Oral history interview with Gershon Yelin
Transcript
- I think it's a joke.
- This is a United States Holocaust Memorial Museum
- interview with Mr. Gershon Yelin on May 4, 2018 in Durham, North
- Carolina.
- Durham.
- That's it.
- That's where we are.
- I know.
- Thank you, Mr. Yelin, for agreeing
- to speak with us today.
- I'm going to start with really basic questions.
- And then from there, we'll develop and ask
- more complicated questions.
- But the very first one is, can you
- tell me the date of your birth?
- April 9, 1928.
- April 9, 1928.
- Where were you born?
- In Poland.
- In Warsaw.
- In Warsaw.
- I'll never forget it.
- You remember it?
- Sure.
- I remember it not because I was there,
- but because my aunt came--
- an aunt.
- To help your mother?
- Not just to help my mother, but she was playing me--
- up and down, up and down.
- And then she panicked, because she
- hit a light that wasn't a light like you have now here.
- But it burnt me a little bit.
- She panicked, and she put me down, and that burned it.
- And that remained a good kind of memory.
- She, of course, didn't make it through the war and all that.
- So did all--
- We'll come to those things.
- Yeah.
- Right now, what was your name when you were born?
- What were you called?
- I think it was Gershon.
- Still the same as today.
- Yeah, unless there were names that were made up by people.
- OK, because some people change their names.
- Cuckoo this, and Tata that.
- No, some people change their names,
- but yours has remained the same, yes?
- Yeah.
- OK.
- Did you grow up in Warsaw?
- Grow up in Warsaw?
- I would say not very long stay, because my parents
- moved everything to Danzig.
- Did they move to Danzig after your birth?
- I would say yes, after.
- OK.
- Was the family originally from Warsaw?
- Warsaw-- yes, because I remember grandparents who lived.
- On your mother's side or on your father's side?
- Both.
- My mother had a father, and he was a rabbi.
- And it was of a small kind of place.
- When the father went out to do something, he was a rabbi,
- and he never came home because somebody killed him.
- And this was probably, when, at the turn of the century?
- Yeah.
- So this would have been your grandfather.
- It was in a way, yes, because it was the grandmother too.
- OK.
- And I remember that well, because--
- Tell me about it.
- My mother took me.
- She took you to see your Grandmother meet
- To meet my grandmother.
- And I got all upset because she was in the bed sick.
- And my other people there had little boys and girls,
- and they were making fun of my--
- not my mother, but my grandmother.
- She was sick in bed.
- And they were teasing her.
- Oh, she wanted the pot, and she would bring it, and pull it
- away.
- And I couldn't take it.
- That's very mean.
- It's very thoughtless for children to do that.
- I guess they didn't have much else.
- So they amused themselves that way.
- It was a very poor place and dangerous, I guess.
- What was your grandmother's name?
- Hava.
- Hava?
- And her last name?
- I don't think she had one.
- Your mother--
- I'm serious, because nobody cared those days--
- who is living there, who is not living there.
- What was your mother's maiden name?
- Hava.
- Hava was your mother's maiden name?
- And what was her first name?
- Her first name-- mommy or mother.
- Do you remember whether she had brothers and sisters,
- your mother?
- I'm sure she had brothers and sisters.
- Most of the time I remember her being home taking care of us.
- And she was interested in time or what's
- happening to the Jewish people.
- She took me to meetings.
- Oh really?
- Yeah.
- I was a little older already, and there
- was trouble in the wind.
- I want to talk a little bit about the earlier years,
- though, to get a sense of who your family was.
- So your mother came from a religious family,
- if her father was a rabbi.
- Were they orthodox?
- Were they Hasidic?
- Can tell me a little bit about what tradition they followed?
- Were they very religious?
- They were religious-- women more than men maybe.
- And I wouldn't say that they were all very religious.
- Sometimes they were even not very nice.
- I'm talking about a synagogue, you know?
- My own father was there with me, and he
- was a very not always nice man.
- And there was a man sitting behind us in another row
- there in the synagogue, and my father sort of
- put up his leg on something in the seats
- there so he would be comfortable.
- And it made him also turn around to see who was behind us.
- And there was an old man there, and my father
- refused to take his leg off the seat--
- can't tell me what to do, kind of.
- So this old man behind us didn't give up--
- take it off, he said--
- in a nice way.
- And my father sort of slapped him.
- In the synagogue.
- In the synagogue, yes.
- Let's talk about your father a little bit.
- What was his first name?
- Well my father would say--
- No, what was his real first name?
- Joseph, I think.
- Joseph?
- And your mother's first name?
- Hava.
- OK.
- And her maiden name?
- I don't know if I ever heard that maiden name.
- My father probably married her after they
- had somebody who did this.
- The matchmaking.
- Matchmaker.
- OK.
- So it's not so--
- Do you know anybody from your father's family?
- My grandfather.
- One time, my father took us to see as a grandfather once.
- Once.
- My whole life.
- And he was an old man, my grandfather.
- When we got there he was sitting.
- And we were little boys that he would have liked.
- But my grandmother, his wife, she died of some disease,
- I don't know what.
- I only know my older brother went from time to time
- to take care of them.
- I see.
- And he wasn't sort of a softie.
- He was almost a Nazi.
- I'm just comparing it, because he learned
- how to fly a plane and things.
- And he would take us children out to the wilderness--
- And this is your older brother?
- Yeah.
- He was the man who also went through trouble
- when he joined the army--
- the British army.
- And he fought for the British army,
- who wasn't worse [INAUDIBLE].
- That is when--
- That came later, yeah.
- That's when you were in Palestine.
- But when your brother takes you to visit your father's father--
- Yeah.
- Where did he live, your father's father?
- In Warsaw?
- Outside Warsaw.
- OK.
- You went there, and you probably had
- to take another car or something to get--
- my grandfather was called the redhead.
- The redhead.
- He had red hair, yeah.
- And at the end, the Nazis came to visit him,
- and you know what happened, I guess.
- Did you visit him more than once?
- Or--
- No, it was one time for me that I was taken to see him.
- But how old were you?
- Oh, maybe eight years old.
- So this would have been like 1936?
- Could be.
- OK.
- And maybe it was even younger, but not really young
- like a baby.
- Yeah, yeah.
- Because it's got to me, yes.
- My grandmother, who isn't there.
- My brother used to go to them more often
- to see how they are doing, especially when my grandmother
- got sick and didn't make it.
- What was your grandfather's name?
- Joseph.
- Also Joseph, like your father?
- I think so.
- OK.
- And did your father have brothers and sisters?
- Sure did.
- Who were they?
- If I would know some.
- He had a brother who was his real--
- I really couldn't say he got along with,
- who lived in Warsaw, Poland.
- And he had a nice business there--
- not my father, but the brother.
- And he was sort of relatively elegant.
- And he was selling nice clothes to people there.
- Was he a tailor?
- Or was he--
- No, he had merchandise.
- OK.
- People came to him.
- And when I came there, I was pretty little,
- and they didn't have children.
- So when I came there, oh my god, I was the hero of the day.
- Of course.
- And they pampered me, you wouldn't believe.
- I was still a kid, so I slept in their bed,
- because it was a small place.
- They had me in their bed.
- And once I'd they lost it there, you know what I mean--
- the peepee.
- Oi.
- Oi.
- And they couldn't care about it.
- Of course.
- When you love children, then that's part of childhood.
- They didn't have any.
- Yeah.
- Unless I visited them.
- What was this uncle's name?
- Oh my-- I know all that, and then--
- I know.
- I know.
- It's sort of like all of a sudden-- it'll come to you.
- It never left I guess.
- It's at the top of my tongue and I can't get it out.
- Probably can't get it out because of the Russians.
- If you think of it later, we'll come back to it later.
- I ask these things, but I know that sometimes--
- Sometimes it just takes over because it's
- a memory that is not gone yet.
- Yeah.
- And if I can, I would just say why it happened to me now.
- It's because when the Nazis came in to Poland,
- my uncle went to the border of Russia,
- and he came back right away because I think
- he thought he could take the family to Russia
- and they would be safe, which was a mistake.
- But he did it by himself, and he came back.
- Why am I saying all this?
- Because I was asking about your uncle.
- I was asking who he was, and what was his name,
- and what are your memories of him.
- So that is why.
- Very nice.
- And did your father have more brothers and sisters
- or was this the only one?
- No, he had brothers and sisters.
- I guess what I meant was that I have brothers and sisters.
- OK.
- Yeah, I had brothers and sisters.
- Well, let's talk about them then.
- Start from the oldest.
- Who was the oldest sibling in the family?
- Seems to me like none of them were old.
- No.
- I was the youngest, that's sure.
- The only one that I sort of see every time I see my pictures
- is my sister.
- What's her name?
- Concentration camp.
- She died in the Holocaust.
- What was her name?
- What was the name.
- It's an easy to say, and I can't say it.
- Hang on, let's cut the cameras.
- I can see her, but I can't--
- We're going to cut.
- To Jerusalem.
- She was accepted to the school there.
- This is your sister who died in the concentration camps?
- Yeah.
- I think we said her name was Luba, is that right?
- Yes.
- Maybe we called her something else too,
- but I can't think now about that.
- I can't think about the fact that she could have been alive
- if somebody who worked in Jerusalem
- was the boss of girls or men would go to study in Jerusalem.
- Like the admissions office.
- Yeah.
- And a very powerful man, because after she
- lost her promise of going to Jerusalem and study there,
- this man just canceled it, and he told her, well, in Germany,
- there's some young person who is a bigger problem, trouble,
- danger than you are.
- You can wait till next time.
- And it was too late.
- And she was-- she, and my uncle, and my aunt--
- she joined them.
- From Danzig, she went to the family that was there.
- And this is the uncle and aunt who loved you very much?
- Your father's brother?
- Yeah.
- So my sister never made it.
- And they also perished, your uncle and your aunt?
- Yes.
- Do you know any of the details of what happened to them?
- The one in Poland?
- Mmhmm.
- Well, they were not exactly treated well in Poland.
- So there's plenty of Polish people
- who probably welcomed even the Germans.
- And when I was there, I went to my parents'.
- My mother took me to the movies.
- She did that-- nice movie.
- Well, I wanted to find out, though,
- what happened to your uncle and your aunt?
- Do you know any of from their place in Warsaw
- when he comes back from the Russian border, what
- happens to them?
- Yeah, well, it was too late to do anything.
- The German armies came, and that was it.
