
- It was going on in Auschwitz to work, carrying.
- One day, they took us in a different place to work.
- And it's a funny thing to talk about it.
- They took us a place where we had
- to carry bricks, carry five, six bricks from one place
- to the other, and put them there.
- They put them down.
- What we realize is that we can't take it to work anymore.
- So we organize a few guys who work on it [INAUDIBLE]..
- Let's do it different.
- Let's pile them up, and make a hole in the middle,
- so once in a while, somebody could sneak behind
- and he's taking a rest at 15, 20 minutes.
- And we did it.
- And it worked.
- It worked for a while.
- Three, four days, it was working good.
- Everybody had a rest.
- Until we had one guy.
- He was a Jewish boy too, from Germany.
- He was born in Germany.
- He didn't know he was Jewish.
- His grandparents were Jewish.
- And we told him to go rest.
- He said, no, I work for my Fatherland.
- He work for his county.
- And he went to tell the German what happened.
- We didn't know.
- And it so happened, I was walking with the bricks,
- while the German told him to find a few guys sitting
- there resting.
- They shot them, all of them.
- See, then we learned our lesson.
- We didn't talk to this guy again.
- We were afraid.
- After all, he said he's not Jewish.
- He's German.
- But he died there in Auschwitz from starvation.
- The German didn't care who he are, who he is.
- He was tortured for something we don't know.
- He died.
- Maybe he was complaining of what he is doing here because he's
- a German, not Jewish.
- I know he was tortured.
- When they bringed him out back to the camp,
- he was swoll in the face, black, blue.
- Every color you could see on his body.
- I don't know how long it took, but they would torture you.
- Is it possible that his ancestors were Jewish?
- Yeah, his grandparents were Jewish, he said.
- But he said, I don't know.
- I know I'm German.
- What my grandparents did, I don't care.
- And I'm not Jewish.
- He was complaining about it all the time.
- But the German, they--
- anybody who has a--
- anybody who was Jewish, the grandparents or parents,
- they consider you Jewish too.
- We had in that block, why the reason we survived,
- our young people survived that building, across from us
- was another building.
- There were Jewish women, beautiful women.
- Every time where a transport came in,
- the SS select the most beautiful girls, the youngest girls.
- And they put them in this building.
- The reason they put them is for their needs,
- for their pleasure, for the pleasure of the kapos.
- And those women, they had a lot of food.
- They had the best food.
- They did what they have to do because they
- didn't have a choice.
- Either be dead.
- They'd have a chance to survive.
- And they saw us every day, day to day, and so much food
- that they couldn't eat it.
- And so they threw it through the windows,
- to us, throwing this down, a lot of food.
- And we had plenty of food to eat.
- Because I was six months in Auschwitz.
- According from the ghetto, from Auschwitz,
- I gained weight in Auschwitz because of the women.
- And we had a block leader.
- And I'm not ashamed to say it.
- He was Polish.
- He was one of the best men--
- from the-- all the Polish people I knew who were bad.
- Polish Christian.
- Yeah, a Polish Christian.
- He was a diamond of a person.
- Because the next block was the same Polish, luckily a leader.
- And he was like a murderer.
- He killed people.
- There was another-- a few more blocks what young people.
- But this man, he had--
- I don't know.
- It looked like God send down an angel.
- He made sure we get enough food, double or triple food for us.
- He used to play guitar for us overnight, sing songs.
- To me, it was something like I said, like a angel's
- [INAUDIBLE],, because I remember in Poland, when
- I used to go to school, how the Polish people used to throw
- stones around the children.
- We were afraid to go.
- We had to go in the woods.
- How the Polish people used to tell the German,
- who has money from the Jewish people who don't.
- And there was that man a different person.
- I used to hate to see, every time they
- told me the leader's Polish, I was afraid,
- because from childhood I know I suffer a lot
- from the Polish population.
- There, the Angel from Death.
- Anyway, in '44 they took us.
- They said we're going to a different camp.
- They took us into the shower place, took away the clothes,
- given us different clothes.
- And they give everybody a loaf of bread,
- and some jug of water.
- They said, you will go to a different camp.
- They marched us out.
- There were several hundred of us.
- We marched and we marched slowly.
- And we saw the gas chamber.
- They stopped us there.
- They say, everybody sit down.
- Sit down on the ground.
- It was in the morning.
- We know our fate there, right there.
- We know what going to happen to us.
- Nobody in the world can imagine the feeling in your heart
- when you know that's the last day of your life, that
- now is the time you're going to the gas chamber.