- Were they in the Warsaw ghetto?
- Do you know?
- I can't say.
- I got a letter that was very hard to read--
- or we got a letter, really, from my sister.
- It's like saying goodbye.
- Really?
- Yeah.
- I have it if you want to see it.
- I would very much like to see it.
- I hope I--
- Not right now.
- Later on.
- She wrote a letter.
- I have a hard time reading it, because it's not
- her real handwriting.
- I can see she wrote it with--
- and also at the end of the war, so to speak--
- I have to think.
- It's not easy now to think.
- So let me see what I wanted to say.
- OK, let's see one thing--
- she had a boyfriend when things were normal.
- And he decided I guess he didn't really know
- how bad it would get there.
- But he decided to leave and come to the United States.
- Before the war?
- Yeah.
- OK.
- Sort of the beginning of--
- Mmhmm.
- We were kids, and we ran down to the sea
- the German warships coming.
- No, about the boyfriend.
- Yeah, that's what I mean.
- He made for me before he left two wooden kind
- of like copies of what we saw--
- the German warships came.
- Yeah, and he left that.
- And then he went to this country,
- and he joined the army here.
- And after the war, he was looking for--
- Your sister.
- Yeah.
- And I guess he knew it wouldn't be easy.
- But he let us know that he tried to find her and save her
- and all that-- in a uniform, he was a soldier.
- Do you remember his name?
- No.
- OK.
- I might in time, but right now I can't
- say I really know his name.
- I know him, because before he left,
- he made two little ships for me.
- That makes an impression on a child.
- Oh yeah.
- He made a very nice thing, yeah--
- must have been an artist to make that.
- Let's go back to Danzig.
- That's another's story of a ship at close to the end, really.
- The schools weren't very good to us anymore,
- but there were two ships in the port of Danzig.
- And two schools took us for going on the ship,
- and having a good time on the ship, and coming home.
- This is when you were still in a normal school, right?
- No, it was a really tough time.
- But for some reason, these people
- made up for it or something.
- Were these ships belonging to the Polish government
- or the German government?
- I think they were more German than anything else--
- Danzig really.
- And I guess the people in Danzig,
- they better become Nazis or they wouldn't live a day.
- Tell me-- why did your parents move to Danzig?
- I guess this was good business for my father.
- Yeah, what was your father's business?
- Oh, everything.
- Wholesale, fruit.
- OK.
- Apples.
- Potatoes.
- Name it.
- He was dealing in it in great quantities.
- So food stuff.
- He supplied businesses that needed all that.
- So he was a wholesaler that, let's say, wood supply
- grocery stores or restaurants?
- I think so, yes.
- OK.
- And he would go for trips to Poland and other countries
- that I'm not sure of whether he was selling stuff
- or he'd come back with more orders.
- And he did pretty well.
- Yeah, was he pretty well off?
- Yeah.
- Did he own the business he worked at?
- I would think so.
- OK.
- He had even a horse or two instead of car.
- And I enjoyed riding with this German man who
- was the one who took care of the horse, which was called Max.
- Max.
- Max, yeah.
- And I liked to go with him because he was a good man--
- German, but good.
- Did your father have many employees?
- A few-- three, four in the store.
- And he had somebody coming in pretty often
- to do the books, whatever that they needed.
- And he also would leave something,
- and I thought it was something to drink, and I drank it,
- and it wasn't.
- But it didn't kill me.
- I didn't even tell my parents.
- So you found something that you shouldn't
- have touched in his stores.
- Yeah.
- I wasn't forbidden to do it, but once in a while something
- is under desks.
- Another time, I burned--
- my parents' bought me these really wonderful winter
- clothes, and I came from school, and I got too close--
- they had this thing that my father was working,
- and kept it warm.
- And I burned a part of my coat simply
- by being too close to the--
- To the fire.
- Fire.
- And I didn't tell anybody, and I got away with it.
- I think I told them somebody stole it from me in school.
- Those are the sort of things that kids get scared about--
- that they'll get in trouble.
- Oh yeah, I was so impressed by this coach
- that they bought me, I thought, oh my god.
- It was also winter, and the winter was winter.
- Yeah, real winters.
- Snow, and that's why the fire was
- burning that burned my coat--
- not terribly bad.
- Were you the baby of the family?
- Baby?
- Yeah, the youngest?
- The youngest.
- I think it was me.
- OK.
- All right.
- Who was the oldest?
- Who was the oldest of your brothers and sisters?
- The oldest.
- At this time?
- At that time.
- My two sisters, really.
- OK.
- And what were their names?
- And my brothers.
- So how many--
- My sisters, I think, were older.
- How many sisters did you have, just two?
- Yes, two.
- And how many brothers?
- I think two.
- So you were five kids?
- Mmhmm.
- OK.
- What were their names?
- Their names.
- Well, the names even changed.
- My older brother was--
- I don't know.
- I know and I can't get it out.
- I know he was called Sano.
- Sano.
- Which is a Polish name.
- And my next brother--
- what gets into my head now when you ask me that was we
- didn't get along--
- not because of little things, because of what
- they were thinking and doing about the future--
- things--
- Were their personalities very different?
- Or was it their politics that was very different?
- I would say politics.
- OK.
- And they were very serious about it.
- OK.
- My older brother, the oldest brother,
- he was a different type.
- He was strong.
- He was boxing.
- He was flying a plane.
- Oh, this is the one who was the tough guy?
- Oh, yeah, the toughest I ever knew.
- OK.
- And he was also very good to young people,
- maybe because he wanted to train them to be like him.
- He took them out into the field, and including me, we
- were running, and jumping, but almost
- like military kind of things.
- He would take us out into the woods, which were really
- trees, and trees, and trees, and trees to sleep there at night.
- Kids love that.
- Yeah.
- And then the snake came, and he just took out his knife,
- and went through, and the snake was dead.
- Was this still in Danzig he did this?
- Outdoor to Danzig-- it wasn't the city,
- it was more where the trees were growing.
- I've heard there were a lot of pine trees, a lot of pine tree
- forests around there.
- Probably, yeah.
- The trees were good ones.
- Did you enjoy those things?
- That he took us out?
- Oh, yes.
- I was jumping over.
- You had to compete with the others, who
- was jumping best, and running best, and all kinds of things.
- He didn't give us weapons or anything
- to learn how to defend yourself or kill--
- it was good sport.
- And for himself, as I said, he used
- to get one of these really seemingly cheap planes,
- and he would fly.
- Around Danzig?
- Yeah.
- Wow.
- That's an accomplishment.
- It came at time when he couldn't do that, I guess,
- but he did that.
- So why didn't you get along with your other brother?
- Politics.
- So what kind of politics did this one have?
- Well, the oldest one, he was sort of more military.
- OK.
- So there's a problem, we take care of it.
- And that happened, really.
- I don't think it killed anybody.
- He and my father went to, when the times were really bad
- for Jewish people, especially, my father and he
- went to the meeting of many Jewish men.
- And when that came out from the meeting,
- which was very important, and lots of men
- did come to this meeting to hear the bad news--
- when they came out, the Nazis were there.
- And he and my father, they just beat them up
- till they got away.
- That wasn't the military, I guess,
- it was more like the ones who just have a uniform.
- Like the brown shirts.
- Yeah.
- So they gave up, and they left.
- And my father had his business keys in his hand,
- and he just pumped away with this.
- And my brother, he was a good boxer.
- He didn't need metal to fight the enemy.
- And they came home.
- And they managed for some more time to live and work there.
- So what about the other brother?
- What was his nature like?
- My other brother, Mosha was his name.
- Mosha was his name.
- OK, so one was Sano, and the other was Mosha.
- Yup.
- And one was the tough guy, and Mosha was more of a--
- what do you call it, when you work with your head, I think.
- He was more intellectual.
- Intellectual, yeah.
- Except sometimes she did silly things with me.
- Yeah?
- There was a movie, an old movie, I
- think, about people who were stuck in the desert.
- And I was a kid, a little kid, and he took me
- to the movies I think.
- And then at night, he started to scare me--
- water, water.
- This was in the movie, and you brought it home.
- That's mean, but it's the sort of thing
- a big brother will do to a little one.
- I never forgot this.
- Water.
- Sometimes I joke here maybe with somebody--
- water.
- That was in the movie.
- So we kept the movie going.
- Water.
- Water.
- And there was, of course, a picture
- of the people in the desert in the movie.
- Yeah.
- And so we got a double dose.
- Yes, you did.
- You got a double dose.
- So you couldn't forget it ever.
- What about your sisters?
- Were they older than the brothers?
- Or were they younger than the brothers?
- Maybe somewhat older, yeah, because they used to become--
- well, my older daughter was--
- Your older sister.
- She was sort of liked to be my mother, practically.
- And my other sister too--
- What was the one who would like to be like your mother almost?
- What was her name?
- What was her name?
- My sister.
- Oh, the names.
- I know the names, but for some reason, they are hiding today.
- So I could tell you more than a name.
- They do that sometimes.
- Well, I didn't plan to do that.
- It's OK.
- It just seems so well-- sure, I'll
- say everything that I know.
- That's OK.
- That's OK.
- I know that one was Luba.
- That was the younger one.
- That was the younger one.
- That's the one who perished in Auschwitz.
- Yeah, after she was almost like a mother at home.
- That's maybe not the right way to say it.
- Yeah, but the other one was--
- She was already in Palestine.
- Ah.
- She left before you did?
- Yeah, that time of what was going on,
- she was already in Palestine and in school
- for treating things in the field, so to speak.
- Was she working on a kibbutz?
- It was a school, really, to start with,
- and then it was a kibbutz.
- Yeah.
- Can we cut for a second?
- So that was--
- Hang on just a second.
- And I think my brother also went to Israel
- and stayed there, but not in order
- to make bananas or something.
- But he was more on the military side.
- So this was Sano.
- Or was this Mosha?
- Which of the brothers went to Israel--
- Mosha.
- Mosha.
- OK.
- And my other brother, he came to Israel later.
- One book wouldn't be enough material to go through,
- among many other refugees who came back
- to try to come to Palestine.
- And the British army, which didn't
- do so well in their fields of battle, they were always there.
- We'll come to those parts.
- Right now, I still want to stay in Danzig for a while.
- It came to me.
- I know.
- It's part of it.
- I know.
- I know, forgive me.
- No, I didn't go into details.
- I was careful not to overdo it.
- Just is part of it.
- I wanted to say I had a brother there who had quite a history.