- You don't know if you will come out dead,
- you will come out alive, when they put you
- in the crematorium.
- We were sitting there all day long.
- About 5 o'clock we realized what the hell.
- We going to die today.
- What we holding the bread?
- We ate the whole bread up.
- Everybody.
- Let's die happy.
- We hug each other, and we kiss each other, when
- we were together [INAUDIBLE],, that the last day we
- ate the bread, drink the water.
- And we waited.
- And now later a train came.
- It was cattles box cars.
- And they told us, go on the boxcars.
- There we were sitting for 12 hours on the ground,
- worrying what happened.
- Then we go on the boxcars--
- no food, no water.
- Pile us in.
- The train started to roll.
- For two nights and three days I don't
- know where we went around.
- But we didn't have food.
- We didn't have any water.
- Well, 10% of the people on this train died in the train.
- Hot.
- Too many people in the train.
- No food, no water.
- How do we know they died?
- When they opened it, on the third day, the train,
- they went to carry out the dead people.
- Every box car had some dead people.
- We came to camp Sachsenhausen in Germany.
- They took us out.
- We went in that camp.
- We stay in the line all day long,
- no food, just to give us-- they were nice.
- They give us some water to drink.
- And it was cold.
- In the night, they took us in, give us a cold shower.
- After the shower, they said, everyone out-- naked.
- It was freezing temperature.
- It was everyone out, because when the train picked us up,
- I don't know.
- Even on the way, he must have picked up some
- from someplace else.
- There was so many people we never saw in my life.
- We stay in the line.
- They start to hit us over the head with sticks, the German.
- And we were freezing.
- Why they hit us over the head, we ran one direction.
- We came to the other end, the German,
- they hit you over that day.
- You run back, forth and back.
- I was lucky.
- They never shot.
- So I didn't got hit.
- Now before I go farther, I want to mention something
- from Auschwitz, what happened.
- In Auschwitz, I got sick one day,
- and I had 105 temperature--
- 104, 105.
- There was a doctor, French doctor.
- He try everything, to give me whatever.
- He used to sell his bread for a medicine,
- for aspirin to help the people.
- So after three days, I couldn't go to work.
- Was he an inmate?
- He was an inmate, French Jew.
- After three days, he couldn't help it.
- He said, you have to go to work.
- Either they going to take you away.
- They took me-- he said go to the hospital.
- I went to that hospital.
- They took the temperature.
- I didn't have any temperature.
- They send me back.
- I came back, the doctor said, what happened?
- I said, I don't have any temperature.
- He checked the temperature.
- There is no temperature.
- What I mean, why I mentioned this, the same night,
- when they came in, they liquidated the whole hospital.
- All those people they took to the gas chamber.
- They had selections that night.
- And another night, they had selections-- also
- in Auschwitz you always had selections during the night.
- One day, we went down and do selection.
- We had to jump over.
- They had two [INAUDIBLE] with a board on top.
- You had jump over it.
- Whoever jumped made it.
- Go back to the barrack, to the block.
- I jumped, but the guy in front of me, she jumped too.
- But by the time he came back to that barrack, to the block,
- he was all gray.
- His hair turned white like a sheep.
- We used to call him [NON-ENGLISH]..
- Well, that, I forgot to mention before that I come back
- to Auschwitz.
- So now I'm in Sachsenhausen.
- We were-- like, they were hitting us
- over the head back and forth [INAUDIBLE]..
- It was for an hour.
- After an hour a day, we go back to the shower.
- Meanwhile, there is some prisoners already there picking
- up the dead bodies laying there, frozen or beaten up.
- They're taking them away.
- We're going in the shower again, cold showers.
- Out again.
- That was going on all night.
- The reason they did it, they didn't have room for us.
- The barracks were full.
- But during the night a couple of thousand died,
- freezing, beaten up, exhaustion.
- Several hundred died in the barracks, and so on.
- Whoever was left had the room to go in the barracks.
- Then they give us clothes.
- It was winter.
- We get summer clothes and summer shoes.
- And they put us on bunks.
- The bunks was from one end to the other, boards.
- Three tiers.
- And we lay there like sardines squeezed together.
- No blanket, col. We shivering, everybody pushing together,
- flesh to flesh, to keep you warm.
- But our bodies were cold anyway.
- We didn't have any hot body in us.
- In the morning, we got up.
- They give us brand new army shoes to wear.
- Brand new--
- In the morning, we got up, they gave us brand new army shoes
- to wear, brand new, just made from the shoemakers.
- We didn't understood why.
- But we found out.
- A half hour later, we found out why.
- And we put on the shoes.
- They took us out in another camp, and marched in a circle,
- in a giant, large circle.
- The reason they did it, to break in the shoes for the soldiers.
- So when they put them on, they will be comfortable.
- They won't be hard to wear.
- But our feet got swollen a bit.
- We had to wear them every day, those shoes.
- They had, in one barrack, the Russian prisoners.
- They were soldiers, but they took them in there.
- And they lay in bunks.
- Like we would lay in bunks, but their bunks was so close,
- that they have to lay.
- They can't even sit up.
- They had to lay there for eight hours a day.
- During the evening, when all the workers, the prisoners
- were going to bed, they took them out to march [INAUDIBLE]..
- Then they back.
- This was their torture for the Russian soldiers.
- They had another barrack.
- That was a empty barrack.
- We were wondering why it's always empty.
- Then one day, we were watching.
- They bring in a transport with gypsies--
- men, women, and children.
- They put them in there.
- It was a giant barrack.
- They put them in.
- Then the SS came with 50, 60 German shepherds.
- They let the German shepherds in, in their barracks.
- And we could hear the scream--
- we could hear those screams blocks and blocks away.
- After about two hours, they let the dogs out.
- When they came out, they grabbed some prisoners
- to pull out the dead gypsies, to bury them.
- They had some colored people.
- That's the first time in my life I saw colored people.
- I never know there ever exist colored people.
- I looked.
- I asked, who are the colored people?
- They said they're prisoners of war from America.
- They had the worsted job in the camp.
- They were tortured, beaten.
- Everything they could do, they did to them.
- They're supposed to be prisoners of war.
- That was the camp Sachsenhausen.
- Some people don't realize that the camp-
- a crematorium and a gas chamber.
- They didn't need any one there.
- They didn't have any crematoriums at Sachsenhausen?
- To tell you the truth, I don't know.
- We were so busy, scared, walking around in one circle
- to see what's going on.
- And around in this area, we were afraid to look or to ask.
- We were watched every minute what we do.
- So that was--
- I don't even remember how long I was there.
- But then they took us out of this camp.
- They said you're going to a different camp.
- That's what they call the march of death.
- I think if history [? said ?] didn't know about it.
- They took thousands or thousands of prisoners
- from Sachsenhausen, and marching for six days, or seven days
- and six nights.
- I remember it was winter.
- I can't remember a day, because we didn't have a calendar.
- I don't remember times or month.
- It was cold.
- But we were thirsty.
- We were marching.
- There was no snow.
- We were thirsty.
- If we had snow, we would eat it.
- We were hungry.
- There was no food or water.
- Every time you bent down-- maybe you saw a piece of coal,
- or a snake, or anything--
- snails, I mean-- we picked up and we ate to keep us going.
- Whatever time you looked back, you
- could see dead bodies laying behind you.
- Or when you walked in the march, you can see bodies.
- You passed by bodies laying already.
- There was in the back of our trucks,
- who picked up those bodies.
- What they did with them, I don't know.
- We keep marching.
- One night we stopped in a big farm.
- We had to stay outside.
- Usually, if we stopped at any place,
- we had open place to sleep.
- We stopped by a big farm.
- And I end up close to a barn.
- I laid there.
- It got dark.
- I sneak toward the barn.
- I opened the door.
- And there I saw pigs.
- And there the pigs eat food.
- They had pig food.
- Who know what kind of garbage it was.
- I laid down.
- I ate together with the pigs.
- That food was delicious because I didn't
- have any food for three days.
- I went out and I told somebody that.
- I said, go in, there's food.
- Well, actually, we keep sneaking in and out, in and out.
- SS, Germans, they saw that.
- They had a commotion.
- Because in the beginning, it was one by one.
- But then-- then when they find out, everybody go in.
- And it was a big commotion.
- And everybody start to try to go in.
- When the German find that out, they went in.
- Whoever was close or inside, they
- shot them to death right away, all of them.
- And in a way, I start to feel guilty.
- If I wouldn't say it, maybe that wouldn't have happened.
- Then I realize, if I wouldn't say it,
- maybe some people would die anyway
- because they didn't have food.
- So either way, you don't know if you did the right thing
- or the wrong thing.
- Well, we were marching there for about six days, or seven
- nights--
- six-- seven nights and six days.
- We came-- we passed Berlin through the street--
- beautiful.