- Back in Danzig, do you remember who
- ruled, who was in charge of Danzig
- when you were growing up?
- It was called--
- The man in charge?
- Was it Germans or Poles?
- Poles were nobody there.
- They sold maybe a few needed to send a letter,
- you would get something to put them a letter too.
- So they just ran the post office?
- Barely.
- Barely.
- OK.
- Nobody went there.
- OK.
- And they didn't care, apparently.
- What was your first language at home?
- My first language was probably la la boo boo buh da da da.
- And after that?
- I guess I shouldn't have done that.
- That's OK.
- They had all kinds of names.
- It depends who was coming to visit and who was--
- What language did you speak with one another--
- your parents, and your brothers, and your sisters?
- Well, it was sort of strange, because in the long run, when
- I went to school already of any kind,
- I was speaking German pretty well.
- OK.
- And Polish was never my interest even.
- Did you have to study Polish in school?
- Not much, if any.
- OK.
- German-- or let's say some Jewish kind of.
- So Yiddish.
- Did you speak Yiddish?
- I did, yes.
- OK.
- From time to time-- it wasn't like I had nothing else.
- OK.
- So it was German--
- And I learned languages pretty quickly.
- So German-- I learned that.
- It wasn't because the Nazis forced me.
- That came later.
- I had German friends.
- We all had little, I guess it was a sign of our times,
- we all played with little toy guns.
- I must confess I Stole one toy like this from a store--
- a Jewish store--
- a big store.
- Did anybody find out?
- I didn't plan-- no, I just was so into this game
- that we played, not just played, but we were always
- on the roofs.
- And we never fell down.
- Roofs of the houses?
- Roofs of the houses.
- Oh my goodness.
- Nobody cared, so we had a great time.
- That would give any mother a heart attack.
- Not really.
- Really?
- Well, then it's a change in generation.
- Maybe she didn't know always what we were doing.
- She was a busy woman.
- And we didn't tell, we just played all the games
- that we heard of or saw maybe in a movie once in a blue moon.
- Oh, and my mother used to take me to shop for clothes.
- For some reason, these remind me of her,
- because my wife bought me these shoes.
- And she said they are made in Germany.
- So right away, I think I got a little kind
- of wondering why do I have to get choose from Germany.
- And then I said, well, they're not Nazis anymore.
- Tell me about your mother.
- Well, before that, can I say something?
- Sure.
- When I went to medical school, I was close to Germany.
- But I never went to Germany.
- Where were you when you went to medical school?
- In medical school.
- Yeah, but what city was that in?
- I don't know.
- I know, but I can't think.
- Was it Vienna?
- Vienna, yes.
- OK.
- OK.
- So you never went--
- My head is overloaded.
- I'm sorry.
- It's OK.
- I know what it is.
- I'm not nervous, but it just doesn't click fast.
- Yeah, I went there.
- And I finished there.
- And the finish was some story if you want to hear it.
- Is this in the post-war years?
- Would this be after the war is over?
- After the war, yes.
- I do want to hear the story, but I'd
- like to hear it a little later if you can hold that thought.
- Later, you mean another time?
- I mean after we finish talking about other things, but today.
- Oh.
- Yeah.
- I want to do it now.
- All right, let's do it now.
- Let's do it now.
- I just want to say how I got there maybe.
- OK, tell me how you got there.
- I'm still in Palestine.
- You're in Palestine, yes.
- In Palestine, and I was dying to go and study medicine.
- OK.
- Maybe it sounds stupid now, because where did I pick it up,
- this need to study?
- Did I plan to be a doctor right away?
- Maybe yes, maybe no.
- But I was determined to do it.
- And it was from a few books of the neighbors.
- It was an old man each time I visited him.
- He was really old.
- And he probably escaped from Germany.
- That's why he was in Israel near where I lived
- and my parents lived.
- So anyway, where was I?
- It was why you went to school in Vienna,
- and it was because of the neighbor who had some books.
- And not just books, but he talked about the books.
- And he was very good and very old.
- But I couldn't skip anything when I went to see him.
- Was he interesting, then?
- Yes.
- He was the best teacher I had.
- And he wasn't teaching me because he had a plan for me,
- but because he was very wise.
- And I think he came from Germany to save his life in Palestine.
- That's what it was.
- Do you remember his name?
- No.
- That's OK.
- That's a long time, really.
- And his wife was always there, and also an elderly woman.
- And she was always working in the garden.
- So it was very nice, because Palestine wasn't exactly
- the nicest place in the world, especially when you didn't know
- if you'd go out, you come back home alive,
- or if you went to sleep--
- I used to sleep with a pistol under the pillow
- for a long time.
- But let's go back to the track about Vienna.
- Why is it that you chose Vienna to go to medical school?
- Why?
- Because nobody else was there to let
- me go to one of these famous places that taught.
- And I was debating it with myself, yes--
- where should I try?
- Well, Jerusalem, the medical school wasn't there yet really.
- And wherever I turned, impossible
- because it was a time when the soldiers came home--
- or not just home, but they also got first--
- Preference.
- Preference, because they had to catch up as what they lost.
- So time went by, and time went by,
- and I just sort of decided if not now, when?
- So what did I do?
- My younger brother, he got me a job.
- You have a younger brother?
- No, the one that's number two that we talked about.
- The older brother-- so Mosha or Sano?
- Mosha.
- And so where was I?
- Your brother Mosha got you a job.
- Yeah.
- What is it called-- these people who fight for you if you
- have trouble with something.
- Right no I don't know why I'm thinking about Trump.
- And all the people who are working for him or against him,
- they get money for--
- Let's keep to your medical school in Vienna.
- What year did you enter there?
- What years were these when you were studying in Vienna?
- It was a year after I arrived there.
- The first thing I did, I went to seize the building--
- not because I was a builder and I had to know the building.
- But the first thing I felt I had to do--
- well, it's again the Nazis.
- When the Nazis marched into that part of the world--
- Yeah.
- Well, the students who were there-- not Jewish students,
- but the other kind--
- they became Nazis.
- And there were Jewish mainly girls who were studying there.
- I guess they were local.
- Their parents probably lived there and their grandparents.
- And there was peace.
- And suddenly, there wasn't peace.
- And these German young men, they took these girls
- and threw them down to kill them.
- Out the windows or just out of the school?
- Not even the windows, just off the balconies, kind of high up.
- I had this commitment to myself, before I would study there,
- I would go to see that.
- These weren't girls I knew.
- And then I started to study.
- And then one day after I was already
- in this situation of studies, I saw these famous doctors
- looking at the wall where I usually
- had to work in order to get to a place you would go.
- And I wonder--
- Let's cut for a second.
- And I wondered, what's going on?
- Why isn't the music playing?
- So before we cut the camera, you were
- talking about these German doctors or the Austrian doctors
- looking at a wall.
- Oh yeah.
- And pointing to it or something.
- Yeah, that was the day I gave the man that people usually
- don't like very much-- a Jewish man who lived there,
- and he saw and treated patients who had problems.
- Guess who that is?
- I'm confused now.
- We were talking about--
- There was a famous doctor who was Jewish, and he lived in--
- where was I?
- You were in Vienna.
- Vienna, yeah.
- And many, I think, women went to him for treatment.
- You mean Sigmund Freud?
- Right.
- And he lived right across the street
- from where I was studying--
- the real place.
- This was just like a regular home.
- And all I had to do was cross from one side to the other,
- and there he was.
- Except he wasn't there anymore, he was gone.
- But it was just a regular house.
- And there we'd come to the police
- I wasn't exactly a young kid anymore,
- so I had a girlfriend who lived in that house
- that I just talked about.
- And well, I guess it wasn't so abnormal,
- I guess that I met her, and we went out,
- and we had coffee together.
- And then it turned out she was married.
- Except the married man, he was in the army
- fighting for Germany.
- And he was a policeman when I was there.
- That's awkward.
- I knew it was something else, because he was never home.
- But it was the same building where Freud was.
- That's why I thought it I'd tell you
- that because it's sort of a little crazy, I would say.
- It's unusual.
- It's unusual.
- It was mainly because when I came there, it was very lonely,
- really.
- Yeah.
- I used to take long walks in the beautiful city.
- It is beautiful in most places.
- Then I saw places that weren't so pretty, where
- when the workers didn't want to work,
- the government of the city sent cannons, and they were killed--
- not in my time, but earlier.
- And then I saw when I went for some time,
- I had to go to take a bath in a special place.
- And I went in there right away, you
- saw all these young men who fought for probably
- for Hitler--
- Nazis.
- They had no legs, they had no arms.
- I guess you don't get the picture.
- Was this a sauna--
- Yeah, a sauna.
- But it was reserved for ex-soldiers that were damaged.
- And I guess I didn't have much sympathy for them either.
- But it gets to you no matter what somehow.
- And then-- where was I?
- What years were you in Vienna studying?
- Was it after 1950?
- 1950.
- I can't be sure.
- Was it in the 1950s?
- Sort of close, yeah.
- OK.
- So do you remember how old you were?
- My passport must be somewhere.
- I'm serious, I probably have a passport.
- But I can't be sure.
- Was it after Israel's independence?
- Was it after independence--
- if that ever happened in my time, I'm not sure.
- Was it maybe 1952?
- For some reason, it tells me--
- it's been so long there that I left 1924.
- We already had planes.
- OK, so 1950-- your wife is telling me it's probably 1952.
- OK, maybe she is right.
- Today I'm sort of overwhelmed, so I'm not the best--
- cause I used to know these things like nothing.
- Not everything maybe.
- No, you're still telling us quite a bit.
- So about going to studies there.
- We ended up there.
- I wanted to still talk about things in Danzig.
- OK, Danzig.
- I wanted to find out a little bit when
- you're just growing up in Danzig about your family
- circumstances.
- Did you have your own home?
- Did you live in an apartment?
- Can you describe it for me?
- Oh for some time, we lived in an apartment
- in one of those houses that people lived in.
- Like the stone apartments?
- Nothing special.
- Nothing that I remember, oh, this was so beautiful.
- But the second one later that I can tell--
- Tell me about that.
- This was a regular sort of almost like poor family
- kind of house.
- OK.
- And I remember the smell when my mother used to make a wash.
- She had to help a woman usually.
- There was a lot of washing to do.
- I can still smell it sort of--
- don't believe it, but it's there still.
- And if you wanted to be warm in pretty tough winters,
- you had to make a fire.
- How was the place hated?