- There was a lot of buildings that were in ruin because it
- was '44, or '45, in the beginning of '45--
- January or February.
- I can't remember exactly.
- It was like the Americans start to bombard or the Russians.
- The city was-- there were a lot of officers walking around.
- We were marching through the streets.
- There were some German children walking with their mothers,
- looking at us.
- Then suddenly-- why, we don't know--
- the children-- the mothers let the children go,
- and they come over and start to spit on us.
- And their mothers were applauding and laughing.
- We didn't feel like we are human.
- What can you do?
- You're in their hands.
- You do what they tell you to do.
- And we marched.
- We marched.
- The longer we marched, the less people left.
- We came to camp Lieberose in [GERMAN],, 2,000 or 3,000 left.
- In that camp, we were again in barracks.
- They assigned us to work.
- I was assigned to work-- to work every morning,
- to go to march 10 kilometers.
- When we got there, we have to cut trees, and dig holes,
- like ditches--
- dig ground.
- Because they have an overflow of potatoes, the Germans.
- And we had to bury them--
- put the potatoes in.
- Put straw on top and buried it.
- But we didn't have any food, and we were burying those things.
- But every chance we had, we put a potato in our pocket.
- If we had the chance, we'd go in the washroom.
- It was like [INAUDIBLE] outside.
- We ate the raw potato to keep us alive.
- Because the food was very scarce--
- one slice of bread a day.
- When you come back, you had a bowl of soup.
- So whatever we found, food--
- what kind of food-- any-- even dirt we used to eat--
- whatever you could.
- But buried those potatoes, and they were watching us.
- Every night, going back to camp, bring your dead bodies home,
- who couldn't survive.
- And one night, I have a toothache.
- I came back from work, I had a terrible toothache.
- I went to the--
- they call it the Revier, what it is
- like a hospital, a medical clinic.
- And I said, I have a toothache.
- And they said, you have to go on the other side.
- On other side, there's a dentist,
- a German doctor-- a dentist.
- When I came to the other door, there's
- two soldiers waiting outside.
- They asked me what I wanted.
- I said I have a toothache.
- They told me to go in.
- I went in.
- There were six men in front of me.
- The door was open from the office for the dentist,
- in a SS uniform.
- He's a doctor.
- He's the commander from the camp.
- He's everything.
- He told-- asked that man what's wrong.
- He told him, I have a toothache.
- He said, OK.
- He pulled the tooth out.
- The man was screaming.
- He said now, because you screamed,
- I have to pull another one.
- So he took-- the more he pulled, the more he screamed.
- By the time he was finished, that man
- came out without teeth.
- How can anybody in the world imagine
- how we felt to see this horrible thing.
- The man came up, blood all over his face, all over his clothes.
- And there, the dentist comes to the next guy.
- And to make it short, all of them came out without teeth.
- I was the last to get in.
- I come in.
- I sit on the chair.
- I was shaking.
- He looked at me, and said, which tooth hurt?
- I showed him.
- He gave me Novocaine, and he pulled my tooth out.
- He said, I want you--
- to see you in the morning back here.
- Don't go to work.
- Tell the kapo that I said so.
- That's it.
- I thanked him.
- And I said, danke schoen.
- And I went out.
- I went back.
- I never saw those men again, because everybody
- had different barracks.
- There were a lot of barracks, thousands of people there.
- I was bleeding all night.
- In the morning, I got up, I told the kapo, I can't go to work.
- The dentist wants to see me.
- He said, no, you go to work.
- So I went to work.
- I was bleeding all day.
- I came back from work.
- That dentist was waiting by the gate for me.
- He looked at everybody.
- He pointed his finger, come out.
- He said, I told you to see me in the morning,
- and not to go to work.
- Why did you disobey my order?
- I said I didn't disobey your order.
- I told the kapo what you told me.
- He told me as long as I'm with him, under his--
- how you call it?
- Supervision.
- Yeah, under his supervision--
- you do what I tell you to do.
- And he said, I know you want to get away from work,
- but it won't help you.
- He said, which one was it?
- And I pointed the finger to that kapo.
- And that kapo, it happened to be a German,
- but he was not in the army.
- He was a German criminal.
- I don't know why he was in camp.
- Because usually, the criminals is the prisoners,
- and into the concentration camps too.
- He took him out.
- He said, did that man told you--
- I was a man by then--
- that I want to see him?
- He said, yes, but you know, they're-- all the Jews,
- they are liars.
- They want to get away from work.
- You don't know who to believe, who not believe.
- He took out his gun and shot him.
- And he told all the kapos, that's a lesson.
- If anybody tell you, I want to see somebody,
- I'm the boss here, not you.
- You do what I tell you, or you'll end up like him.
- Everyone who went in, and he took me.
- He said, you come with me.
- I was scared, but I went.
- He took me in the clinic.
- There were laying wall to wall people, sick and starving.
- He called out a male nurse.
- We didn't have any other.
- Whoever said he's a doctor-- they're a doctor or nurse.
- Said to give me what kind-- some injection.
- He gave me an injection in my thigh.
- After he pull out the needle, I couldn't walk.
- My foot was stiff.
- And the doctor came in, and he said, well, now what?
- I said, I can't walk.
- He said, that son of a gun, he give you
- in the wrong place, the injection.
- And he called him over, and he shot him.
- And he took me out from there.
- He said, I won't leave you here.
- They had-- in the next addition, they
- had another clinic that was for the German wounded
- on the front, for soldiers.
- And he put me in a room--
- white linen, nurses.
- I couldn't figure.
- Am I in a concentration camp?
- Am I alive?
- Do I dream about it?
- It couldn't be.
- Why?
- It's because-- because I pray to God?
- If that's it-- if I pray to God, why didn't it help my parents?
- Other ones?
- Everybody's praying.
- So I was there for about three days.
- I have good food.
- They did their best.
- After three days, he said there's too many wounded
- soldiers coming in.
- You have to go in the other barrack, not a clinic.
- But I made arrangement that you will be
- separate from the other people.
- I come in there, but what I saw there,
- I wish I wouldn't see it.
- That doctor used to come in every morning,
- to see the sick people.
- What about their treatment?
- Oh, everybody had a large cyst, grot, puss.
- All he did is--
- they were all naked.
- Stay in line-- he took a knife, cut, then fell down.
- The next one-- where's yours?
- On the arm-- cut it, the blood come out,
- the man fell down-- like a slaughter house.
- Then he treat me like a human being.
- He treat those other people like animals in a slaughter house.
- How could you figure out a man like this?
- How could you treat one human with decency,
- but the others like animals?
- But who am I--
- who am I to say it?
- I was there for about two weeks, in that clinic.
- He didn't let me go out.
- In those two weeks, thousand and thousand died.
- And I couldn't tell nobody not to go to that clinic.
- I couldn't go out.
- One night he came into me.
- He said, Carl, they're going to liquidate that camp.
- You go back to your barrack.
- In the night, some soldiers will come in.
- They will give a little speech.
- They will say, we will liquidate.
- If you are unable to walk, we give you free transportation.
- You can volunteer.
- He said, but don't you volunteer.
- I couldn't figure why.
- I went back.
- In the night, they came in.
- They had that speech.
- They tell everybody what happened, what going to happen.
- If you can't walk, volunteer.
- I told-- in my barracks, I told everybody, whoever I could--
- [INAUDIBLE] don't volunteer.
- Because something is fishy going on here.
- And they told me not to volunteer.
- Nobody in our barracks volunteered,
- but in other barracks, there were a lot of volunteers.
- They went to that clinic.
- In the morning, we marched out.
- We weren't far away, maybe one block out the gate.
- There, we heard machine guns going.
- So many machine guns we had to close our ears for the sound.
- Then we realized what happened.
- They shot them all.
- And we marched to the famous camp, Mauthausen, in Austria.
- We came there.
- Our job-- they put us in barracks, in bunk beds.
- Our job was to carry stones, big stones, up the hill.
- It was a big mountain company.
- We carried stones up, all the way.
- And when you're on the top, they threw the stones back down.
- You kept going down, picking up the stone, and you go up.
- If you can't do it, he'd just gives you a push.
- The SS give you a push.
- You go with the stone, down.
- This was going on day by day.
- I couldn't do it anymore.
- In the morning, I got up, I couldn't do it.
- I couldn't go any more.
- I was very weak.
- And I figured, well, there's no more life.
- All the time in camp, the reason I survived
- is I was thinking about to meet somebody from my family,
- maybe still somebody alive.
- But then, when he came to Mauthausen,
- I figured, that's it.
- I can't take it.
- What happened?
- What happened, I went to--
- to the hospital.
- Now I know from Auschwitz, from experience,
- what happened to that, when you go in the hospital.
- I know from Lieberose what happened
- when you go in the hospital.
- But to me, it didn't make any difference anymore.
- A person can take so much, and that's it.
- I went there.
- All we do is lay on the bunks.