- Was it cold?
- Fire, I would say.
- It was cold, yeah, when you went out.
- Did you use wood or coal to heat the house,
- to heat the apartment?
- I think a combination of these.
- OK.
- Whoever brought something that will do something.
- And my mother very often hired help
- who would help with the wash, which was endless all day
- and all night-- they were pulled and put.
- Where would they hang the wash to dry?
- I think it was a fire that was doing its part to dry it fast.
- And the smell, it's almost like--
- it wasn't a bad smell, but the same smell.
- Did you have electricity?
- I would think so.
- No, I wouldn't think so.
- I think it was still gas and--
- Kerosene?
- Something to start the fire, and then
- to put me down and burn my behind.
- Well, that's something I told you.
- Yeah, you told me.
- Out of love, because there was no electricity, really.
- It was all risky business.
- Did you have indoor plumbing?
- Probably very limited.
- OK.
- Had to stand in line [INAUDIBLE] if you had to.
- OK.
- How many rooms did the apartment have?
- Not anything to be proud of, I guess--
- two, three at the most.
- For seven people-- your mother, your father,
- and all your brothers and sisters?
- It was tight.
- Well, I would think there was always like for two.
- So my brothers--
- I don't know, really, how they manage.
- Did you say that you moved to another place after that?
- Oh yeah.
- That was when times got worse.
- OK, what happened?
- But it wasn't the total reason why we
- were moving out and moving in.
- It was, I think, because we could afford
- to live in a better place.
- OK.
- Better apartment.
- And the warnings about moving in there,
- there was no warning, really.
- I guess we didn't believe yet that there
- was this big danger coming.
- How old were you?
- So my parents I think thought it's
- good to get this new apartment.
- The only thing was, it was bought
- from a family that left for another country,
- I don't know where.
- He was a chemist, and he had a family maybe.
- His wife was helping him.
- It was a very nice apartment.
- So my parents bought it, and we moved in there.
- And it was sort of close to the railroad and the other ways
- of traveling.
- Do you remember the street address?
- I don't think so.
- I know it was close to the railway.
- OK.
- And I often went to my school when
- the school was a Jewish school and out of the country,
- practically.
- So I had to take the train.
- And there were other things.
- It was already maybe close to all this trouble we had later.
- And the school took us to one of those performing places
- where children can run around.
- And they can drive a car--
- not really a car, but it was like a car,
- and do all kinds of things and have a good time.
- And shortly after that was too late.
- Tell me a little bit about school.
- Did you start in a regular public school?
- I would think so.
- Do you have memories of it?
- Sure, I do, mainly because I had this teacher who was just
- something I never forgot.
- OK, tell me about him.
- He was the best teacher anyone can believe in.
- One-- it was really two.
- One was Jewish--
- OK.
- But not the typical Jewish person.
- He was teaching us in the school.
- To give you one example I remember so well--
- he used to come and teach us in the school yard.
- One day, he said, I want you to draw something.
- He'd draw something.
- OK.
- And he didn't tell us what--
- just do what you think.
- And I was sort of, oh my god, how do I do it?
- I don't know nothing.
- And then I decided, well, I look out of the window,
- there I saw two trees.
- And I wrote a story about the two trees.
- And my teacher got all--
- I think he never forgot that.
- Something special.
- I mean, my favorite, and it sort of was explaining why I did it.
- He praised it, really.
- It was so great and so on.
- I don't know if you want to hear it now.
- But later, he was in the war time already.
- It was late.
- And I thought, he must be dead.
- Then I found out that he is not dead.
- Well, first of all--
- Was this the Jewish teacher or the non-Jewish teacher?
- A good question.
- If you would meet him, you wouldn't know
- if he is Jewish or not Jewish.
- He was Jewish, because I have some pictures of him somewhere
- and his little daughter.
- And he's sort of a special kind of man.
- I looked up to him.
- Like in the synagogue, he was sitting in a special place
- by himself.
- He wore this hat, black hat, and I
- used to sit there with my mother,
- and I used to look at him and look at him.
- I was always thinking, that's how God must look like.
- Oh.
- You really liked him.
- Oh, yeah.
- He was the kind that you liked.
- And somebody asked me why I didn't
- write about the synagogue that wasn't so fancy.
- My mother used to take me, but not where
- my father used to take me.
- He liked regular people more.
- So your parents used to take you to different synagogues?
- In a way, yes.
- My mother liked this temple, and my father liked--
- it was almost like you had to hide underground.
- But that's how these men felt good about it, being there,
- speaking of not the fancy languages I guess--
- sort of took me time to figure out
- why are they not joining this building that is so famous.
- It was destroyed by the Germans.
- Before then.
- Before that, it was like a palace, really.
- And my teacher who had his own seat, and he wore this hat--
- top hat.
- I'm going to ask you-- do you remember his name?
- I do and I don't.
- It's like something happened to them, and--
- Poof.
- Don't tell anybody.
- OK.
- This is too holy or something, don't tell it.
- But you did tell me that he survived the war.
- Yes.
- OK.
- Well, he was given permission to bring
- a building of 25, 30 children from Europe to England.
- So he was part of the Kindertransport?
- Yes.
- I didn't know that till I saw him again.
- I see.
- I thought about it a lot during the war, but who would tell me?
- So yeah.
- We were talking about your schooling.
- And did you start out going to a German school?
- Or was it a Jewish school?
- We spoke German, yeah.
- These teachers who were Jewish, they
- would teach us-- our gymnast not teacher,
- did you ever hear that?
- I probably didn't tell anybody, but I told some people.
- He was a great teacher for real activity,
- and running, and sports.
- And when this whole trouble started in Germany,
- he faced us children, and he started to act like a monkey--
- to hit himself.
- And he yelled sort of pretty loud,
- and we were surrounded by all this equipment
- to do some exercises.
- With this chest, I'll defend the German Reich.
- With this chest, I'll defend the German--
- He was the worst Nazi I ever saw,
- and he was a Jewish person.
- Oh my goodness.
- That sounds so strange.
- And he was so different before that.
- Maybe he just lost it.
- Huh.
- We liked him.
- We were always looking forward to doing
- what we were doing there.
- We had the equipment for it.
- It was the good old days.
- And he sort of to this day, I can hear it, I can see it,
- I cannot believe it.
- It's really hard to understand.
- Yeah.
- Maybe something scared him so much that he lost something.
- Yeah.
- Did your father have a successful business in Danzig?
- Yes, he did.
- He did.
- For Danzig, it was really good, yeah.
- Do you remember the name of the business?
- Not really.
- It was more like he got orders, and he
- used to travel to Poland and lots of places.
- And he had a lot of customers.
- And these were major sales--
- enough to fill a big horse with a wagon to deliver it.
- That was my fun to go--
- I think I mentioned it before.
- There was this nice man who was a German, but my friend.
- We laughed together, we went together, we ate together.
- Did he change after the politics became more difficult?
- Did you find that to happen with your friends or the people
- that you knew who were German, not Jewish?
- They probably had to in order to live.
- But I didn't see it for some time.
- I had a friend who invited me to come to his home.
- We were young.
- And it wasn't like he was older or something.
- And I went to them, and we had to go downstairs.
- And there was I think his father sitting and fixing
- shoes for customers.
- OK.
- And his mother, who was nice, pleasant--
- and that was a very friendly, if not a very nice, place to be.
- But I know it now, but I liked it.
- In what was it not a nice place?
- Watching him fixing shoes for the customers, and his mother
- maybe feeding us this or that was--
- it wasn't easy, because it was really underground.
- We had to go downstairs.
- But it was interesting.
- They weren't Jewish?
- No, they weren't Jewish.
- Not to be Jewish, all I had to do was go downstairs.
- And the Nazis were marching with the music, and uniforms,
- and their weapons.
- And they would have nice songs like, with this knife,
- we'll cut the Jews--
- Throat.
- Throat.
- And they were singing it, and people applauded.
- And then they passed from one place to the other.
- And it was quiet again, and then the police came.
- And they picked up men and put them in big baskets, because--
- What kind of men?
- The ones who were passing by singing those songs?
- They just picked people and put them in these--
- Did they shoot them or something and put them in the baskets?
- No, they put them in bags--
- not bags, really, but you could fit a man into it
- and ship him off to someplace that you never saw him again.
- And I think it was probably because the Nazis were
- in charge, and these were communists--
- not very like these by then.
- OK.
- So that was so obvious I was standing there and wondering,
- why did they put them in the basket?
- And then the police came and explained it
- by picking it up and moving it away.
- OK.
- So that was something that I can still see anyway.
- What about school?
- When you started school-- if you're born in 1928,
- you start school in '33, '34, right?
- Possible, yeah, because it took time to get to school.
- So Hitler has already come to power
- by the time you start school.
- Could that be a fair assumption to make?
- It was the other way around.
- Hitler was gone.
- Germany wasn't gone.
- I always thought, well, maybe I'll
- take a look what's doing in Germany.
- You're talking about your medical education.
- Oh yeah, that's what I thought you meant.
- I'm talking about your very, very first school--
- your primary school when you're a child.
- When I was a child, yeah, I went to school.
- Yeah.
- When you went to school, was Hitler already in power?
- Maybe not as much as it became later
- when he had his armies ready and his tortures.
- But if you want my school, the first school I thought--
- Oh, can you sit down, please?
- We can do this later.
- Hang on just a second.
- Because I'm banging my head?
- Hang on a second.
- Let's cut the camera.
- Oh, I have stories and stories just
- occurred to me if you want to hear about my older brother.
- Yeah, what about your older brother?
- He was the hero.
- Now we come to the subject of people escaping from Europe.
- I wanted to come to exactly that subject.
- Tell me-- did you experience Kristallnacht?
- I probably did walk by maybe even and not know what it was--
- a broken window.
- Later, I think I knew that there was more to come.
- OK.
- And I think that's when we probably left.
- So tell me about the older brother who was the hero.
- Oh the hero-- that was more--
- well, it was Germany, but more was England.
- Are you talking of Palestine?
- Yeah, England ruled us, and they were cruel.
- I'm sorry, I'm going to interrupt,
- because that's Palestine.
- I'd like to still stay in Danzig for the time being--
- OK.
- And find out how you leave.
- That's my question now is that you're in Danzig,
- you see those soldiers, you're downstairs in your friend's
- father's shop where he's repairing shoes,
- things start to get uncomfortable.
- When does your father lose his business, do you know?
- How does he lose it?
- Well, he and my mother went to Poland
- for some reason or other.
- And the police came to arrest my father and my mother
- probably too, claiming something about business or whatever.
- And then my brother and sister were there.
- When the police came.
- Yeah.
- Or maybe more than police.
- I wasn't there, so I couldn't really judge.
- And anyway, they took everything out-- the furniture.
- It must have been a nice apartment, because now I
- remember my father buying himself a fancy to write with--
- A pen.
- One of the famous--
- I can't remember the name now, but a very special--
- and my mother bought some nice furniture
- before all this became dangerous.
- All this was right away taken out.
- Were you home at the time when that happened?
- No.
- Where were you?
- Where could I have been?
- I know I wasn't in Poland.
- I remember, school I used to take the train
- every morning because these were now
- emergency Jewish kind of outdoor school, where I got
- slapped by the English teacher--
- a woman, because I was eating something.
- So this was still in the Danzig area when you lived there?
- Yes.
- Because when I got sick in school,
- my mother was able to come.
- I'm sure that it was still--
- I have pictures of it too some place.
- Then we had an English teacher too
- who came from England for some time.
- And I used to draw cartoons in this time of teaching.
- But he was the kind who was laughing with us.
- Yeah I became sort of the funny guy in school
- until I left school.
- You don't remember where you were when the police came
- and all of the furniture from your apartment was confiscated?
- Maybe I was in Warsaw with my parents or something already.
- OK.
- Now I remember when we came to Poland,
- my parents rented a small apartment.
- In Warsaw.
- In Warsaw.
- And I think that was a time when my parents applied already
- for England to give us permission
- to move to Palestine.
- And you said your sister and your brother
- were already there?
- Yeah, they went before us, because they
- had some different kind of--
- my sister, she was learning how to deal with plants.
- OK.
- My brother was something similar,
- like he went there to help the people or something.
- And then my sister, well, she got sick
- because the Arabs attacked her bus.
- She was being driven home.
- I think she got very sick and didn't live
- very long with two children.
- I used to visit her in her home a lot.
- That's when you got to Palestine already, yes?
- No, that was when she married, yeah.
- And they had a child too.
- And my sister got sicker, and sicker, and sicker.
- And I think I was already in medical school.
- OK, so that's after the war.
- When you're in Warsaw with your parents--
- When was it after the war?
- It seemed like there was a time you were never
- sure it's after the war.
- Yeah.
- When you were in Warsaw with your parents, that is,
- and they rent a little apartment in Warsaw,
- were any of your other siblings still in Danzig?
- Did they still stay in Danzig?
- Or did everybody come to Warsaw?
- Everybody come to us, I don't think so.
- It would have been very easy if it
- would have happened for them.
- No, this was difficult. A certain time,
- you didn't know where to go and how to survive.
- Who was the one who wanted to leave the most?
- Was it your father or your mother?
- Oh, one or the other.
- I think my mother was strong about that
- and started to tell us, and especially my father,
- she sees what's coming.
- So she was right.
- She used to go to meetings with other people, mainly women,
- I think--
- some probably didn't want to believe
- what is about to happen.
- Others did.
- So some waited until the last minute and missed it.
- And others like my mother, she was in the right way
- of handling this.
- So in the '30s when your sister and brother had already gone
- to Palestine, it was just the three of you left--
- yourself, your sister, Luba, and which of the brothers-- was it
- Mosha or Sano who was still with you?
- I would say they weren't with me a lot last time--
- from the time when things were still OK.
- Yeah.
- And they didn't like each other--
- not because they didn't really like each other,
- because a different outlook on how to run the world,
- particularly.
- And when I was little and they were all much older than me,
- I used to be ordered to bring the messages from one
- to the other.
- Oh good god.
- Yeah.
- They didn't speak to each other?
- No, they hurt each other, especially my older brother.
- If he'd punch you in the face, it hurt like hell.
- That's what happened.
- And the blood was flowing.
- And then I was told by them, bring this to your brother
- there.
- It was like the Nazis.
- And it wasn't Nazis.
- It wasn't.
- It wasn't.
- But there was friction between the brothers.
- Political, kind of.
- And my younger brother, maybe I mentioned it already--
- he liked me.
- I was sort of hanging out with him.
- In the evening, I would sleep there in his room.
- This was Sano or Mosha?
- Mosha.
- And he started to scare me.
- He really scared me.
- What was it now?
- I was so sure I had it in my head, and I did.
- But--
- What, the movie?
- Why is it here?
- Are you talking about the movie?
- Oh, water.
- Water.
- Did I tell you that already?
- You told me that.
- Not so easy to keep up is it?
- Water, water.
- I got nervous more and more, water.
- And he took me to the movie, too at the beginning,
- so I though it all was happening, you know,
- all these soldiers who died in the desert in the movie.
- And that's what I saw once or twice maybe.
- Tell me, how did you get from Warsaw to Palestine?
- What was the sequence?
- What was--
- Money.
- Well, yeah, that'll do it.
- No, this was special money.
- OK, tell me what happened.
- Well, we got permission by the King of England, really.
- OK.
- My father had to pay, I don't know,
- something 10,000 British sum.
- Very important name of the government of the King
- of England.
- And we got it very quickly.
- It was easy if you had a lot of money.
- I don't know where it came from really,
- but my parents apparently had the money.
- So your daughter told me that you left in December of 1938.
- Could be.
- How did you go?
- How did you go to Palestine?
- What was the route that you took?
- To Palestine from where?
- Warsaw.
- Well, Warsaw wasn't much of a help, that's sure.
- They had all kinds of anti-Jewish.
- Did you experience that?
- Not in a way that I would get upset.
- Like they suddenly didn't allow Jewish people
- to eat certain meats, didn't allow them to slaughter.
- Suddenly they were considerate of the animals.
- Not the Jewish, but--
- No, they were--
- OK, but did this affect your family and your ways
- to get out of Poland?
- Not as bad as some other things.
- To get out of where?
- Poland, to get out of Poland, to get to Palestine.
- No.
- That was easy.
- We had to get on a train.
- And now I see my sister waving to us and--
- and crying.
- That was the last time I saw.
- Was this the sister who was supposed to study in Jerusalem?
- Mm-hm, and didn't.
- It was taken away from her a long time.
- And we hear everything.
- My parents thought that she'll join us
- once she would get accepted to the medical--
- not medical really, different kinds of
- studies that she really wanted to study.
- I think I read somewhere it was humanities.
- She wanted to study the humanities.
- Yes, that's what it was.
- But she never got a chance.
- And many years later I went up to the same place
- where she was dealing with in Jerusalem
- by this Jewish man who probably told her, well,
- you have to wait.
- We have this dangerous girl in Germany, a Jewish girl I guess,
- that we have to take care of.
- And then afterwards when I was sort of in Jerusalem,
- because I wasn't really in Jerusalem, I went up to him
- and sat down with him and I told him some things.
- But could do to him?
- I couldn't.
- Did he react?
- I wouldn't.
- He sort of, well you know, I had no choice,
- and defended himself.
- And I just wanted to let him know that it's not over.
- Yeah.
- And it wasn't just because he was who he was,
- but the people who really ran all this,
- you couldn't trust them.
- Maybe they were more interested in making money and whatever.
- You think he might have been paid better?
- Maybe money talks in this kind of--
- I couldn't judge them all, but some foreign people
- in Jerusalem I was more feeling good so to speak.
- They came from different countries
- and they weren't Jewish.
- But I used to sort of always admire
- how they walk in the street and do their religion.
- And we even had the Russian building
- that they left and we used it for training our--
- What was it training for?
- The same building, as I was saying, to learn really.
- So when--
- And there's also the dignity of some people who
- came to not just to live but to worship and the way they
- dressed and the way they behaved on walking
- and get out of your way if you were a lady.
- So civilized.
- In some way civilized.
- Well, I admired it.
- And now what did I have--
- I still wanted to find out.
- You leave Poland by train.
- Yes.
- And what countries do you go through?
- Oh, there was one country, a nice place for whatever they
- offered to ride in to take us to some port that would lead us--
- Was it Romania?
- I think so.
- It was one with the husband and wife who were monsters.
- Oh, you're talking about the Ceausescus, the ones who
- ruled Romania after the war.
- Maybe I'm wrong, but sort of--
- Ceausescu, I believe, is who you're referring to.
- What do I remember from that trip?
- We got a trip.
- I remember going down early in the morning and I saw something
- and I thought it's a sweet something.
- I bit into it and it was not.
- What was it?
- I forgot already.
- I think I read that you bit into an olive
- and you had never eaten one.
- Yeah, that's true.
- Was that the thing?
- I guess it was.
- I'd never had an olive.
- I didn't know and it tasted terrible.
- And I was down at the ship where they probably left it.
- There was nobody there serving us.
- I said, well, I'll eat something.
- Blech!
- Do you remember the ship that you were on?
- It was a nice ship.
- Was it?
- Mm-hm.
- It was new.
- White.
- Were there many people on there going to Palestine?
- Can't say many.
- In the movies maybe you'll see a few more.
- There's a movie about people who escaped from Germany
- and then they had to go back by order of our government.
- The US government.
- Mm-hm.
- Oh, that's the St. Louis.
- Yeah.
- Quite a show to see.
- Do you remember your first impressions
- when you get to Palestine?
- I was happy.
- It's like something I always wanted.
- And I was sort of, oh, the oranges are terrific.
- All kinds of little things suddenly became like a blessing
- from heaven.
- What a change.
- And even going to school when I saw this nice lady.
- We really had a school that was the worker's school.
- And she was so patient and nice, and in six months
- I spoke Hebrew like I was born there.
- Wow, that's an achievement.
- Yeah.
- Then funny things happened too.
- Maybe I mentioned it already.
- When the time came and Russia was celebrating
- and our people were sort of the communists suddenly,
- and the children too, the students my age,
- they had us march with the people who were singing
- Russian songs in the streets.
- And people were watching us and applause and everything.
- And then we had a further kind of can't really
- explain it to you.
- In a big building they took us and we were singing some songs.
- So it was much more of a leftist kind of environment.
- Yeah.
- It didn't last, but it was in my time.
- Right when you arrived, or about a year
- or two later do you think?
- It was close to when I arrived, when I got in the school that
- had these tendencies.
- Because if you're leaving in December '38, during that time
- Russia's still allied to Nazi Germany.
- The Soviet Union is still allied and it's
- only five months later, in the beginning
- of '39, the first half of '39, in June,
- when the Nazis attacked the Soviet Union.