- They didn't give you bread there, just a bowl of soup.
- To get the bowl of soup, you had to sit up in the bunk.
- They count, and they hold a bowl,
- and they give you a bowl of soup.
- The first day, I got the bowl of soup.
- I was lying next to one guy, and then there was another guy.
- He was from the same city what I was,
- and we were talking together.
- In the morning, we get up, the man next to us was dead.
- Usually, when you have a dead person,
- you threw him down on a pile, then you take him out.
- They buried him.
- So they man to me said--
- he said, don't throw him down.
- I said, why?
- He said, well, maybe we got still a chance to survive.
- So every time for lunchtime, you pick up that man.
- I was holding with the shoulder, and the other guy
- with his shoulder.
- And with the ball, we got extra bowls.
- Well, that was going on for three days,
- till we start to smell.
- We threw him down.
- We pick up a fresh body, put them.
- But we survived.
- That must go on for about a couple of weeks.
- Suddenly they said, we eliminate that camp.
- Let's go again.
- We marched.
- We march to another camp.
- That was camp Gunskirchen, in Austria.
- It was a forest preserve.
- There was barracks.
- They pushed us in in the barracks.
- That was in May of 1945.
- I think it was in May, the 1st or the 2nd, we came there.
- No bunk beds, just on the ground, laying.
- No place to go.
- Once you get up, you have to go out to the bathroom.
- You come in, you don't have where to sit.
- I went out.
- That was the 3rd--
- May the 4th.
- When I came back, I had no place to go back.
- I saw big beams in the barracks.
- I climbed up on that beam and lay on it.
- That's all I remember.
- The next thing I remember, I was in the hospital--
- with white sheets and nurses.
- And I thought to myself, oh, my god, heaven is good.
- I'm liberated.
- I'm in heaven.
- I didn't know-- am I alive or am I dead?
- If I'm dead, it's nice in heaven.
- So what happened?
- They told me.
- When I was laying on that beam, I fell down--
- unconscious.
- They took me out.
- They put me on the pile on top of the dead bodies.
- On May the 5th, the American army came in.
- And they start to bury those bodies.
- One of the soldiers saw me bleeding, being alive.
- They transferred me to a hospital.
- I used to get--
- when they transferred me, I weighed 56 pounds.
- You could see every bone through my skin.
- I used to get-- an American doctor, a Jewish doctor,
- came in.
- And he talked to me every day.
- He encouraged me-- keep fighting.
- He encouraged me to be alive.
- He said, don't eat much.
- They used to give me blood transfusion
- once a week to put me on my feet.
- He said, don't eat too much.
- He said there's a lot of people, prisoners
- from the concentration camp, who died after the war.
- They saw food.
- They ate and ate.
- They became sick with diarrhea.
- We couldn't help them.
- You got a chance.
- You're young.
- I'm going to help you as much as I can.
- But do whatever we tell you.
- So after six weeks being in the hospital,
- they took me down from bed to teach me how to walk.
- I couldn't walk anymore.
- Everything was frozen.
- I was glad when I walked out, I saw so many people still alive.
- And then I start to--
- then I had another task--
- find my sisters, my brother.
- Are they alive or not?
- I was traveling-- first they put us in a DP camp.
- They gave us clothes when we were in DP camp.
- And I was traveling from camp to camp, looking for my relatives.
- While other people went back to Poland,
- I didn't want to go back.
- I know what we've been through.
- But from camp to camp.
- In one camp, I found a girl.
- She know my sister.
- And when I asked her what happened,
- she didn't want to say.
- She said, well, I can't tell you, and she walked away.
- I realized then something terrible happened,
- but I didn't give up.
- I kept looking for them.
- I didn't find them.
- Then by 1949, I married in Austria.
- I was in DP--
- I was liberated in Austria.
- And I was in DP camp in Austria.
- I married my wife.
- Before I marry her, I was by myself.
- Nobody to tell me from right to wrong.
- I start to drink.
- I didn't care.
- But in 1949, I married my wife.
- She came from Russia.
- She was [NON-ENGLISH].
- The German delivered them to Russia.
- She survived with the family and came to Austria after the war.
- And I met her there in camp.
- And I married her in '49.
- I was-- in '49, I was sick [INAUDIBLE]..
- My wife was pregnant.
- She was six months pregnant.
- I went to the hospital, and the doctor
- said that's from drinking.
- You need to stop drinking or you die.
- Well, I went through so much in the camp during the war,
- and then so much hell too,
- I said, well, why not?