- And I would think that it would have
- been a celebration after that time but I don't know.
- Not in my time.
- Yeah.
- I would say at this point let's cut the camera.
- My time it came later when I went to study in Europe.
- That's when I ran into all tjese people.
- Who had been in the celebration?
- Not that celebration, but Nazi celebrations
- where they were marching there day after day after day.
- And after the Germans left, who was marching?
- We did.
- We and the French and the four powers and driving around.
- And the weird thing was when I was there
- and I heard the Russians march--
- In Vienna.
- --in Vienna, now the music was really something
- that you couldn't even get if you go and pay money
- to see an opera or something.
- I couldn't believe it.
- And the officers, the regular soldiers, Russians,
- were part of the four.
- When they marched, they were singing.
- You thought you missed the best opera in the world.
- Singing in the streets.
- Marching and singing.
- And it was that impressive?
- Oh yeah.
- I never forget it just listening to their voices and the way
- they sang.
- And the men, if you walked with your girlfriend,
- the officers would always bow down and make room
- for me and somebody to walk.
- So they were very well behaved.
- It's sort of a little crazy because you
- didn't feel safe for some time, especially with the Russians.
- I have remember that.
- It's like let's not start trouble with them.
- Yeah, it's contradictory types of impressions.
- Yeah.
- Because you knew a lot about them before all that.
- Then there was an adjustment for them to be nicer,
- or they were forced to be nicer.
- I had a landlady.
- She used to tell me about her experience
- when the Russians came into the country.
- She told me like, you know these Russians are terrible.
- They came, they didn't know anything about water.
- They washed their head by sticking it into the toilet
- and flushing.
- And of course, what they did to the girls and women,
- I heard plenty of that too.
- The Russians were not the nicest people really.
- But who was?
- I don't know.
- Let's beak now.
- Let's break now.
- So you're coming back tomorrow?
- No.
- What we're going to do is continue
- from what we were talking about before the break.
- And before the break it was your very first impressions
- of coming to Palestine.
- And I want to look back to another moment that's
- very close to that one but that I want to correct.
- I was under the impression that you had been together
- with your parents in Warsaw and that you
- traveled from Danzig with them.
- In fact, your daughter told me that you went on the train
- by yourself.
- Do you remember going on the train from Danzig to Warsaw?
- I don't remember my daughter?
- Who was the daughter who is telling
- you things that she probably doesn't know a thing about?
- That I don't believe.
- You can't tell me that.
- Who is this?
- Who is this person?
- She's sitting right behind me.
- That's already a bad sign.
- Behind you.
- Yeah.
- So what's the problem?
- I can--
- OK, come on in, Amy.
- Come closer.
- Amy is hiding from me, oh my.
- Oh no, she's not hiding.
- [CRASHING SOUND]
- It's hard to walk.
- These are just marbles for the camera.
- Sounded more--
- Amy, you're not on the mic.
- It sounded to me like a hand grenade.
- Amy, you're Gershon's daughter.
- What is it that you wanted to say?
- So my understanding was that his oldest brother put him
- on a train to go to Warsaw to meet his parents,
- who had already arrived in Warsaw.
- His father and mother fled there and they did,
- I think, take a train from Warsaw
- to Romania together to get to the ship.
- I see.
- That's where they took a train together.
- No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- It's not correct.
- Because on the way there was a stop in Greece.
- And I was mad as hell because the flies were eating me.
- And all the beauty of that beliefs
- that it's so nice there wasn't there yet I guess.
- So I was glad when we left there and we went to where we ended.
- Why did that even come up?
- Well, what I wanted to know right now,
- do you have ever any memories of taking a train by yourself
- from Danzig to Warsaw?
- No, not to Warsaw.
- I was put on the train by my brother, yeah, get out of here.
- He was not trying to scare me, but it was urgent that I left.
- And the people on the train, even German people,
- they were so nice.
- We had a nice time.
- You were 10 years old?
- Yeah.
- Would it have been the first time you had been on a train?
- This kind of train, yes.
- I haven't been by myself.
- But last strain I had was from my school, one of my schools.
- They had these little things like cars
- and we were driving it around.
- It was outside of town.
- You had told me about that.
- Yeah?
- You had told me about that.
- OK, so let's go to Haifa now.
- Is that where you landed, in Haifa?
- Or when you get to Palestine--
- Many times I ended in that place.
- So where are we now?
- We are now in the very beginning in Israel.
- You went to a school where there were some Soviet holidays that
- were celebrated, or Russian holidays,
- you said that were celebrated.
- And there were songs that were being sung.
- You talked about that.
- Now this is still 1938, '39.
- Are there efforts for your sister Luba to come out?
- Is there an attempt to get her to Israel
- for the rest of the family--
- to Palestine, excuse me.
- What time was that?
- Before the war.
- Now, or when she was--
- After you leave her in Warsaw, do you hear from her again?
- That's a tough one.
- Do I hear from you again?
- Every day practically.
- Except it's not--
- Somehow it doesn't--
- I don't know.
- Can perform miracles almost like All I know is my sister
- was left there.
- You know, what do I remember about my sister?
- She is the one who sort of introduced
- my mother to make birthdays.
- Really?
- Yeah, and she used to buy the cake.
- My sister used to buy a cake or make a cake because she
- didn't have that for a long time till it was close to that time.
- They didn't have the celebration of birthdays?
- Not for a long time.
- When you got to Israel, did your father
- find a way of supporting the family?
- He sure did.
- What did he do?
- He bought something like a farm and he made some income
- from that.
- Everything else, of course.
- Did he know how to be a farmer?
- I think he did.
- He probably might have been one when he was a young man
- and his father was directing him to work.
- So he knew his business.
- And he was so good that I had to worry
- about snakes that were in this farm and generally in the area.
- And he would one, two, three and the snake was--
- Done.
- Yeah.
- Where was this farm located in Palestine?
- This farm located in Palestine.
- I had a picture of it here.
- My head is so overwhelmed today I can't even think now
- anymore unless I have some--
- Where is it now?
- I thought I had it.
- Did your brother Samech come with you
- when you left for Palestine?
- No.
- How did he get there?
- Do you have two days to listen?
- I'll be happy to tell you.
- He left what they called on, oh, I can't even think of it.
- He made sure everything was safe for everybody who
- was involved with this place.
- Anyway, he went and joined--
- I know what he did and why he--
- but one thing is sort of getting in my way is
- the way he came back.
- He was gone.
- He was on a ship that tried to get to Israel.
- But it never did, because the British and the Syrians,
- I think, they didn't let it go ahead.
- It made it there but they were not free.
- And again the Americans here wrote in the newspapers
- about the people on the ship.
- The ship is full of people.
- They have no food, they have no this.
- It's terrible.
- And my brother was one of the leaders
- because he was young and healthy but he was stuck there.
- And they suffered.
- And then I think the United States sort of made an end
- to it and they let the ship go.
- And my father and my mother and me, we always
- took a walk in the evening at the water, the ocean.
- My father always came with us.
- He was looking, and he sees my brother come.
- It sounds surreal.
- It became real, but it took time.
- And I think it's, again, the Americans finally
- put an end to this keeping these people on this ship.
- You know the name of the ship?
- I should know it because I used to know it.
- Well, the story is really the ship finally moved
- to watch Palestine.
- And whoever was sinking, it was an American young man
- who brought it there.
- And we were close to the place of it which
- sort of beached itself, really.
- Was this before World War II started?
- World War II?
- I would think so.
- OK.
- So my brother jumped off the ship right away.
- And about 8:00-- we had an apartment near the water,
- not far from the water.
- We had a nice place.
- But 8:00 in the evening or 9:00, maybe it
- was, somebody ringing the doorbell.
- And we opened it, and somebody asked us
- just a simple question, if we lived there
- with the Yelland's he said.
- And we said, yes, and when they heard yes,
- my brother was hiding behind them.
- When he heard he was at the right place,
- he was jumping out, and we were jumping
- just because we saw him again.
- And the next day, we saw him and the day
- after that for about 100 days.
- It sounded like he wouldn't even meet anybody, not even
- relatives because it was too dangerous.
- It was.
- It was mainly because of the people who ran the world with--
- Was that the British you mean?
- Oh, yeah.
- It's always the British.
- Really.
- The British, they used to take the people who
- came without permission from the King,
- and they would put them into cages like animals.
- And many committed suicide and children died,
- and there are movies about all that and what it was.
- Did you see such things?
- Oh, yeah.
- I saw.
- First, what I saw or later what I saw
- was I going down to the ocean to take my usual habit of jumping
- into the water.
- And I saw hundreds of people.
- There was, near the water, not far from the water,
- was not a hospital, like a hospital, but a place
- where people can live for some time.
- A hotel.
- Hotel.
- Yeah, a hotel.
- Hotel, OK.
- And everybody was happy, grownups singing and dancing
- in the morning.
- And what was the big cause?
- England and France declared war on Hitler or Nazis.
- People were so happy.
- And the next day, we were bombed from the air.
- That went on again and again.
- We had to dig big deep places to jump
- in in case of an emergency.
- So that wasn't the Luftwaffe?
- Was it the German Luftwaffe that was bombing?
- Probably.
- They did a lot of bombing.
- Did you ever think that the German army,
- that the Wehrmacht, would get to Palestine?
- Yes.
- They simply promised they would because the idea was
- from Africa to go all the way through Egypt and on.
- And I remember, the older people used
- to stand [INAUDIBLE] and practically cluck, cry.
- And they used to that--
- you heard about Palmach?
- What is Palmach?
- Tell us.
- It just is the young people who were protecting us
- from different reasons.
- Was that an underground organization?
- Not sure, well, you had to be secretive as
- long as the British was there.
- And you were not allowed to have weapons.
- And my brother used to send me to buy pepper,
- and I had no idea why I was doing it.
- Big bag.
- Well, at that time, that I went and shop
- and bought it and brought it to him.
- They put it on the rails of the road.
- It's not a road really, it's a--
- Railroad track?
- Railroad track that came from somewhere.
- I can't remember exactly the country.
- And their job was to blow it up.
- Not with dynamite or thing, but just stop it
- from rushing and losing--
- So what was the purpose of the pepper?
- What was it supposed to do?
- So after this was done, the pepper
- would prevent all the dogs that would
- be sent out to catch them.
- To hide their scent?
- Yeah.
- So that was sort of a trick.
- So were your both brothers in underground resistance
- activities?