- It's easy to stop drinking.
- I have now a new family, I will have.
- I stopped drinking.
- I never drink since.
- I survived.
- My son was born in 1950.
- And we start to make arrangement to come to United States.
- And in 1951, I came, in January, to the United States
- of America, to a free country, freedom of speech,
- freedom of religion.
- You can talk to people.
- You can ask him.
- You can agree with him.
- You can disagree with him.
- Nobody can put you in jail for it.
- In the beginning, I was afraid of a policeman.
- But America helped me.
- I overcame this.
- Because I see freedom.
- I remember the first election they had.
- I was wondering-- I never saw elections.
- And they said it's free.
- If you don't like the politician,
- you don't have to vote for it.
- It's a choice.
- They may fight each other to get the job,
- but it's up to the people to vote for them,
- for the best person.
- And I appreciate--
- Tell us when you met your wife, Carl.
- I met my wife in 1949.
- She came from-- she was in Russia during the war.
- Afterward, I went to Poland.
- From Poland, I went to Austria.
- When all the Jews who ran away from Poland,
- she came with her father and two brothers to Austria.
- As a matter of fact, we used to live there, in Austria,
- and prepare the camps for the Jewish people who
- come from Russia.
- But that was in 1949.
- And we had some in our camp--
- that was in Austria--
- Linz, Ebelsberg.
- We had some dance going on there every Saturday.
- Are these DP camps?
- Yeah, DP camp.
- So there I met her at the dance party.
- Yeah, at the dance party, she came
- with a few friends of mine, what they live in the same camp.
- And we get to know each other.
- And I started to date her.
- And by 1949, I married her.
- I want to clarify that those are displaced persons camp.
- Displaced persons camp, yeah.
- How long were you in the camp?
- I was from '45 till '51.
- First I was in a different camp, in Bad Ischl, in Austria.
- Then they transfer us.
- People start to emigrate to America, to Australia,
- to Israel.
- So they liquidate that camp and push everybody together
- in one camp, from all over.
- And I was there till '51.
- I applied for papers to United States.
- Well, I didn't have any problem to get it here, but my wife,
- because she was from Russia--
- she came from Russia.
- So the American government had to investigate
- all the things to make sure they're not communists.
- So that's why it took us longer.
- But we came here in-- in January 26th, 1951,
- I came the United State with a boat, the General Langfitt.
- I still remember that.
- And in the United States, I--
- first, when we came, we used to move
- in a apartment with a family, through the Jewish Federation.
- They gave us a bedroom.
- I had a son already.
- He was born in Austria, in 1950, July the 7th, 1950.
- When we came-- when we came here, he was six months old.
- And we lived in their bedroom for a while
- till we found an apartment.
- After I found an apartment, a small apartment,
- I started to-- the Jews from the service send me--
- I asked for--
- I didn't want any charity.
- I asked for work.
- So they gave me a few jobs to go, a few places.
- And I went to the first job, the Continental Can Company.
- And I liked it.
- And I start to work.
- And I work for two or three years there.
- And this was in what city?
- In Chicago.
- In 1954, we had another child, a daughter born.
- Her name is Helen.
- My son's name is Gary.
- And we-- while I was working, my wife raised the kids.
- It wasn't an easy job, but she did a very good job on it.
- My son is in Chicago still.
- He lives in Elk Grove Village now.
- But he's a business-- yeah, he went to college.
- And he had very good grades.
- He became-- graduated with a bachelor's degree in education.
- His first job was in Batavia, Illinois.
- He started to teach there, in the fifth grade.
- I don't remember exactly.
- But he keep going back to college,
- get more degree, more degrees.
- And he got a master's degree in education.
- He started to go back in night school again--
- DeKalb, Northern University of Illinois.
- He kept going back there.
- He went back to get a degree in business management,
- in administration.
- He got a master's degree in this.
- Then he-- they asked him if he would
- like to be a business manager in Chicago,
- in a private high school.
- They call it Gordon Tech.
- He had an interview there, and they accepted him.
- And he worked there like 10 years, in that high school,
- as business manager.
- Then about-- after 10 years, he went back.
- They call him.
- There was opening at Park Ridge, Illinois, District 64.
- They needed a business manager.
- That's a public school.
- And he's now the business manager there,
- at Park Ridge, District 64, in Illinois.
- And your daughter.
- My daughter is married.
- My son is married too.
- He had two sons.
- One, his name is Adam and Andrew.
- And my daughter, she was born in 1954, in the United States.
- She went to school.
- She graduated.