- Yeah, if you want to add to.
- My mother may be force, too.
- Was she really?
- Not really.
- No.
- She worried about.
- Did you want to do that as well?
- Do what?
- Be part of that?
- Even though--
- I was.
- You were?
- Yes.
- How were you?
- I mean, I didn't go just shopping for powders.
- I was old enough to carry a rifle
- and protect people from getting killed.
- How old were you when that started?
- How old?
- I was born to do it, I guess, when it started.
- Were you 12?
- Were you 13?
- I think it was like 1945.
- So you would have been about 17 years old.
- Maybe, it was.
- And I remember sort of vaguely because I had to go and present
- myself to the people who were in charge of us protecting
- ourselves from other and so on.
- Do you mean leaders of underground organizations?
- I don't know if I would call it underground.
- We had to be careful not to get arrested, you know.
- And which one did you belong to?
- Which one?
- It wasn't like a luxury.
- It's hard to say because I was from less getting orders,
- and I was the same time to giving orders.
- Let me ask you this.
- Were the years of World War II different in Palestine
- than the years following World War II?
- World War II.
- So the years the war is going on in Europe,
- was life in Palestine different than what
- followed when the war ended?
- I think it had sort of a life of its own in Palestine.
- It's hard to say because the British finally got fed up
- and they left.
- And another trouble starts, but nothing like Britain.
- Did you have allied forces in Palestine
- that you may remember seeing or hearing about?
- Mm-hmm.
- When the war was still on, like the British,
- like the Poles coming through various places?
- I would start with the Persian people.
- OK.
- There once was the oil and all that--
- and, of course, they had to leave their country because I
- guess everybody wanted the oil.
- They came also to Poland.
- They came, and they were sort of giving food again
- and things to wear.
- So when they were ready, they joined the British army
- that was fighting, not in Israel necessarily, but all
- through the world.
- Yeah.
- So they helped Poland, other places
- that were fighting the enemy.
- Like one church in England.
- England, nothing.
- I think I'm losing it.
- The big church in the Holy Land, what's it called now?
- I can't even remember that, it's weird.
- Are you talking about Italy?
- Italy.
- Oh, you're talking about the St. Peter's Basilica in Rome?
- Maybe it was called that.
- All I remember, it was all the armies--
- Or is it Monte Cassino you're thinking of?
- The Battle of Monte Cassino?
- Monte Cassino's a battle where the Germans were holding it
- for a long time.
- Yes, that's the place.
- And the Jewish, what was it called, the army,
- but to the Jewish.
- They finally got permission from the King to have their own
- and to fight with same time with King's people, so to speak.
- So with the British army, then?
- The British army, yeah.
- But there was a Jewish high degree kind
- of country management who managed
- to give the Jewish fighters almost equal kind of permission
- to fight and shoot.
- That's where my brother was, my older brother.
- What battles was he in?
- Oh, my.
- I'll go to jail if I tell you.
- He was fighting like every other soldier was fighting.
- And he was also managing, not managing,
- he was using one of these big not simple shooting,
- but you could control it by sending all kinds of damaging--
- they were actually mainly fighting
- at church, holy church.
- Very strongly built, and the Germans were in it.
- And they always managed to keep--
- ones who came to attack the Germans, almost
- always managed to keep them from doing it.
- OK.
- It sort of sound like my brother did it.
- I don't think he did.
- But after certain times, Germans left us.
- What do you call this, it's not a simple church,
- it's one of these old--
- Cathedral?
- Was it a cathedral?
- I think so, yeah, something of the sort.
- Because nobody fought for it.
- Holiness, it was just there to protect themselves.
- And pretty dirty things happened to wrong people.
- So my brother was in charge.
- I wouldn't say it's a cannon, but you'd drop it in and flies
- and it kills.
- So that was a British thing.
- And after sometimes, the Germans gave up
- or they couldn't fight anymore, whatever.
- Was this in Italy?
- In Italy, yeah.
- Now, I don't think it was my brother,
- but there were many by the Jewish--
- many of the Germans were taken prisoners.
- And they stayed a while in prisons, outdoor prisons.
- Got this and that, I guess.
- And then, they took them in trucks, supposedly
- because they were supposed to be delivered and kept
- under real protection till they were allowed to leave
- or not allowed to leave.
- So yeah, they did that.
- This was a Jewish drivers and soldiers or whatever,
- and they took these Germans.
- And they drove down the mountain.
- And some spot wherever they stopped, and they
- let the Germans come out.
- But they didn't make it.
- They were really forced to drop down and die.
- Now, at the time, it didn't seem so terrible,
- but it was against the rules, really.
- And it could sink well.
- These Jewish ones, they can get mad, too,
- and do something terrible.
- And then, he showed up in Poland.
- Now, he wasn't allowed to go to Poland or any place
- without permission.
- This is [INAUDIBLE]?
- Yeah.
- So he went to Poland without permission
- all the way from Italy.
- How did you get there?
- I don't know, but everything was a mess.
- He went there, and he let us know how terrible everything
- is, destroyed, dead.
- So we got a report like that from him.
- And then he found two of our relatives, two women,
- that he knew because he was older than I.
- And I don't know how he found them in Poland.
- And they came to England, not England,
- to our place, what's it called?
- Palestine.
- No, they didn't come to Palestine.
- To the US?
- The United States?
- Yeah.
- Yes.
- One was to women.
- And I think, for a while, two husbands.
- I don't know if they met while my brother was
- looking for somebody to save.
- So when your brother was in Poland,
- was this towards the end of the war when he was in Poland?
- Yes.
- He was in Poland for a short time
- because he was still in the British army
- and still in uniform and still not getting permission to--
- I don't know how he went there, how he got there.
- OK.
- But I guess he was the kind to don't tell me,
- for if I have to do it, I'll do it.
- Well, you said he was tough.
- Oh, yeah.
- And did he come back to Israel later?
- Did he come back to Israel later?
- Good question.
- Did he come back at all?
- Yes, he came back sick.
- It's maybe not very nice, but I remember I came to visit him.
- He was already out of the army, I guess.
- And his wife, what do I remember?
- I remember him sitting on the toilet and opening the door
- and starting to talk to me.
- There was something wrong with him
- already because he was never like that.
- OK.
- And some time later, I was in my office, not in the state,
- not in a big city, but I had an office at home.
- And he called, and I was happy to hear him
- because he was supposed to be somewhere in Palestine,
- they was there.
- And they used to get letters from doctors about his brain.
- Yeah, so I knew that he had big trouble.
- This is after you become a doctor?
- Yeah.
- And the first thing when I heard how sick is, I decided I'll
- give him all the money for treatment,
- but it never came to it.
- I didn't even have much, really, but I meant it,
- I would get the money somehow and give it to him
- because he did so much.
- And what happened then?
- Hmm?
- What happened?
- Well, one letter, two letters, three letters,
- the doctors were all--
- they examined him, too, and they treated it,
- but I guess they had no choice.
- What was his affliction?
- What was wrong?
- Brain damage.
- They didn't give some kind of--
- I have it somewhere, but it's nothing that really is unusual.
- Well, he spent a lot of his energy, almost all of his life.
- Yeah.
- And I'll never forget the day I was in my office.
- And the phone rings, and it's him.
- I was happy it's him.
- I asked him, where are you?
- Oh, I'm in the airport.
- I asked him, why are you in the airport?
- Well, I have to fly home.
- That was the last time I saw him.
- And he visited, I think, just two women who
- were saved from trouble in Poland,
- and they lived somewhere in New York with their husbands.
- So this is well after the war?
- This is when you already live in the United States.
- Yes.
- OK.
- Well, war and war and war and war.
- Not just one war, but a couple of wars.
- Yeah.
- So he just said, then it hit me, he just
- came to say goodbye for good, forever.
- And he did.
- What about Moshe?
- What happened with him?
- What was the destiny about Moshe?
- You know something?
- I never could find out.
- Really?
- He was here in this part of the world.
- In the US?
- He stayed with us before he went off
- to do his job for different places
- where he was accepted by I don't know exactly who, they were
- just Jewish people who were stationed here to do something,
- I don't know what.
- So he seemed to me like he was like to see how they're doing.
- Was he part of the Israeli military, Moshe?
- For some time, yes, and for some time even more.
- Ah, was he in part of Shin Bet?
- Probably.
- And also, he did things like, he was
- in charge of all the planes that they be ready and well kept
- and things like that.
- It wasn't so much running around with guns,
- it was certain important things, I believe.
- So his visits to New York, he stayed with us here.
- But almost always, he had to go and visit some other young men
- or maybe not so young.
- He knew things that he had to transmit, I guess, to somebody.
- And how he died, I never could find out
- because I had nobody to ask.
- Really?
- It was just a simple announcement
- that he died like some people who are not
- in all these risky businesses.
- They also not--
- Did he have a family of his own?
- Yes.
- Did both of your brothers have wives and children?
- Yes.
- They did.
- My brother, who was such a big shot, not so much with weaponry
- and bombs over there, more kind of important things.
- Moshe, that is?
- Yeah.
- Moshe.
- Moshe, OK.
- Yeah, so, he was very smart.
- He was also very well trained in schooling and all that.
- He was a good brother, even if he scared me sometimes.
- Yeah.
- When I was a little boy.
- Water.
- Water.
- Water.
- Help, water, Please stop already, please.
- [LAUGHTER]
- And your sister Leah, the one who had gone to Israel earlier?
- Yeah, she really died from some condition
- that didn't even have a name.
- It just destroyed her life.
- And I know it because a few times she came to the hospital
- I worked in already.
- And I always asked the doctors who treated her
- with all kinds of chemicals.
- To this day, I don't know what it was, really.
- I know we went to the movies.
- I know that we apples.
- I know I met her children.
- Two daughters I think she had.
- Her husband, I knew already.
- He was teaching overseas.
- Hebrew, I think, Jewish or something.
- And I asked him to send me a motorcycle.
- Hi did.
- No, this wasn't him.
- It was another young man who fell in love
- with one of the daughters of this woman who
- died in the hospital that I worked in.
- That's all.
- Tell me, why did you decide to come to the United States?
- Your path is so different from your brothers.
- Why did I?
- Because I think it was mainly the medical part.
- OK.
- And anything in the United Nations, not Nations.
- Everything that was going on in that place
- seemed more familiar and more important and more reachable
- and possible.
- So I checked how much I would have to own to pay off my--
- And also, I also knew I can speak pretty well English,
- and I can also speak German.