- She got married.
- And her husband is a salesman, a shoe salesman.
- They make very nice living.
- They got their own homes, both of them.
- And she had a son.
- His name is Ryan.
- He's now nine years old.
- My wife, most of the time raised this kid.
- When we were in Chicago, he was living more in our house
- than in their house.
- He still calls us every week to see how we're doing.
- And he comes to visit us every week.
- He has a summer vacation and winter vacation.
- So do the other grandchildren too.
- Every time they have a chance, my son come over with his wife.
- We see them.
- We go to Chicago to see them So we still keep close together.
- I enjoy them.
- And you came to Phoenix in what year?
- In 1984, I came to Phoenix.
- Because they closed-- the company
- closed the plant in Chicago.
- They moved to Omaha.
- So it was hard for me to get a job.
- It was a recession.
- So I took the pension from the company, and I sold my house.
- We came to Phoenix because of health reason, osteoarthritis.
- I couldn't take the cold over there anymore,
- the snow shoveling mostly.
- So I came in '84 to Phoenix.
- And it's very nice here.
- I enjoy the life here.
- I got involved with the Holocaust Survivors
- Association.
- Me and Magda do the interviews.
- She's the interviewer.
- I'm the cameraman.
- And we try our best to keep that association together.
- And to keep-- to disseminate the information that the Holocaust
- survivors went through.
- That's right.
- I keep going to schools.
- I speak about the Holocaust survivors.
- Every time they call me.
- They send me letters.
- The send me your letters, say thank you.
- They said otherwise they wouldn't know really
- what had been done.
- They read books, but it's not like in person,
- if a person stay and talk to them.
- So I'm happy to do it.
- Really, after I come home from school speaking engagements,
- I'm sick.
- Just because everything comes back to you.
- But somebody has to do it.
- We have a lot of survivors here.
- Not every one-- they would do it,
- but not everyone got the heart or the guts.
- Because it's painful to talk about it.
- By the way, I forgot to mention, her name is Ruth.
- And she was born Ruth Jalowiec.
- And she came here with her father and two brothers.
- Her father passed away, I think in '71.
- Thank you very much, Carl.
- You're welcome.
- And your story will serve very well for information.
- Thank you.
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- Interviewee
- Carl Ofisher
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interview:
1988 January 12
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- The interview with Carl Ofisher was conducted on January 12, 1988 by the Phoenix Holocaust Survivors' Association in affiliation with the Cline Library of Northern Arizona University as part of a project to document the testimonies of Holocaust survivors in the Phoenix, AZ area. The United States Holocaust Memorial Museum received a copy of the interview in 1989.
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Oral history interview with George Schiffman
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Oral history interview with Wella Schiffman
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Oral history interview with Fanny Schlomowitz
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Oral history interview with Samuel Soldinger
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Oral history interview with Henry Sontag
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Oral history interview with Anna Spitz
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Oral history interview with Arthur Spitz
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Oral history interview with Harry Spitz
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Oral history interview with Heddy Spitz
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Heddy Spitz, born in 1920 in Munkacs, Czechoslovakia (Mukacheve, Ukraine), describes her family’s business running a grocery, a dance hall, and a restaurant; being driven out of their homes with 30,000 other Jews to a ghetto area for three weeks in May 1943; being sent to Auschwitz, where her mother and two of her sisters were immediately gassed; marching with her sisters to the East where they were able to separate themselves from Nazi marchers by hiding in a barn; being saved by Russian workers who allowed them to stay in their homes and because they had no numbers on their arms and could speak Russian; working in the fields until the Russians liberated them; registering in Germany to go to the United States after the war; opening a business in Phoenix, AZ; and having four children.
Oral history interview with Agnes Tennenbaum
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Oral history interview with Larry Weidenbaum
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Oral history interview with Magda Willinger
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Oral history interview with Al Wulc
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Oral history interview with Bertha Wulc
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Oral history interview with Blanch Robin
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Oral history interview with Gertie Blau
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Oral history interview with Lillian Feigen
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Oral history interview with Nancy Fordonski
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Oral history interview with Gisella Fry
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Oral history interview with Shirley Lebovitz
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Oral history interview with Marion Katzman
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Oral history interview with Frieda Radasky
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Oral history interview with Solomon Radasky
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Oral history interview with Maria Segal
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Oral history interview with David Silver
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Oral history interview with Leo Smilovic
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Oral history interview with Risa Stillman
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Oral history interview with Adele Weisman
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Oral history interview with Paul Weisman
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