- Sprechen sie Deutsch?
- Ein bisschen.
- Ein bisschen?
- Ein bisschen, yeah.
- Eine junge Frau, why it was only ein bisschen?
- I wish you would add a little more.
- That's all in English I took.
- Did you ever go back to Danzig?
- Nope.
- Was this a conscious decision?
- I had so much of Danzig that I didn't
- want to go back any time.
- Did you ever go back to Poland?
- No.
- Or Germany?
- No.
- So the closest you got was Austria?
- Vienna?
- Yeah, Austria was sort of--
- you could pretend that you were in all these places I wasn't.
- Most what I did there was climbing up to the snow
- with friends who were sort of familiar with it.
- The first time I went, I thought I'm dying.
- Not because I fell down or broke something, just because I ate.
- And my system wasn't ready yet for the height.
- Are you tired about being in Vienna?
- Yeah, from Vienna where my friends in Vienna
- used to invite me to come with them to see the country.
- So I did, and the first time was not pleasant.
- But it passed once I was lower down.
- I was safe.
- And after that, what did I do?
- Oh, we went to the salt--
- you know about the salt--
- they were big, I guess it was all
- done by somebody to dig not just a trench,
- but you could walk in it and see all the white not snow, no,
- salt.
- So was this in a cave or something or the forest?
- Yeah, it was a long one.
- You could walk and walk and walk so they gave you
- some almost a uniform, a white uniform and a white hat.
- You had to pay something.
- And they let you go down underground
- and walk and walk and walk.
- OK.
- Then I did that, yeah.
- And then one night, I was sleeping under the roof.
- It was sort of this very close knit kind of--
- several of my friends were sleeping.
- So when I went to sleep, I was under the roof.
- And I woke up, I was nervous.
- So I went down, and there was always a policeman outside.
- You're still talking Austria, yes?
- In Austria, yeah.
- An Austrian policemen.
- I used to sit with him and talk with him.
- I don't think I even went back to sleep.
- Climbing up and under a roof, you
- feel like you're really being smashed.
- But the beginning, when I went down to these salt--
- Mines.
- --mines, It was a big adventure.
- It was really amazing to see how it was built.
- Did you feel comfortable in Austria
- when you were doing your medical studies in the '50s?
- Yeah, I felt comfortable because I had
- friends who came like I did.
- OK.
- I wasn't having trouble with the local people--
- oh, yes, I did.
- You did?
- Not that they gave me trouble, some of them were so,
- I hate to say, dirty, smelly, even if they were not dirty.
- Something was wrong with them.
- They probably had no way of taking care of themselves
- if they came from Germany.
- So on the other hand, when we came there, and we found out
- we had a Jewish place where they eat
- after being for years trouble in other countries.
- And were they happy when we walked in.
- Can't forget it.
- In Vienna?
- In Vienna, yes.
- It was a very simple place, very simple food,
- and the people there were--
- some were already discussing things
- that they didn't even know what they were talking about,
- politics.
- Sometimes, they was a little angry about,
- but they loved us when we came.
- Mm-hmm.
- And we didn't come in like, oh, well, now we'll feed you
- or something, but they just knew where we came from.
- And we also did everything else as far as we could.
- So they were still from Europe, not having lived in Palestine,
- and you had come from Palestine to study there,
- and there was a difference.
- Is that what I'm understanding?
- I'm not sure.
- I don't know, I was just doing blessing, hoping
- to do it as best I could, but I didn't expect any kind of,
- no pats on the head, oh, you're a good boy.
- What kind of things were you doing?
- What kinds of things?
- Well, one was quite complicated to tell.
- There was this Jewish important man
- who had nothing to do with us.
- I mean, he wasn't part of us, the young ones.
- But he was the one who did a lot to find Jewish people
- and save them from all kinds of things.
- I forgot his name already, but he was even famous here
- and known here, really.
- He had an office, and we used to go and help him when he there,
- writing things, explaining things, not explaining things.
- What was his name?
- I can't think of it now.
- And I didn't use it already for many years
- because I didn't hear from him, anything.
- Well, I knew sometimes had his name on,
- but I guess he was not with us anymore.
- All I know is he stayed in the same place
- and was doing all kinds of writings and lectures
- about how the Jewish people, mainly, should live to be safe
- or to go to Palestine.
- Did you want to live in Israel when it became Israel?
- I sure wanted.
- Yeah?
- You mean when they finally had a meeting,
- and they decided that the Jews, Jewish people
- should have their own country.
- State, yeah.
- I was there.
- Yeah.
- I was there, and I was waiting for them to make the decision.
- And when they did, and everybody was singing and hollering,
- and I was home really.
- And I went outside to where the grapes were growing,
- and I dug up the place where we had our weapons and hand
- grenades and all that stuff.
- I think I was all by myself, yeah, at night.
- But it was so happy.
- Those people were singing and dancing.
- There's no problem going down and collecting all the stuff
- that I could use now free and--
- Without hiding it.
- Without hiding it or getting punished for having it.
- It was hand grenades, I took up the pistols and bullets and--
- and, and, and.
- We've covered a lot of really momentous occasions.
- Yeah.
- You know, the Nazi growth in Danzig, your parents' flight,
- fights in Palestine, underground activities, your brother's
- activities.
- Of these types of occasions, these big historical moments,
- which one stands out as the most important ones in your life
- that affected you the most?
- Affected me the most?
- There was so many things that I can't really say.
- Like what?
- Like what, that I was there was there
- when I was ready and needed and tried to live myself.
- Well, I mean events that stand out in your mind.
- Was it the beginning of the war?
- Was it the end of the war?
- Was it when Israel was founded?
- It was just the war.
- It was like that night where you went
- to sleep, my mother, my father, and I were probably was home,
- I slept there, too.
- And then suddenly, we were attacked late at night.
- We didn't see who attacked us.
- What I knew was that our man who was like a cowboy, I mean,
- if you would see it, it was a good movie for cowboy.
- And girls were after him because he was so manly
- on the horse and his equipment.
- And he used to make some rounds at night, mainly Jewish people.
- That night, he was simply shot dead.
- And before you knew it, they were at every house killing.
- Who?
- The Arabs.
- Arabs came, and this was going on
- for about 10 different places where people lived.
- And this is what year?
- Oh, what year?
- Bad year was it.
- I can't really say exactly the year.
- '47?
- '46?
- Earlier?
- Later?
- Yeah, sounds right in that neighborhood,
- but I didn't have a report that I could say this.
- It was sort of a moving kind of killing.
- It ended at the end of a road which was pretty long.
- And that's what sort of stopped me from going crazy, I think,
- and doing something crazy.
- Because where he-- well, I don't know,
- it was the Arabs who got to that area and did their thing,
- kill, kill, kill, kill.
- And the last house was one was it for an elderly man who
- survived the Holocaust.
- And his wife, I think, was there,
- and she was also a survivor.
- And there was a young little girl
- who came to visit grandpa and grandma,
- and they didn't touch her.
- They could have killed the little girl, too.
- And that's when I stopped myself.
- Even the killers have a heart sometimes.
- But they killed the grandparents?
- I have to be sure.
- No, I don't think they killed the grandmother.
- No, I don't even think they killed him.
- Maybe, they gave him some, I don't know,
- something to not feel too good.
- He was an older man, and he came, also, from being at risk
- if he would have stayed in the Holocaust kind of situation.
- What part of the country was this taking place in?
- What part of the country?
- Basically, it was a part of the country where we lived.
- And we had a house.
- And that day when all this happened I
- was rarely at home at night.
- I used to sleep somewhere with every thing we needed.
- Not just me, but I had, what?
- 10, 12, 15 young men usually who worked with me.
- I said work with me.
- You know, all the time, and I was active there,
- I always thought I'm like safe from everything.
- Everything I saw, and I didn't die, I thought God is with me.
- And it lasted.
- On the other hand, it's like I was tested.
- Like, we once came back from doing our rounds
- with our weapons.
- And we were tired, so we went into a place that
- used to be, in the daytime, showing pictures.
- So you could go in at night when nobody was there
- and rest there.
- And nothing worked, so there was no noise
- from the machinery that would run the entertainment
- kind of thing.
- So my people, some reason, the younger ones set to cross me.
- Then there was another one here, another one there,
- another one here that was me.
- I was leaning against the wall, resting.
- Then suddenly, a rain storm.
- Now, the rainstorm was nothing but bullets riding around me,
- above me, through me.
- I mean, they didn't hit me.
- That's what I mean.
- And I start to say to the other one, first of all,
- I got him hell for playing with this beautiful machine
- gun he had made in Italy.
- And the Italians make everything beautiful before they kill you,
- I guess.
- So who was doing the shooting?
- So I got furious.
- I didn't shoot back and try to kill this young man who
- made a mistake.
- But I started sort of to talk to God,
- thanking him for not killing me this way.
- Well, that comes to a question that I've got.
- Yeah?
- When you were little, your father
- took you to one synagogue and your mother
- took you to another.
- Yeah?
- Did you have a belief in God then?
- Did it matter to you?
- Or were these just religious rituals?
- Well, I was sort of that age or a year later,
- I wasn't sort of kind of--
- from time to time, yeah, I think when
- I wasn't killed by 20 bullets in one blow, I would thank God.
- Did you begin becoming more religious?
- Did you begin to be more of a believer?
- Not really, I just believed it, and I wouldn't make it
- like I can't talk to you, I can't
- do that because I have to go and pray my heart out or something.
- It was just a wish.
- OK.
- And sometimes, I used to tell people
- that I knew that, yeah, that I had this religious belief
- for some time.
- You know--
- I didn't become fanatical, because you
- can do horrible things when you get too, let's
- say, this young kid, practically,
- who played around with his rifle and almost killed me.
- I could have gone and shot him dead,
- too, because he is a risk to everybody,
- like 31 people that were there with me that night.
- Yeah, I could yell at him, but nothing else.
- You know, we've come close to the end of the interview.
- There is no end.
- Well, that's true, too.
- Yeah, I know.
- We have to take a little time off here.
- Is there something you really think
- is important that we have not covered that you would
- like to add at this point?
- I don't believe that.
- I think I got a lot from it.
- And there's probably more to come,
- because I don't think we got everything in one day.
- It's so fast.
- You know, it's absolutely true.
- You never get everything.
- Yeah, so--
- But if there's something that you
- would want to leave with people, some kind of thought
- or reflection or advice, guidance, belief?